` J O S ! E .

THE FUCK?! LOL

2011-09-01T18:08:00.002-04:00

according to the new blogger interface,
people still check my blog? $: so much has changed.. LOL.
text me if you want my new blog ;)
416 871 9169.

yeah, i'm a frequent blogger. LOL

HEYY

2010-05-09T21:45:00.001-04:00

HEY GAIS
I GOT A NEW BLOG

CLICKY HERE! :)

well.. time to shower.

2010-05-08T22:37:00.002-04:00

yep!
i still haven't showered yet.
= u=

spent the day at tysons ,
with songling, *super pro at COD. , cindy , calvin , stephen , sammy & obviously tyson .

then tyson , stephen and calvin dropped me off ! :)
and.. then i made them dinner.
oh boy, three large bowls to ... clean. c:

fun day? :)
little big planet is awesome !

oh jeez;

2010-05-08T12:29:00.001-04:00

hi blog.
i'm sorry;
i've abandoned you .
i think ..
i'm going to make a new one.
with a new start.
new beginning,
new stories ,
new rules.

(:
'don't have sex! YOU WILL DIE!'
&
jeez;
i'm in a love-daze .

ai - sh i - ter u.
saranghae yo.
wo , ai , ni .

AASDFDGFHGFJJFGGFHD;
imma miss you guys with all my heart and soul.
;/

oooooh em geee.

2010-05-04T23:21:00.002-04:00

i haven't blogged lately.
basic highlight of my life:
*crush
*art shop - like seven orders.
god i have to learn to reject people.
*egg customs - due by friday. shit.
*SCIENCE FAIR IS DUE ON THURSDAY.
progress ? thirty percent .
*MATH TESTS.

fucking. fucking. FUUUCKING.

okay.

sooooo , basically, me and thinoba spent two hours afterschool working on math.
i end up getting question 3. a) wrong . i thought it was bottle A, it was bottle C.
FUCK. MY. LIFE.
FUCK IT. FUCK IT. FUUUUUUUCK IT.
-2 marks already.
oh my god. KILL ME!
no actually let me live on . OTL OTL

then , me , halu and nguyen (both calvins)
went to mccy d's and g-square .
scared me , so they dropped me off,
and i think they got lost .
...
(:

so anyway; im currently hiatusing from gaia ,
i really want to make a ref.
gray's ref really inspired me. /for her adorable oc.

&& me looking decent .
bwahahahaha.
okay i also need to make up like seven more rocs and a story.
juuuust great.
timmy has my camera, but we're good w/ photography.
(Y)

lolol

2010-05-01T22:17:00.000-04:00

spent the whole evening talking to bianca, and making timmy shut up LOL

heh
pretty funny things

'oh i feel sad..
TIEM TO LOOK FOR SOME TURBAN GROUPS ON FB'
bwahahaha
so funny.

sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

2010-05-01T00:37:00.001-04:00

i wish i could have a real truthful and meaningful hug right now.

ooooookaaaay.

2010-04-30T23:09:00.002-04:00

about to upload lots of things !
rachel's house & puppies ♥
thich , tang , arana , lai , li , thomas , chang , &truong @ luu's. (:

and rahi's fail at skateboardingg ehh ? (;

LOL SHUT UP NGUYEN I CAN'T KICK.
/failed attempt at kicking kevin

insert hilarious picture here laterrrr

im a girl.

2010-04-30T07:31:00.000-04:00

therefore, i usually take thirty minutes in my closet.
/sighhhhh
what to wear.

white laced tanktop + plain yellow tee.
+ black&white nikes.

don't feel like wearing jeans today. :/
hmmm.
shorts..?
but its cold .

hmm.

2010-04-29T16:53:00.002-04:00

i think.. ill do some poetry.

The rocky waves, against the transparent blue,
looking along a farther distance through,
you see a speck of light , make you write,
about how the world moves on and on.

There will be nothing if you stay,
there will be no dismay.
Why do people live for as long as they can?
When you know this universe is nothing but one for a man.
Greed is too hard to explain,
but the most simple things will change its ways.
So why shouldn't we try to care,
when we haven't even taken a step out there.

The rocky tides, reflect on my smiles,
The sand is just a being of sorrow.
As I lay to understand how the world comprehends,
I will never forget, that day, that one,
my best friend.

fudge.

2010-04-29T12:30:00.000-04:00

i refuse to not smile.
i refuse.

i love smiling. (:

screw it;
im on a boy diet.
ill smile cause i'm proud,
not cause i think i'm pretty.

/sigh
i have to stop stressing about acne.
it's a part of life.
i will deal with it.

hm. so true.

2010-04-28T17:24:00.001-04:00

test results. (:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

thanks teresa.
X)
it is scary about how true it is.

hmm.

2010-04-27T23:45:00.001-04:00

my face is covered up in bandaids.

should i be happy that one-
no..
three grade sevens would date me?
should i be happy?

grade seven guys are so much better than grade eight guys. :/

OMFG

2010-04-27T17:55:00.002-04:00

SHE'S 14.
AND SHE LOST HER VIRGINITY.
15.
WTFFFFFF MANG.
THAT'S WAY TOO YOUNG.

a-actually.
to be totally honest with you,
i don't even know anymore.. :/

FUCKITYFUCKFUCKFUCK

2010-04-27T17:39:00.003-04:00

sorry ms, G.
):
you're so darling though, hate to disappoint you.. ;/

=========
I HAVE TO:
- NEW EGGS.
*AFK egg idea (:
and others.
& decide on style.

- DO FUCKING HISTO
/call nguyen , & shiiit . = n=' godfuckinghell.

- AT LUNCH TMR, I HAVE TO SPEND MY WHOLLLLE LUNCH PERIOD
TAKING PICTURES.
whehe, maybe that'll be fun. ^_____^"
but anyway, yeah get,
teresa, rachel, claire, rachel, linda, yuting , sally, aliyah, lisa, and angy all in one photo.

hm. i think that's accomplished ^
anyway,
crappppppp . i have to look better so people won't be like 'wtf who is this stalker'
):
=============================================
crapola .
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm . /thinks

AND FUCK.

i. am. so. damn. lovestruck.
AND YOU KNOW THE STUPID THING?
I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S A CRUSH OR NOT.

there's just.
uGH.
I couldn't concentrate during LA period 3-4 today. fuckity fuckity fuck.
it's like an unrequited love.

oh my goooooooooooodddd. ):
/killself.

great.
time to.. start histo.

omg

2010-04-26T23:38:00.002-04:00

i don't even want to blog. holy shit man.

guys you can't confront me irl about my blog
or use it as a reference.
e.g farabi's movingness.
LINDA & DIONNE. >:'

sorrysorry.

it'll be better this way.
anyway.
this day was fucking terrible.
golf was kinda fun.

hey, you said i love you (:
bwahahaha. we're just true besties now eh? (;

80

2010-04-25T14:39:00.003-04:00

so i've decided..
to care about my appearance.

so i get these 'oh you're so cute (:'
but i know i just look a little above decent.
how ego-tistical of me, but i'm going to try to look adorable. ;/

besides my teeth *i`ll get braces when i'm older,
i'm going to start using makeup (:

first off, try to find a good cleanser for my face.
the one i have right now is.. eh. $:
so from bianca's recommendation, i'm going to try St Ives. (:
starting tomorrow.

then when my skin gets gradually better, towards the end of the year, use actual products i'm not allergic to. :/

this made my morning

2010-04-25T10:52:00.000-04:00

i'm going back to sleep. (:

*READ THE NEXT PART LOL
*WHERE DID YOU GET TYSON FROM N?
*OR FOUR YEARS?!
*$:
`phone avec ken (: - says (10:48 AM):
*the last letter
*LMAOOO
omg i didn't die! <33 | today was epiccile. (: says (10:48 AM):
*LOOOL
*LOL
*LOLOLOLOL
*AHAHAHAHAHAHA

h i l a r i o u s

pah - cif - ic centre. (:

2010-04-24T09:29:00.002-04:00

tai gou gong turng.
(:

soo , yutopia & arcade & camera whore all day;
what to wear.. >:)

after - eggs, plan , new avatar .
a lot of stuff.
update , and revamp.

EL OH EL.

2010-04-23T18:26:00.002-04:00

kksooo.

imma blog about these past two days.
it's been pretty neutrall,
damn he still won't ask me out .
even when he knows timmy seems to look like he's flirting with me.
stupidfuckterdd.
doesn't that bother you ? $:
lolwellwhatever.
four years left.
i'm staying here forever..

ne.
someone was pmsing mang ,
got a whole lot of people confuseed,
but i felt so bad afterwards.. :/

/♥ sammi .

todaaaaaaaay.
pretty good day,
NO MS KADY, BOOCHYEAHHH.(:
oh and get well soon mariam !
first period - art , introduction to the landscape portrait
french - DPA
LA - histo & chilling with peopleeeeee.
i think he really is flirting with me . @ n@
frapp for lunch ♥

then lib , la and math.
i love math.
omg cylinders are so funnnn ♥
i gotta keep my math book from this yr though. U:

pi x radius squared = area of circle (:
diameter x pi = circumference / missing meas. of cylinder :)
l x w.
add togetherrrr.
super fun ! :)

oror,
pi x radius squared x height.
equals to volume!
bwahaha.
so fun.
thenafterschoool .
lib w/ bianca , kev , farabii . (:

did some would you rathers ,

little kid stuck his hands in his diaper.. ):
ewwww . never touching that handle again !
[for the record: riverdale lib , right door to the children's area]

then we left for the parkkk cause lib closed.
& we asked questions & shared memories & stuff.
and i was like super shocked LOL.
we were talking about who would look good with whooooo .
& bianca & kev said I'd look good with TYSON.
BEYOND HYSTERICAL IRONY.
I was like '/DEAD' in my headd . LOLOLOLOL
i would never date someone younger than me . (;
.. in.. til grade 11. LOLOLOL'
cause i'm short so :)
maybe i can lieeeeee, but anyway !
bianca would look good with any hot asian guy .
kevin.. not so sure .

i think there's no difference if i'd be dating kevin.
:/
he's a flirtacious guy, and he likes bullying me ,
and we're more like .. brother & sister . :) --
btw, i'm mark's cousin . WTF LOLOLOL. (:

++ wheee , riverdalians are still going to stick with me , a jarvis..ian .
anyway.
FARABI, IM SO SORRY. ):
i felt so bad.. i knew something was wrong forlike the past three days!
when you mentioned you were moving, you didn't look so sad before so i was like 'OH OKAY GOOD THING!'
but of course, silly me, stupid me ! ): aaaaaghhhh.
we will still keep in touch! and it's on the broad side of the bridge (: ♥
REMEMBER I CAN VISIT ANYYY-TIME I WANNNNNT . :)

iloveyouu ! ♥
don't worry , not that way. HAHA.

OH THAT REMINDS ME:

Josie's Life story written by Thinoba S.
"Josie", that's what they call me, sophisticated, artistic and a bit spazzy. I live with my mom, who used to be a professional ballerina and my brother, Kevin who braids hair for a living. I am 1/4 chinese, 2/4 russian, and 1/4 polish. One day I was walking to my middle school when a man came up to me. He was fairly tall and towered at least 3 feet over me. He asked me if I had change for a dollar. I reached for my wallet when he grabbed me and stuffed me in a garbage bag. I woke up in a dark room, a man approached me in a turtleneck and short shorts that I'd rather not see him in.
He danced for me than turned into a giraffe. I wasn't scared, I've seen weirder, I'm friends with Thinoba. He offered me an avacado milkshake. I drank it. I turned into a giraffe too. The only way I'd turn back to human was if I learn how to Irish Step Dance. I escaped and went in search of an irish man. I came upon a young fella who told me he'd teach me how to irish step dance in exchange for all my hair. I accepted and cut off all my hair. I became an irish step dancer, and turned back to human. I lived happily ever after as a bald professional irish step dancer with my retired-ballerina mother and my hair braiding brother.

SHE SHOULD BE AN AUTHOR. (:
I am so taking a picture of it later, ;)
and how ironic that 'polish' is spelled with a lowercase p
but for Chinese and English and Russian, they're all uppercase.

okay, toodles everyone! :)

/sighh

2010-04-22T07:31:00.001-04:00

wow.
i had a strange pokemon life dream.
/shakes head

anyway.
whoooo.
school;
didn't do homework
imma'fuckedd.(:

-fail-

2010-04-21T22:47:00.000-04:00

nguyen / phan's family is so hard to understand.

omg my life sucks /cut cut cut

2010-04-21T21:55:00.002-04:00

no.
i am not emo.
i simply have a different perspective of life.
i will refuse to cut myself or end my life.
i do choose to try to make it the fullest,
when i can.

im a spazzy
and serious person.
if you don't like that,
fine.
don't' talk to me.
we have same friends, so it might be hard.
but whatever.
for the most part,
what-ever.

[volleyball !]

2010-04-21T19:07:00.002-04:00

i still can't get rid of that fear of balls.
fuuuuuuck.
yeah, so i was pretty pissed when playing volleyball today,
i felt like shit.
:/
i'm going to start practicing and playing now.

whatever. ;'/

anywayyy.
today was pretty weird and funny.
*highlights of my day: i said hi to tyson three times. LOL
* i saw carmen :D'
* the weather was moodswinging. U:
first it was really pouring, then it super cleared, then a little drizzle, and now it's super sunny and bright.
*david forteau came to our school to talk about gang violence (:
*HE'S IN C2 GENESYS , YEEAAH !

ummmmm.
yeeeeeeeeeeah thats it.
i really need a new blogspot .

eww .

2010-04-20T20:01:00.000-04:00

whatever;
i dont care anymoree .

ahaha.
grade sevens are so cute.
i think us grade eight's had a great influence,
yeah?
(:

mmmmmmmmm.. imbored.
lets see.

hehehe

2010-04-20T11:01:00.000-04:00

so fatima and thinoba are beside me.

we're in the library on the computerrss .

whhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. (:

psst , they're strange.

they're speaking in chinese.

yeah, okay. :D

how lame is this. ^__^

aaaaaey. its grade seven

2010-04-19T21:27:00.004-04:00

grade
seven
all over agaiiin :)

aaawe ,
i feel guilty T__T
sorry bianca and farabi .
but i know i'll get hit in the face.

kschool day was good
I FOUND OUT I MADE A TERRIBLE NO NO IN MATH SO I GET TO RE-DO IT AND NOT FAIL!
/YIPEEEEEE.

ummmm, then after school ,
kevin and i spent like, 2-3 hours on the swingsss just talkin about life .
haha.
i love swings. (:
anyway.
AWWE ,
NGUYEN LIED ABOUT MASTURBATINNNG.
THAT HOBO.

kanywaaaayyyyyyyyy.
yeahhhhhhhhhh im high on milk
I LOVE MILKY HEHEHE.
good idea for eggs too ! :) yayay.
okay.
soo imma sign out.

grade seven.
firsts loves !
but idunnoe ,
i keep switching.
am i really over you?!
this is a question i'd like to ask myself!

oh and
DPA WAS HELLA LIVE.

CALVIN ON CALVIN X)

okay so,

2010-04-19T06:55:00.003-04:00

"I WANNA DO THIS FOR MATH HOMEWORK! ^__^"
oopsie. (:

okay so today will be.. a fairly hectic day;
TT______________TT"

i feel so bad. T________T''
aaagh.. /fml

2010-04-19T00:24:00.001-04:00

oopsie
i didnt do our math homework.. :)
swimming.. tmr? XD;

if you've got it, flaunt it.
i don't got it. ):
"you are what you think you are"
hmmmmmmmmmm

KEVIN I DEMAND YOU TO TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK DOES THIS MEAN

thanks for reading ^__^

2010-04-18T22:36:00.001-04:00

ty kev.

you're my OMGSUPERNOOBZORNERDPEWPEW anime buddy.

bianca ..

2010-04-18T22:23:00.001-04:00

im sorry!
really.. sorry. T__T

/forgot to post.. :/

why did that feel so real.

2010-04-17T12:30:00.002-04:00

sleeping naked feels great, thanks yui chan. (:
--

i had.. this dream.
i was talking to bianca, kevin, and sammi.
everything felt so real.
those memories, those words, the text.
and the pictures.

11:30.
11:40.
;/

it felt way too good to be true. but a part of me wanted to believe it.
i'm so foolish.

i got it.
thanks.
i'm over you.
for real this time.

OUCHIE

2010-04-16T22:22:00.001-04:00

OWIE
eight strands of my eyebrows got like, taped off.
):

oh nick you're so stupid (:

2010-04-15T18:29:00.002-04:00

nick & tallkid
on wednesdays,
me & bianca & others have golf,
not our fault for not turning your fones on. --"
or hello, even calling .
ew that sounded so unme. ^

SAMMI&JANE ARE SO LIVE (:
ahaha; you guys are hysterical.
i wouldn't be surprised to see you a poledancer in the future ;)

nice one teresa. nice one.

2010-04-13T22:25:00.001-04:00

ANSWER ME do you masterbate??????

Go ask JOSIE.
rofl.
:D

super nice one. c:
anyway, today was .. normal ?
jane & bianca & kev & i hung at the park.
talking about dreams and scary shit.
wheeeeeee.
nothing new happens.
except..
mmmmmm.
damn. i wanna talk to timmy and ask him. LOL.
btw.
please don't sing.

peace out to my lovers, haters, and masturbators.

2010-04-12T23:01:00.002-04:00

lol shimmy is so funny.
near the ending of his video got much funnier.

'back in highschool, there was this one period in math where i got a random boner,
and i had a really good friend that was a girl, asked me to help her with a math question.
and i was like, oh.. no i can't.. and she was always like, why? so you know what i did? i picked up my desk and moved all the way to her so i could hide my random boner. SMART EH?'

LOLOLOLOL.
that's way too funny. XD;

solike, before making pixel eggs and sleeping..

2010-04-12T19:58:00.002-04:00

today, my question of the day was:

do you masturbate?

i got quite a few several answers.
of course some were too shy to admit, but yeah :)
and i figured that kevin is the only guy i know that doesn't watch porn.
oh- em - gee.
:D
okaysooooooooooooooo;
good day,
then kevin , michelle , farabi and i walked around from park to park and got fries.
yummy.
it was so pretty today. (:
people like my hair being put up.
hehe.

mmmmmmmmm. nothing really.
i feel like dynig, but im so excited to do the egg tart egg & totoro egg ; w; ♥
whaddaloseriam ♥
kay love you all ; toodles. (:

hi anthony

2010-04-12T01:40:00.000-04:00

shoutout to you.

12O41O ♥ (:

mataku.. such beautiful weather outside.

2010-04-11T11:16:00.001-04:00

but yet again,
my plans are to stay indoors.

mah , mah.
i finished ichigo 100% (:
& it was so touching.
nishinoooo ! ♥
but anyway.
i think i'll take a stroll outside. it's simply too beautiful to stay indoors.
i really want an SLR.

plans -
FINISH the damn script.
FINISH my shop.
THEN FREE TIME ^__^

mm

2010-04-10T21:56:00.000-04:00

my life is an anime.

my future

2010-04-10T21:17:00.000-04:00

is epic.
c:
from the looks of it, i'll be an apple and be bitten from a very pretty girl ^__^

lets hear for new york .

2010-04-09T16:37:00.003-04:00

lets. ;)

today was another common daay.
/sigh
school is actually pretty damn boring .
morning - art , easy as hell histo quiz - science .
art - easyyy .
omg , mr lui got the SLR cameras , and i believe people in my class are pissed off at me,
for being so annoying . ehehe. ♥
every word after he says ; 'slr' i go , YEEEEES ! / YAAAY! / I AM SO EXCITED. :)
i'm sure the whole class just wants to like , throw shit in my face LOL .

------ off topic but ,
i never realized how much i believe i belong in 81 (:
eighty one , and seventy one ,
we're the worst , most lazy, and annoying ,
but we're pretty damn proud . :)
there are some people in our class who make this class what it is , and they are
somewhat lovable
somewhat hatable
this is what i love about our class. :)
shoutout to eightyy one ! ;)

hahaha. anyway that was pretty lameee.
im like 90% done my art! shhhhhhaaaaa.
i need to do a bit more but .. yeah.
oh that reminds me , type up script mmmhmm.

kso
easy as hell histo quiz pretty much explains itself.
we were all pretty scared for the quiz
then we saw it and i was like 'COMMON SENSE'
WHAT STUPID PEOPLE
TIMMY YOU ACTUALLY FAIL.
kthen

scienceeee.
we're learniing about simple machines.
i think mr jackson favourites me ^____^ ♥
AHAHAHA. but yeah, i actually do pay attention , and stuff.
i can pay attention to more than one person at the same time. o_o
he's awesome . his teaching is straight to the point as well, and he's kind .
i have a thing for kind teachers. :) and teachers who ACTUALLY SMILE (coughcoughluicough)
but his marking is hard as hell. last year i got a 87, and my goal was 90. dropped to 78.
but then again, i show up with nothing to class sooooo . ^__^
i just ace all my tests.

LUNCHHHHHHHHHH
with fatma [BTWIOWEYOUSTYLL] , thinoba , gerlie! :D
gerlie , are you having moodswings ? $:
BUT I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU GOT TO LEVEL EIGHT ARLEADY ,
DAAYM.
kksoimsuchanerdHEHEHEH.

thinoba & fatima & i were eating FRIESSS.
then we saw megan & them and talked , yeahh. i was gaming. ;)

wheeeee . then we had guidance.
FINISHED COACH CARTER ! ♥
really interesting ending though . i kinda knew it .. yeah.
/sniffle
THE HOOOOOD. ;)
i still can't believe i grew up in the hood.

then french. we went out for DPA after finishing coach carter! ;)

then math.
MATH TESSTTTTT.
omg , strangeness .
when its 2:40 - 3
i feel so smart.
then its over. liek honestly ,
i didn't even know how to do question ten on pg 363 , / 365/366
THE ONE WITH THE STREET DISTANCES YEAH

and it was the same one on the test (with different streets and numbers)
but i managed to get the right answer,
WHHHHHHATTTT THE FUUUUCK ?!

HAHA YOUR CUTE ♥
timmy , you're not,
for all i care, don't try to help me with anything
in fact. go die in a hole. it'll make me feel so much better. -____-
annoying perverted jackass.
i feel disgraced that you would like me . :|
well this is my representation of how much i hate you! :)

shiiiiit long blogspot today.
eets kinda boring but yeah. :)

i was eating ichigooos ! :)
time to egg + new thing + ALOTOFSHIT
then anime ♥
i loveeeee youuuuu guuuuuuuuuys
/looking for a new layout

OMG IMMA CONVINCE MY MOMMY TO SPEND AN EXTRA $2000 TO GET ME AN SLR
hahaha ; i'm agreat daughter.
bleeeeeeh , me & calvin & kevin & sammi are planning to work at the CNE during the summer.
i hope i'll be able to get in. @ n@
i need to run, excersise, and grow.

^ that is probably my hardest goal.
harder than getting angelic minis.
THATS RIGHT.
that's how pitiful i am .):

mm..

2010-04-09T00:09:00.000-04:00

i finally asked him.
:D

duuude.

2010-04-08T20:15:00.002-04:00

hisolike
REALLY RETARDED WEATHER TODAY.
it was raining the whole fucking day ;
and pouring right before i went home ,
then i go home , take a long ass nap til 7 ,
i thought it'd be dark, BUT THE SUN CAME OUT
AND IT WAS LIKE
WTFFFFFFFFF.
then people started going out.
yeah.
mmhmm. my life is so interesting.
i want to be kissed in the rain. lalala.
i had no courage to ask .
you. are. a. chicken.
ittttts so obvious you like mee , are you afraid of rejection ?
haha i sound like such a diva. seriously. X:
anywhaaaat ,
i dislike un-confident people ,
but i guess we'll see as the year progresses.
not that i would actually date you,
i want to live to see the day you find up all the courage and ask.
mmmmmanyway.
it was rainingg , philip brought each of us ramune drinks ; and of course. guess what we did.
we broke the bottle just for the lovely shiny marbles. hehh.
you guys are so cooooool (Y)

& omg ,
joseph and rachelle are really a cute couplee
but a ring already ?o;
ohwell , maybe it's looove . ~ (:
haha .

mmmmmmm i really need a new layout
&post style .
):

aaaagh.
my eyes are so itchy.

ASDFGGHHJKL;DASDS

2010-04-07T21:56:00.002-04:00

TIMMY THOUGHT GIBBERISH WAS REAL.
LOL.

ew more pimples.

2010-04-07T16:15:00.002-04:00

you know what .
fuck puberty.
i can erase my plan of actually looking cute during the summertime.

back to sweats.
(Y)

i lost my awesome fur jacket. mm.. so sad. ): /cries

SOLIKEINSCHOOL;
we got a new kid . - BEN. :D
hahaha;
he's asian , yepyep. an asian named bennn :) anyway.
HE'S LITERALLY F . O . B
he was exported straight from china , and he dresses like an F O B.
he's decent looking, i`ll say that. ;)
he's super nice & strong though. :)
but sadly he doesn't speak english, understands a bit of canto , and speaks full mando.
WOW IN OUR CLASS, NOBODY SPEAKS MANDO --" fuuuckinghell.
but i hope he doesn't become a calvin. like seriously. I:

nehehe.
i need to re-create my tumblr,

mmmmm , okayy. anything new?
nothing rreallyyy.
came home early cause i have to type up script
and do my online to do list
and of course

online > RL HAHAHA :)
i neeed a new blog layout .
maybe something simple this time ? ;D

i`m so sad.

2010-04-07T07:53:00.001-04:00

i super hope i can find my sweater today.
(yn)
we were so totally flirting yesterday. ;)
mmmm..
swimming today.
i'm ready.
^__^

.. i can't.

2010-04-06T21:57:00.000-04:00

why can't i ask.
this is getting ridiculous.
i'm going to ask in person.
:/

omg gaia , you've outdone youreslf.

2010-04-06T20:08:00.002-04:00

today was a normal daaaaay.
timmy's strangee.
:|

kaaay so.

gym , science , history - morning
la , french , math - afternoon.

wooooow . i'm so glad i remembered! :) (Y)
kkso i handed in my ugly verbal visual .
whateverrr. ):

i came home , took a nap from 4:50 to 7 , yum (:
a nice warm shower.
and now i'm here , making eggs again.
GAIA GOT THIS AMAZING CUTENESS HAIR. * U*
and then i need to re-make a tumblr.
make a blog that's identity is 'nari'
harhar.
mmmm. yeeeeah. :)
/ S A Y O N A R AA

; A;

2010-04-06T01:20:00.002-04:00

okaysolike.
before spending
2AM - 3AM watching fmab & ichigo 100% ,
i just realized i had a to do list for my break AND stay home this whole easter weekend.

1 . start a gaia.
2. update dA
3. re-draw and start drawing.
4. take more photographs of sofia.
5. make a post style.
6. finally set up my shop.
7. do homework.
8. gamble on gaia.

i only finally set up my shop.
even though, i would say, that's an improvement.
DOH.

btw, happy late easter j vj

sofia's awesome ? c:

2010-04-05T20:37:00.002-04:00

even though the icecream truck didn't come .
-teardrop-

anywhat.
I MUST DO VVE AND ART.
I HAVE FOUR HOURS.

strategy : eat til nine.
nine begin.
every paragraph i finish, i work on an egg.
YOSH!

heh.

2010-04-05T16:14:00.001-04:00

"Because when a girl falls for a player, she would risk her heart just to see if her love could make him retire his game."

hi nick .
:)

april fourth twothousandandten.

2010-04-04T22:52:00.002-04:00

god , what is hell ? ;)

haah .
kso teresa, rachel , aliyah, kevin , me, angy, and nick went to the beach today.
me and angy stood like frigging 1 hour in line for icecream.
then the others went to go play volleyball.
i had like 45minute thinking time .

we met new people today ,
jessica & christinee. :)

wheeeeeeee. always good to make new friends . ~
sorry i'm not the social type .
:)
bbbbaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
i missed carmen & kevin coming over AAAAAAGAIIIIIIN.

damn. ):

hmmmmm

2010-04-03T17:04:00.001-04:00

i chopped off 40% of a $170 doll's hair..
more importantly
i chopped off 40% of sofia's hair.. but she still looks so wonderful. ><

long hopefully?

2010-04-03T01:26:00.001-04:00

so. four day weekend.
good friday - easter.
lalalala.

o:
me and mariam went to watch the last song today,
i cried. it was actually so sad, started tearing up,
if her mom wasn't there though, i would've probably bawled my eyes out ; u;'
/laaaaaaaame.

anyway.
we had our girl discussions about lotssa random stuff.

mariam, i love you. :|
♥

youuuuuuuu , arrreeeeee , besssssssssstest. (:

anywwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwway.''

i'm a coward. T_______T

ohyeah!

2010-03-31T22:22:00.001-04:00

i forgot to say;
im on a three month healthy skin diet.

so im.. gaining weight, i hope to be able to run / dance too.
):

hm.
i've consumed lettuce, and awesome soup.

(Y) :D

wheeeeeeeeeee

2010-03-31T21:49:00.002-04:00

thank you thinoba for the awesome hair straightener! :)
it works really well for curling my hair. teehee.
imma do my hair tomorrow and look decent for the awards assembly! X)

ehehe.
my nikes are so dirty right now. :C

hmmmmmmmmm.
nenene.

it's a good luck charm.

hmmm

2010-03-30T23:10:00.003-04:00

nts
need at least $50.

- eyelid tape
- false eyelashes? :D (and a pair from teresa? ^^)
- LIP BALMS & STICKS. <- need extremely pigmented.
- black/green contacts
prescripted CK 107 and NEO Sunflower Green in plano.

should i get braces? $:

ehh. /shrug

well yeah.
... i'm tempted to join some of these 'ulzzang' contests.
;/
but .. likealways
i don't have too much confidence in myself.

THISHAIR

2010-03-30T22:51:00.004-04:00

THISHAIR.

I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT.
(:
my bangs are already similar to that . --"

btw

2010-03-30T21:25:00.001-04:00

thinoba;
remember the straightener please? X);

aw..

2010-03-30T21:02:00.003-04:00

im sorry sofia.
i've been neglecting you a lot.
>:' but.
i can see why i bought you.
i bought you because you are my ideal me.

i wish to wear big frilly stupid dresses,
never to wear shoes.
and really awesome long teal hair, with pale skin hazel eyes, and small lips.

dolls are really perfect.

okayso;
i maded some icons ^__^
(they're 96 x 96 . and all taken by meee :D )

okay; bad quality 1 and 3 because it was uploaded onto flickr.

1. random. o: i lieked it. c:
2. i had this idea a few days ago when i found my lovely pair of pale blue shoes.
3. sorry teresa ; i was inspired. c:
4. looooove. ~ (:

also.

2010-03-30T20:04:00.001-04:00

i wish i was a narcissist.
this way..; i won't be effected by my environment.
i'm 99.99% there.
i have self esteem.

i should also take karate. :/
should i ?
:/

/sigh
0.01%
can really kill you.

---------
btw; should i go tomboy? (;
or dress like tomboy .
which i kinda already do.
but i feel like trimming hair until its like , uuunnoticible.
not like ellen though ; like bianca ? (:

inspiration.

2010-03-30T19:52:00.003-04:00

before i go back to my TMZ addiction; it's 8PM and I still need to complete my homework.

okay. anyway;
sorry. i don't mean to be rude. i .. think.

kso i was coming home from a casual day,
and i took a seat on the streetbus.
so, on the streetbus, like the two/four seats next to me, there was a family.
they were all female.
it consisted of a biracial mother, a little toddler, a little girl that was like.. 8? and a teenager, that was probably 12 / 13 or our age.

yeah. they were not very polite and nice.
whenever a question was asked, eg.

toddler: 'why were you born'
kid our age: 'cause you're gay!'

and the whole family laughed.
of course the mother .. semi-got fed up, but she was laughing at it too.
it didn't piss me off, but it gave me this.. inspiration? yeah to draw but; and it kind of made me feel super glad i'm an only child..

but it's still lonely. to be honest ; rather be fed up and crying because im pissed,
other than crying of loneliness.
^______^"

finally making this post i have been like, procrastinating my whole life for.

everyday , is always the same.
everybody is different.
there are people who dress like punk rockers. (ms kady's term);
people who dress super preppy.
people who dress super sluggish.
everyone's voice is different.
everyone's action is different.

ironically, we're all still human and have a heart.
what's the meaning of living in this world?
no..
this society.

-STILL NEED TO FIND A BLOGSKIN ):-
sorry that was random but ; yeeeeah..

hm.
o:

i need to draw again. before i suck for life.
everyone's crazy in their own way.

^
dedicated to thinoba. :)

INNNNNNUYYYASHAAAAA - MAJOR SPOILER ALERT

2010-03-29T23:02:00.002-04:00

KSO IF YOU'RE WONDERING WHY I DIDNT BLOG ABOUT MY DAY;
NOTHING TOO SPECIAL.
WE DO THE SAME THING EVERYDAY ; YEAHHHH.
K AND I THINK MY ARTBLOCK IS GONE
ANYWAY

ABSOLUTE MAJOR SPOILER ALERT
DONT SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU SO

OKAYSOYOUKNOWINYUASHATHEFINALACT?
which is the final series of inuyasha! yes damn almost 350 episodes mang.
stupid fillers.

SO IT FINISHED AT FINAL ACT - 26
OMG.
FUUUUUCKING AWESOME ENDING.

THREE YEARS AFTER THE BATTLE WITH NARAKU;
I WAS KIND OF SAD WHEN I FOUND OUT INUYASHA AND KAGOME WERE SEPERATED FROM EACHOTHER. SO SAD. I STARTED CRYING. THEN I SAW THE WELL OPEN UP AND IM LIKE OHFUCKINGHELLYESSSS BITCH.

AND LIKE,
LOOOOL, SANGO & MIROKU END UP MARRIED WITH TWINS & A LITTLE BOY.
HOW CUUUUUUUTE.

TOLD YOU SO KEVIN.
TOOOOOOOOOLD YOU SO.
ANDTHENLIKE

KAGOME AND INUYASHA MARRIED. AHAHAHAHA &heart;
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I WAS RIGHT AGAIN. BWAHAHAHAAHAHA;

ANDANDAND
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WHATTA HAPPY ENDING
WHY DO I HAVE A FEELING THERE'LL BE ANOTHER SERIES. $:
BUT YAAAAAAAAAAY OF THAT
IM HOPING.

OHANDLIKEFUNNYMOMENT
SESSHOMARU WAS FLYING BY AND KAGOME WAS LIKE,
'HI BIG BROTHERRRR' AND INUYASHA & SESSHOMARU WERE BOTH LIKE. :| -> -.O
inuyasha: that just sounds so wrong.

AHAHAHA SO CUTE.
OKAY. IM STILL A BIT SPAZZY BUT.
AAAAAAAAAAAWESOME ENDING. /WHEEEEE

'i have a feeling lots of pictures are going to be taken today'

2010-03-28T22:10:00.001-04:00

nah. didn't; happen. :)
so , claire, yuting, teresa, bianca, jason, stephen, kevin and i were at katsu sushi to celebrate kevin being, 'legal'.
very.. fun. ^__^'
ate until we couldn't eat.
teriyaki chicken is so good . &heart;

siggh.
then jason had to leave, and we all went to the park.
it was so fun doing a butterfly with yuting, felt like a rollercoaster. but omg i wanted to cry so badly LOL. :)
thennumm. yeeeah.

hm.

i know i'm still in love with him.
i'm 99.99% sure that he doesn't feel the same.
but..
i'm hoping for that 0.01.

nts.

2010-03-28T13:44:00.003-04:00

note to self.
haircut , get awesome prescripted contacts just for my sunglasses / other types of glasses.
get white aviators / those fob nerd ones , again .
cut hair into.. a bob? >: more long necklaces, and pale pink lipsticks.

spending $17 on kevin's buffet tonight. eheh.

i'm wearing a fashion inspiration.
i am so taking pictures.
hopefully it'll turn out like photography. ):

bleh. maybe i'll do it tonight, so here are the lovely items.

H&M white shirt and navy pinstripe shirt, (DIVIDED) collection, grey thrifted shorts, pale blue thrifted shoes, white nike socks.

you can only imagine how the hell i'm wearing it.

i wish i was white. >:

thestylerookie.

2010-03-28T12:26:00.000-04:00

she's absolutely amazing.

sighhh.

2010-03-27T21:56:00.000-04:00

he asked me.
i replied.

then i asked the other stuff.

why can't i ask this question.

lalalala. day

2010-03-27T20:22:00.002-04:00

so i went to spadina with kevin, sammi & jasonnn.
yessum haven't seen jason in a while , so i was.. glad? ish.
he kept bullying me though.

:c
then sammi had to leave; so kevin & jason & i went to claire's.
basic gist of it.
we were chatting and playing this gun game on kev's itouch. :)
then , jason was raping claire.
& kevin was raping me.

^ he would seriously not give me that really cool distracting toy. ):
so i was upset. but yes. .-.
we were pretty much rolling around the floors for like, 1-2 hours?
then we all had to leave,
& bought yummy poutines. ^__^

wonderous day is it not ?

i wonder if he likes her .
or vice versa.

my beautiful skin.. -cries-

2010-03-27T00:23:00.000-04:00

it was pure. and now it's.. all.
wtf. /sigh.

i hate how people show interest in me.
when they show interest in me.
i worry about my appearance.

kiss x sis.

2010-03-26T18:37:00.002-04:00

i read from about 12 - 3.

then kevin ditched me. :C
so i slept for like. 4ish hours? >:
I wasn't so tired today though.

but yeah.... o:
park , freezing cold. stupid sun. decieved a lot of us. ):
kevin , bianca , farabi , tieu , long , phillip , kenneth.

long & kevin were doing the butterfly on the swing. ;)
when your aehm , butt goes on someone elses legs. yesyes?

I WISH POLLY WAS THERE.
:CC
CHUBBY PEOPLE ARE SUPER COMFY.
but yes.
girl on girl is less .. strange to me.
&
biancaa & kevinn knows peeeeerfectly well why i didn't want girl on boy.
i wish tieu was fat.

...
if yooou.. kind of.. get it.
yeah.

NEW LAYOUT - IM INSPIRED BY JANEEEEEE .! :)

ineedfortmr

2010-03-26T03:11:00.001-04:00

it's 3:11AM.
why aren't I asleep yet..?

oh yeah. cos i'm staying up for him.
why am i doing this again?

12:48AM.

2010-03-26T00:48:00.002-04:00

whee.
trying to help kevin. c:
nanana. not really tired. my goal is to find a layout.. xD.
and essaying.

nts.
with gerlie's gift money, i'm going to get a pair of plano CK-107,
then maybe prescripted NEO Sunflower in green.
o:

x);; ehehe. i have like.. $10 right now.
LOLOLOL. yeeeeep.
:)

Review on GEO Super Nudy Grey Circle Lenses

2010-03-26T00:01:00.002-04:00

:)

okay so.
top to bottom; bathroom lighting , size comparison with flash. (obvious one with lens)
bathroom lighting, size comparison without flash. (right w/lens)
close to window / direct sun lighting without flash.

GEO Super Nudy Grey
Purchased Here.
Color: ★★★★★
Comfort: ★★★★★
Enlargement: ★★★★★★
Overall: ★★★★★

okay. to be 100% honest, I bought this on a whim.
I didn't plan how it should look, or how it should really turn out. I just wanted to try the nudy greys. $: xD; but yeah. here i go.

These lenses are HUGE.
I was trying to put them on this morning, and I literally had to like hold my eye open.
My eye probably goes up to 14.6diameter. (these lenses are 14.8!)
So thank god I still got it in. But I had this strange problem, I soaked it for.. overnight, 8hours+
and my hands were clean and dry (also tried it to be wet) but when I took the contacts out of the case, it wouldn't stick to my finger. I had to be extremely careful and let it plop in my eye. but.. yeah. I'm sure it doesn't happen, maybe my hands were really wet or something, because when I absolutely dried it .. it semi-worked. But yeah.. okay continuing.

These are my first plano lenses. (ones without prescription) because I am in love with my new glasses. ^__^"
These lenses are VERY enlargening teehee, but they aren't thick at all.
I had them on for about 10 hours, and I felt no discomfort or pain at all. ^__^ I was also kind of running, and it was very windy out.
The color.. well I liked it, these remind me of my honeywings, but.. -shrug- I don't know. Maybe they seem to alienated for me, but I definitely looked like a chibi. I asked people what they thought of it, and they said that it seems a little dark so it's kind of hard to see the design. I was kind of looking for a slightly lighter grey effect, so I could see what they meant. But +1337 for the halo effect ^__^.
I didn't really know whether they looked larger than my Cuty Blacks or not, so I just made a comparison photo.

I know it's hard to tell by this, but the Nudy took up more of my white part on my eye. I can kind of see it, but it is rather large anyway.
I think these and CK-107 would be approximately the same size.

I wore it for ten hours . Regardless to say, EEEEEEXTREMELY comfortable! ^__^

Well I hope this helped you. :D

wish.

2010-03-25T18:56:00.001-04:00

i kind of wish i could have enough confidence and be brave enough,
to pose in front of pictures, or frolic around open fields,
and become my own model.

cute ? D:

2010-03-25T18:30:00.000-04:00

feel like going tomboy.
WOULD I LOOK LIKE A GUY? LOL.

MR HOLKER~!

2010-03-25T17:48:00.000-04:00

ehehe.
we had mr holker for science.

regardless to say, nobody failed.

anyway.
OMG I WAS TRYING TO PUT ON MY LENSES BUT IT KEPT FALLING OFF AND I WAS LIKE 'NOOOOOOOO ' DX [off my finger]
AND HOMG THEY ARE HUUUUGE! I COULD OPEN MY EYES ABOUT 14.6 BUT THAT WAS IT SO I PUSHED LIKE A LITTLE OF IT UP AND I HAD TO LET GO AND SHOVE IT IN MY EYE
OMG.
not painful and very comfy lenses but OMG HUUUUUUGE

xD
.. blog more later + review later after pictures.
teehee camwhoring..

i'mma order green lenses in plano and nudy in prescription next time..
x:
i look cute with glasses + contacts / just glasses.
i look.. decent with contacts. without glasses. xD;

la la la la la.

2010-03-24T22:19:00.003-04:00

wheeeee.
okay. so i.. didn't do my homework.
wonderful.
^__^
going to sleep in ten minutes.
i've never felt so happy . LOL' x) anywaaaay!

i got my SUPER NUDY GREYS!
review tomorrow. :)

i'm kind of worried, if i wake up and i c an't put them on (cause i have really small eyes)
like the dia is 14.8 mhang ! that's huuuuge. ): but yeah. i hope i can put it on.
i will be able to have.. about 7 - 8 hours of sleep. it would've been jsut eight but.

--
oh yeah.. science.. test.. tomorrow.
ohshitimfucked. :)

okay anyway,
i thought i got robbed today, because i had about 50 in my wallet last night,
turns out that i just left the rest at home
thank god i had exactly 20 in my wallet. /face palm

kaysoooo.
lalalalala. c:
ummmmmmmmmmmmmm. yeah. basically all tests,assignments, shit?
im fucked.
wheeeeeeeeee. i'mma fail grade eight this year.
even though i'll miss my riverdalers like the hella ' much..

i'll have to move on eventually.
as you grow older, you don't lose your friends, you just figure out who the real ones are.

i love that quote! (:

ANYWAY GOODNIGHT! x)

n-n-NOOOOOOOOOOOO

2010-03-23T23:21:00.002-04:00

i built up my confidence.
in the washroom, i was like:
"I AM FINALLY DOING IT"

-comes back-
'this person is offline'

n-
n-
no-
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
/DIES

okay.. well.. kind of depressed now.. but.
================================================

my super geo nudy greys are being picked up tomorrow.
i'm so excited.
hehe. i'm wearing them with my awesome new glasses.
i seriously love them. eheh.;

kso..

my haircut. isn't actually that bad.
i like it when my hair is tied up, and i have this really long fringe.
it doesn't look that bad. (:
i look super fobb.

AND OMG THIS HAT IS ADORABLE LOOL. ♥

ehehe.
kayyy.
also found really old cute like light pale blue shoes.
they're super cute.

i'm looking for shorts with pockets..
i can't wait til we can wear shorts / shorts w/ knee high socks. ♥

i need a new layout.

ohyeah before i forget.
GRADE EIGHT GRADUATION IS BACK ON 6PM.
WHOOT, WHOOT.
yeeeeeeah. I actually don't really honestly know if I'm going to do much special.
I kind of found a cute little dress already so..
finding a big black bow will harder..
and if my hair DOESN'T GROW ?
i'mma do what i did in my fb dp.
straighten, take a little part of my hair, make it look scene-ish, then clip up the rest, so it looks like a kind of tied up part of hair.

heh.
i am excitedd.
♥

siiiiigh.

2010-03-22T22:32:00.003-04:00

okay.

i have very dark red lips.
looks absolutely terrible.

when i was younger, my lips were a bright red.
and i thought it was fine!

but for some reason, they turned almost purpleish atm. T__T
so right now, they're extremely dark.
but in pictures, it turns out either to be, bright red, darkish red, PALE PINK, purpleish pink.

wtf. D:
so my mom bought like, these amazing lip stick colors,
i'm not sure whether they're actually really pigmented or not, but regardless to say, i took all of them, and i tried them.
reference.
they're nicer than my guesstimate drawings, my camera ran out of battery so. /major shrug.

but yeah..
NONE OF THEM WORKED.
THEY ALL KIND OF FADED WHEN I PURSED MY LIPS TOGETHER. );

aaaargh! so mad.
lipgloss. is okay.

fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffuu.
forget it.
i am such a strange person.
a minute ago i was like. WHATEVER APPEARANCE.
and now i'm like
I NEED A HAIRCUUUUUT. ):
aaaaaaaaargh.
-must- -stay- -normal-

harro.

2010-03-22T20:17:00.003-04:00

so ;
no homework .
first day of school was pretty tiring .
eheh.
right now, i don't care about my appearance. /please stay that way.

i'm a little hungwry though.
so there were some people that changed ..
and some that stayed exactly , the same. ;)

i heart yoou guys.
to be honest now;
i'm excited for jarvis. ;)

♥

BTW; THANK YOU LINDAA FOR GETTING ME WHITE EYELINER.
IMMA PLAY AROUND WITH MY EYELINERS NOW . ♥

/siiiigh.

2010-03-22T16:20:00.001-04:00

hair is still a bit messed.
planning to put it up for the rest of my life..
SLASH , get a cut up to my shouldeers.
:/

remove. all. blonde.

& bangs need to grow outtt.
x|
& fix damn ugly hairline.

jesssusbus.

aha ; sayonara march break .

2010-03-22T07:56:00.001-04:00

see you again next year march break.

so i'm posting this with 4 minutes left before i have to go.

today is the day;
where everyone comes slightly earlier,
and to show off their new freshness. ;)

school will never change .

on a serious topic.
i'm fucked for art, science, and french.
^____^"
time to fail grade eight. ;)

DR4M45

2010-03-21T19:01:00.004-04:00

ehehe.

born rich is an ah-mazang dramaa . :)

THE PERSON THAT PLAYS ELSAA IS ADORABLE .

okayso.
stephen's party was awesome . ;)
cute & fun. :D HBBDBTW. :)

& !
GOT:
nikes , kswiss (high tops )
super duper same awesome guy hoodie as kevin . ;)
new awesome glasses.
now i'm just in need of caps & more fobby things . eheh. :)
aaaaaand.
black hair.
i feel like ripping my blonde streaks out .
maybe cut it as long as my shoulders so i can at least get rid of em' .):

current funding: 40 something? :)

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+ be fit , & +start playing sports . ..
-rofls-
yes. i'll fail this goal , don't worry. ♥

waaaah .

2010-03-20T14:28:00.000-04:00

lemme lose my babyfat already.
i look so fat. ):
if i lost it, i bet my face wouldn't look as huge. -_-"

quick blog post

2010-03-19T01:00:00.001-04:00

trying on outfits.
trying to peak my style a little now i got my haircut

hehe

happy saint patricks day !

2010-03-17T21:44:00.005-04:00

okaaay.
original plan ? eat cake at the library & chill.

what happened ?
WE WENT TO THE BEEACHHHH . ♥
(mm goi sai , stephen diep bei ngo , yee-sup mun. :) )
whoooot . ♥
must save up . anywwhaaaat.

sammi , bianca , farabi , kevin & stephenn.
we were like , BEACHHHH ! YESSSS.
bought two mc cain cakes.
and just chilled at the beach. took pictures.
the sky was pale blue , and it was sooooooooooooooooooo gorgeous.

and i super duper lovveeeeee bianca tang ! ♥

omgsh ; i want to meet angela !
met for like , 5-10 minutes? ):
soooooooo fun . ehe.

♥
yay.

--- also , no offense saji ;
but do we really want to know the time you shave or not ?

sigh.

2010-03-17T02:25:00.002-04:00

inspired to use this idea.
i'm going to doodle how i'm feeling , like a photograph or something. like above.
heh. you don't have to understand it or anything.
i've been into painting lately.

hm.
it's 2:30am.
i think i'm going to sleep.
and then i'll be up bright and early for a shower.
then head over to the library with sammi farabi, kevin and hopefully bianca.
i'll cross my fingers.

i'm.. officially old.

/sigh

2010-03-16T17:56:00.000-04:00

i just feel like,
crying and cuddling up in bed.

what a wonderful birthday.

t w o morehours.

2010-03-15T22:42:00.002-04:00

teresa , aliyah , and claire , and a bunch of other unimportant people are gone . ):

well.
have fun guys. :)

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TWO MORE HOURS !
eeeeek ! i'm suuper excited. (;
so , thanks gerlie & thinoba. ):

i went from 40 - 5 in a DAY.
thank god my mommy doesn't know anything bout it ;
but yeaaah.

food - 10. ( semi worth it. )
bright red top - 14. ( semi worth it )
hairbands - 5. ( WORTH IT. FINALLY GOT THEM ! ♥ )
& yeaaaaaah.

greeeeeeeeeat. (:
anyway.

birthday camwhoring laterrrr.
wheeeeee.
♥

wheeeeeeeeeeee

2010-03-15T12:04:00.002-04:00

i woke up late.
i'm supposed to be at eatons right now. -maaaajor groan-

:(
upside.
MY HAIR IS SO PRETTY AND SOFT TODAY. WHEEE. ♥

so anyway;.
i'll get ready in a few minutes.
shopping with thinoba , gerlie , & fatima .
then needa goh' buy some mechanical stuff.
should i eat?
FOURTEEBUCKS(:

damn.

2010-03-14T23:47:00.000-04:00

teresa is really beautiful.

rawr

2010-03-14T17:23:00.000-04:00

THINOBA.

possibly?! D<
you must come.
or else i'll hunt you down. srsly.

thinoba's quote .

2010-03-14T14:46:00.001-04:00

She couldn't help thinking that there was a little more to life.
Somewhere else.
After all it was a great big world.
With lots of places to run to.

reminds me of alice in wonderland. (:

birfday sex;

2010-03-14T13:46:00.001-04:00

2 more days.

& aay , shopping w/ fatma-thinoba-gerlie tmr. (:

at the moment.

2010-03-13T20:24:00.002-05:00

i realize the halo effect does show in flash.
so i shouldn't wait for super size nudy.

-sigh-
what to do.
i'm not sure whether my prescription is either -4.50 and -4.75 or the other way around. (left and right).

+ i just spent my like, thirty dollars. -super twitch-
i think i'm recieving 70 though..
so, this 20.. i'll get it from daddy. ):
anyway. i'll just wait.
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it'll damage my eyes, but i'm testing out my contact lenses, until nine oh clock, to see if something is uncomfortable or not. O:
it's blurry but,comfortable :3

hehe

2010-03-13T17:55:00.002-05:00

josie's got new glasses ! and lenses too! :)
and i have those uber cute ones i wanted. :D
kekeke.
camwhoring like a nerd later.
nerds don't wear makeup.. right? :)

i kind of want white eyeliner. but current balance.
$0.
thats right. i went from approximately 30 to 0.
why?
17 (glasses+shirt) + 1(ice cream) + 6(solution bottle)
ordering prescribed nudy grey. :)

LOL. tihs is why i love my mom

2010-03-13T00:48:00.002-05:00

so i asked her a bunch of questions about appearances and whatever.
i asked her about piercings and other stuff.

me: how would you react if i came home with a lip piercing?
mom: nothing. probably be a little upset but whatever.
i'm telling you now.
you can do whatever you want. you can go get piercings, dye your hair,go rip your clothes apart, glasses style, contact lenses, all those useless accessories, WHATEVER.
but when it's time to get a job.
you are turning back to normal.

8D;
good enough for me ! 2 - 4 years of freedom. WHOOOOT. 8D

arghhh. note to self.

2010-03-12T23:05:00.004-05:00

- geo nudy lenses <- CONFIRMED | next week
- new haircut. CHOOSE STYLE ! :| <- CONFIRMED | tomorrow
- new COLOR. x:
- new glasses. <- CONFIRMED | tomorrow
- new solution bottle .__.

current balance; $29.75
+ 70. [hopefully! (: ]

my mommy saw my reportcard.
maybe it's good that she's so busy now. :D''

todaaaaay.

2010-03-12T22:24:00.003-05:00

we went to the science center .
and yes
neutral feelings + learned stuff. yeahyeah.
funny picture of iman's reaction to the reproduction film.
heh.. heh.
k so.

highlight of my day?
patcharida sitting on me, and going 'yeah, she's "developed"'
i was like. :U :U :U :|

D8
/headdesk.

+
honesty thing afterschool.
have i changed? xD
i think i know why.
then i burst into tears, and i couldn't find a reason.. o__o'
i think i'm slightly mental.

LOL; MY MOM'S OKAY WITH ME DYING MY HAIR, CUTTING IT, GETTING PIERCINGS, AND LIKE, BUYING ACCESSORIES, CHANGING MY FRAMES TO NERD ONES.
AHAHAHA.

ilh.