close your eyes.

i forgot to say;
im on a three month healthy skin diet.

so im.. gaining weight, i hope to be able to run / dance too.
):

hm.
i've consumed lettuce, and awesome soup.

(Y) :D

♥ 10:22 PM

thank you thinoba for the awesome hair straightener! :)
it works really well for curling my hair. teehee.
imma do my hair tomorrow and look decent for the awards assembly! X)

ehehe.
my nikes are so dirty right now. :C

hmmmmmmmmm.
nenene.

it's a good luck charm.

♥ 9:49 PM

nts
need at least $50.

- eyelid tape
- false eyelashes? :D (and a pair from teresa? ^^)
- LIP BALMS & STICKS. <- need extremely pigmented.
- black/green contacts
prescripted CK 107 and NEO Sunflower Green in plano.

should i get braces? $:

ehh. /shrug

well yeah.
... i'm tempted to join some of these 'ulzzang' contests.
;/
but .. likealways
i don't have too much confidence in myself.

♥ 11:10 PM

THISHAIR.

I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT I WANT IT.
(:
my bangs are already similar to that . --"

♥ 10:51 PM

thinoba;
remember the straightener please? X);

♥ 9:25 PM

im sorry sofia.
i've been neglecting you a lot.
>:' but.
i can see why i bought you.
i bought you because you are my ideal me.

i wish to wear big frilly stupid dresses,
never to wear shoes.
and really awesome long teal hair, with pale skin hazel eyes, and small lips.

dolls are really perfect.

okayso;
i maded some icons ^__^
(they're 96 x 96 . and all taken by meee :D )

okay; bad quality 1 and 3 because it was uploaded onto flickr.

1. random. o: i lieked it. c:
2. i had this idea a few days ago when i found my lovely pair of pale blue shoes.
3. sorry teresa ; i was inspired. c:
4. looooove. ~ (:

♥ 9:02 PM

i wish i was a narcissist.
this way..; i won't be effected by my environment.
i'm 99.99% there.
i have self esteem.

i should also take karate. :/
should i ?
:/

/sigh
0.01%
can really kill you.

---------
btw; should i go tomboy? (;
or dress like tomboy .
which i kinda already do.
but i feel like trimming hair until its like , uuunnoticible.
not like ellen though ; like bianca ? (:

♥ 8:04 PM

before i go back to my TMZ addiction; it's 8PM and I still need to complete my homework.

okay. anyway;
sorry. i don't mean to be rude. i .. think.

kso i was coming home from a casual day,
and i took a seat on the streetbus.
so, on the streetbus, like the two/four seats next to me, there was a family.
they were all female.
it consisted of a biracial mother, a little toddler, a little girl that was like.. 8? and a teenager, that was probably 12 / 13 or our age.

yeah. they were not very polite and nice.
whenever a question was asked, eg.

toddler: 'why were you born'
kid our age: 'cause you're gay!'

and the whole family laughed.
of course the mother .. semi-got fed up, but she was laughing at it too.
it didn't piss me off, but it gave me this.. inspiration? yeah to draw but; and it kind of made me feel super glad i'm an only child..

but it's still lonely. to be honest ; rather be fed up and crying because im pissed,
other than crying of loneliness.
^______^"

finally making this post i have been like, procrastinating my whole life for.

everyday , is always the same.
everybody is different.
there are people who dress like punk rockers. (ms kady's term);
people who dress super preppy.
people who dress super sluggish.
everyone's voice is different.
everyone's action is different.

ironically, we're all still human and have a heart.
what's the meaning of living in this world?
no..
this society.

-STILL NEED TO FIND A BLOGSKIN ):-
sorry that was random but ; yeeeeah..

hm.
o:

i need to draw again. before i suck for life.
everyone's crazy in their own way.

^
dedicated to thinoba. :)

♥ 7:52 PM

KSO IF YOU'RE WONDERING WHY I DIDNT BLOG ABOUT MY DAY;
NOTHING TOO SPECIAL.
WE DO THE SAME THING EVERYDAY ; YEAHHHH.
K AND I THINK MY ARTBLOCK IS GONE
ANYWAY

ABSOLUTE MAJOR SPOILER ALERT
DONT SAY I DIDN'T WARN YOU SO

OKAYSOYOUKNOWINYUASHATHEFINALACT?
which is the final series of inuyasha! yes damn almost 350 episodes mang.
stupid fillers.

SO IT FINISHED AT FINAL ACT - 26
OMG.
FUUUUUCKING AWESOME ENDING.

THREE YEARS AFTER THE BATTLE WITH NARAKU;
I WAS KIND OF SAD WHEN I FOUND OUT INUYASHA AND KAGOME WERE SEPERATED FROM EACHOTHER. SO SAD. I STARTED CRYING. THEN I SAW THE WELL OPEN UP AND IM LIKE OHFUCKINGHELLYESSSS BITCH.

AND LIKE,
LOOOOL, SANGO & MIROKU END UP MARRIED WITH TWINS & A LITTLE BOY.
HOW CUUUUUUUTE.

TOLD YOU SO KEVIN.
TOOOOOOOOOLD YOU SO.
ANDTHENLIKE

KAGOME AND INUYASHA MARRIED. AHAHAHAHA &heart;
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
I WAS RIGHT AGAIN. BWAHAHAHAAHAHA;

ANDANDAND
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

WHATTA HAPPY ENDING
WHY DO I HAVE A FEELING THERE'LL BE ANOTHER SERIES. $:
BUT YAAAAAAAAAAY OF THAT
IM HOPING.

OHANDLIKEFUNNYMOMENT
SESSHOMARU WAS FLYING BY AND KAGOME WAS LIKE,
'HI BIG BROTHERRRR' AND INUYASHA & SESSHOMARU WERE BOTH LIKE. :| -> -.O
inuyasha: that just sounds so wrong.

AHAHAHA SO CUTE.
OKAY. IM STILL A BIT SPAZZY BUT.
AAAAAAAAAAAWESOME ENDING. /WHEEEEE

♥ 11:02 PM

nah. didn't; happen. :)
so , claire, yuting, teresa, bianca, jason, stephen, kevin and i were at katsu sushi to celebrate kevin being, 'legal'.
very.. fun. ^__^'
ate until we couldn't eat.
teriyaki chicken is so good . &heart;

siggh.
then jason had to leave, and we all went to the park.
it was so fun doing a butterfly with yuting, felt like a rollercoaster. but omg i wanted to cry so badly LOL. :)
thennumm. yeeeah.

hm.

i know i'm still in love with him.
i'm 99.99% sure that he doesn't feel the same.
but..
i'm hoping for that 0.01.

♥ 10:10 PM

note to self.
haircut , get awesome prescripted contacts just for my sunglasses / other types of glasses.
get white aviators / those fob nerd ones , again .
cut hair into.. a bob? >: more long necklaces, and pale pink lipsticks.

spending $17 on kevin's buffet tonight. eheh.

i'm wearing a fashion inspiration.
i am so taking pictures.
hopefully it'll turn out like photography. ):

bleh. maybe i'll do it tonight, so here are the lovely items.

H&M white shirt and navy pinstripe shirt, (DIVIDED) collection, grey thrifted shorts, pale blue thrifted shoes, white nike socks.

you can only imagine how the hell i'm wearing it.

i wish i was white. >:

♥ 1:44 PM

she's absolutely amazing.

♥ 12:26 PM

he asked me.
i replied.

then i asked the other stuff.

why can't i ask this question.

♥ 9:56 PM

so i went to spadina with kevin, sammi & jasonnn.
yessum haven't seen jason in a while , so i was.. glad? ish.
he kept bullying me though.

:c
then sammi had to leave; so kevin & jason & i went to claire's.
basic gist of it.
we were chatting and playing this gun game on kev's itouch. :)
then , jason was raping claire.
& kevin was raping me.

^ he would seriously not give me that really cool distracting toy. ):
so i was upset. but yes. .-.
we were pretty much rolling around the floors for like, 1-2 hours?
then we all had to leave,
& bought yummy poutines. ^__^

wonderous day is it not ?

i wonder if he likes her .
or vice versa.

♥ 8:22 PM

it was pure. and now it's.. all.
wtf. /sigh.

i hate how people show interest in me.
when they show interest in me.
i worry about my appearance.

♥ 12:23 AM

i read from about 12 - 3.

then kevin ditched me. :C
so i slept for like. 4ish hours? >:
I wasn't so tired today though.

but yeah.... o:
park , freezing cold. stupid sun. decieved a lot of us. ):
kevin , bianca , farabi , tieu , long , phillip , kenneth.

long & kevin were doing the butterfly on the swing. ;)
when your aehm , butt goes on someone elses legs. yesyes?

I WISH POLLY WAS THERE.
:CC
CHUBBY PEOPLE ARE SUPER COMFY.
but yes.
girl on girl is less .. strange to me.
&
biancaa & kevinn knows peeeeerfectly well why i didn't want girl on boy.
i wish tieu was fat.

...
if yooou.. kind of.. get it.
yeah.

NEW LAYOUT - IM INSPIRED BY JANEEEEEE .! :)

♥ 6:37 PM

it's 3:11AM.
why aren't I asleep yet..?

oh yeah. cos i'm staying up for him.
why am i doing this again?

♥ 3:11 AM

whee.
trying to help kevin. c:
nanana. not really tired. my goal is to find a layout.. xD.
and essaying.

nts.
with gerlie's gift money, i'm going to get a pair of plano CK-107,
then maybe prescripted NEO Sunflower in green.
o:

x);; ehehe. i have like.. $10 right now.
LOLOLOL. yeeeeep.
:)

♥ 12:48 AM

:)

okay so.
top to bottom; bathroom lighting , size comparison with flash. (obvious one with lens)
bathroom lighting, size comparison without flash. (right w/lens)
close to window / direct sun lighting without flash.

GEO Super Nudy Grey
Purchased Here.
Color: ★★★★★
Comfort: ★★★★★
Enlargement: ★★★★★★
Overall: ★★★★★

okay. to be 100% honest, I bought this on a whim.
I didn't plan how it should look, or how it should really turn out. I just wanted to try the nudy greys. $: xD; but yeah. here i go.

These lenses are HUGE.
I was trying to put them on this morning, and I literally had to like hold my eye open.
My eye probably goes up to 14.6diameter. (these lenses are 14.8!)
So thank god I still got it in. But I had this strange problem, I soaked it for.. overnight, 8hours+
and my hands were clean and dry (also tried it to be wet) but when I took the contacts out of the case, it wouldn't stick to my finger. I had to be extremely careful and let it plop in my eye. but.. yeah. I'm sure it doesn't happen, maybe my hands were really wet or something, because when I absolutely dried it .. it semi-worked. But yeah.. okay continuing.

These are my first plano lenses. (ones without prescription) because I am in love with my new glasses. ^__^"
These lenses are VERY enlargening teehee, but they aren't thick at all.
I had them on for about 10 hours, and I felt no discomfort or pain at all. ^__^ I was also kind of running, and it was very windy out.
The color.. well I liked it, these remind me of my honeywings, but.. -shrug- I don't know. Maybe they seem to alienated for me, but I definitely looked like a chibi. I asked people what they thought of it, and they said that it seems a little dark so it's kind of hard to see the design. I was kind of looking for a slightly lighter grey effect, so I could see what they meant. But +1337 for the halo effect ^__^.
I didn't really know whether they looked larger than my Cuty Blacks or not, so I just made a comparison photo.

I know it's hard to tell by this, but the Nudy took up more of my white part on my eye. I can kind of see it, but it is rather large anyway.
I think these and CK-107 would be approximately the same size.

I wore it for ten hours . Regardless to say, EEEEEEXTREMELY comfortable! ^__^

Well I hope this helped you. :D

♥ 12:01 AM

i kind of wish i could have enough confidence and be brave enough,
to pose in front of pictures, or frolic around open fields,
and become my own model.

♥ 6:56 PM

feel like going tomboy.
WOULD I LOOK LIKE A GUY? LOL.

♥ 6:30 PM

ehehe.
we had mr holker for science.

regardless to say, nobody failed.

anyway.
OMG I WAS TRYING TO PUT ON MY LENSES BUT IT KEPT FALLING OFF AND I WAS LIKE 'NOOOOOOOO ' DX [off my finger]
AND HOMG THEY ARE HUUUUGE! I COULD OPEN MY EYES ABOUT 14.6 BUT THAT WAS IT SO I PUSHED LIKE A LITTLE OF IT UP AND I HAD TO LET GO AND SHOVE IT IN MY EYE
OMG.
not painful and very comfy lenses but OMG HUUUUUUGE

xD
.. blog more later + review later after pictures.
teehee camwhoring..

i'mma order green lenses in plano and nudy in prescription next time..
x:
i look cute with glasses + contacts / just glasses.
i look.. decent with contacts. without glasses. xD;

♥ 5:48 PM

wheeeee.
okay. so i.. didn't do my homework.
wonderful.
^__^
going to sleep in ten minutes.
i've never felt so happy . LOL' x) anywaaaay!

i got my SUPER NUDY GREYS!
review tomorrow. :)

i'm kind of worried, if i wake up and i c an't put them on (cause i have really small eyes)
like the dia is 14.8 mhang ! that's huuuuge. ): but yeah. i hope i can put it on.
i will be able to have.. about 7 - 8 hours of sleep. it would've been jsut eight but.

--
oh yeah.. science.. test.. tomorrow.
ohshitimfucked. :)

okay anyway,
i thought i got robbed today, because i had about 50 in my wallet last night,
turns out that i just left the rest at home
thank god i had exactly 20 in my wallet. /face palm

kaysoooo.
lalalalala. c:
ummmmmmmmmmmmmm. yeah. basically all tests,assignments, shit?
im fucked.
wheeeeeeeeee. i'mma fail grade eight this year.
even though i'll miss my riverdalers like the hella ' much..

i'll have to move on eventually.
as you grow older, you don't lose your friends, you just figure out who the real ones are.

i love that quote! (:

ANYWAY GOODNIGHT! x)

♥ 10:19 PM

i built up my confidence.
in the washroom, i was like:
"I AM FINALLY DOING IT"

-comes back-
'this person is offline'

n-
n-
no-
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
/DIES

okay.. well.. kind of depressed now.. but.
================================================

my super geo nudy greys are being picked up tomorrow.
i'm so excited.
hehe. i'm wearing them with my awesome new glasses.
i seriously love them. eheh.;

kso..

my haircut. isn't actually that bad.
i like it when my hair is tied up, and i have this really long fringe.
it doesn't look that bad. (:
i look super fobb.

AND OMG THIS HAT IS ADORABLE LOOL. ♥

ehehe.
kayyy.
also found really old cute like light pale blue shoes.
they're super cute.

i'm looking for shorts with pockets..
i can't wait til we can wear shorts / shorts w/ knee high socks. ♥

i need a new layout.

ohyeah before i forget.
GRADE EIGHT GRADUATION IS BACK ON 6PM.
WHOOT, WHOOT.
yeeeeeeah. I actually don't really honestly know if I'm going to do much special.
I kind of found a cute little dress already so..
finding a big black bow will harder..
and if my hair DOESN'T GROW ?
i'mma do what i did in my fb dp.
straighten, take a little part of my hair, make it look scene-ish, then clip up the rest, so it looks like a kind of tied up part of hair.

heh.
i am excitedd.
♥

♥ 11:21 PM

okay.

i have very dark red lips.
looks absolutely terrible.

when i was younger, my lips were a bright red.
and i thought it was fine!

but for some reason, they turned almost purpleish atm. T__T
so right now, they're extremely dark.
but in pictures, it turns out either to be, bright red, darkish red, PALE PINK, purpleish pink.

wtf. D:
so my mom bought like, these amazing lip stick colors,
i'm not sure whether they're actually really pigmented or not, but regardless to say, i took all of them, and i tried them.
reference.
they're nicer than my guesstimate drawings, my camera ran out of battery so. /major shrug.

but yeah..
NONE OF THEM WORKED.
THEY ALL KIND OF FADED WHEN I PURSED MY LIPS TOGETHER. );

aaaargh! so mad.
lipgloss. is okay.

fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffuu.
forget it.
i am such a strange person.
a minute ago i was like. WHATEVER APPEARANCE.
and now i'm like
I NEED A HAIRCUUUUUT. ):
aaaaaaaaargh.
-must- -stay- -normal-

♥ 10:32 PM

so ;
no homework .
first day of school was pretty tiring .
eheh.
right now, i don't care about my appearance. /please stay that way.

i'm a little hungwry though.
so there were some people that changed ..
and some that stayed exactly , the same. ;)

i heart yoou guys.
to be honest now;
i'm excited for jarvis. ;)

♥

BTW; THANK YOU LINDAA FOR GETTING ME WHITE EYELINER.
IMMA PLAY AROUND WITH MY EYELINERS NOW . ♥

♥ 8:17 PM

hair is still a bit messed.
planning to put it up for the rest of my life..
SLASH , get a cut up to my shouldeers.
:/

remove. all. blonde.

& bangs need to grow outtt.
x|
& fix damn ugly hairline.

jesssusbus.

♥ 4:20 PM

see you again next year march break.

so i'm posting this with 4 minutes left before i have to go.

today is the day;
where everyone comes slightly earlier,
and to show off their new freshness. ;)

school will never change .

on a serious topic.
i'm fucked for art, science, and french.
^____^"
time to fail grade eight. ;)

♥ 7:56 AM

ehehe.

born rich is an ah-mazang dramaa . :)

THE PERSON THAT PLAYS ELSAA IS ADORABLE .

okayso.
stephen's party was awesome . ;)
cute & fun. :D HBBDBTW. :)

& !
GOT:
nikes , kswiss (high tops )
super duper same awesome guy hoodie as kevin . ;)
new awesome glasses.
now i'm just in need of caps & more fobby things . eheh. :)
aaaaaand.
black hair.
i feel like ripping my blonde streaks out .
maybe cut it as long as my shoulders so i can at least get rid of em' .):

current funding: 40 something? :)

================================================
+ be fit , & +start playing sports . ..
-rofls-
yes. i'll fail this goal , don't worry. ♥

♥ 7:01 PM

lemme lose my babyfat already.
i look so fat. ):
if i lost it, i bet my face wouldn't look as huge. -_-"

♥ 2:28 PM

trying on outfits.
trying to peak my style a little now i got my haircut

hehe

♥ 1:00 AM

okaaay.
original plan ? eat cake at the library & chill.

what happened ?
WE WENT TO THE BEEACHHHH . ♥
(mm goi sai , stephen diep bei ngo , yee-sup mun. :) )
whoooot . ♥
must save up . anywwhaaaat.

sammi , bianca , farabi , kevin & stephenn.
we were like , BEACHHHH ! YESSSS.
bought two mc cain cakes.
and just chilled at the beach. took pictures.
the sky was pale blue , and it was sooooooooooooooooooo gorgeous.

and i super duper lovveeeeee bianca tang ! ♥

omgsh ; i want to meet angela !
met for like , 5-10 minutes? ):
soooooooo fun . ehe.

♥
yay.

--- also , no offense saji ;
but do we really want to know the time you shave or not ?

♥ 9:44 PM

inspired to use this idea.
i'm going to doodle how i'm feeling , like a photograph or something. like above.
heh. you don't have to understand it or anything.
i've been into painting lately.

hm.
it's 2:30am.
i think i'm going to sleep.
and then i'll be up bright and early for a shower.
then head over to the library with sammi farabi, kevin and hopefully bianca.
i'll cross my fingers.

i'm.. officially old.

♥ 2:25 AM

i just feel like,
crying and cuddling up in bed.

what a wonderful birthday.

♥ 5:56 PM

teresa , aliyah , and claire , and a bunch of other unimportant people are gone . ):

well.
have fun guys. :)

-----------------------------
TWO MORE HOURS !
eeeeek ! i'm suuper excited. (;
so , thanks gerlie & thinoba. ):

i went from 40 - 5 in a DAY.
thank god my mommy doesn't know anything bout it ;
but yeaaah.

food - 10. ( semi worth it. )
bright red top - 14. ( semi worth it )
hairbands - 5. ( WORTH IT. FINALLY GOT THEM ! ♥ )
& yeaaaaaah.

greeeeeeeeeat. (:
anyway.

birthday camwhoring laterrrr.
wheeeeee.
♥

♥ 10:42 PM

i woke up late.
i'm supposed to be at eatons right now. -maaaajor groan-

:(
upside.
MY HAIR IS SO PRETTY AND SOFT TODAY. WHEEE. ♥

so anyway;.
i'll get ready in a few minutes.
shopping with thinoba , gerlie , & fatima .
then needa goh' buy some mechanical stuff.
should i eat?
FOURTEEBUCKS(:

♥ 12:04 PM

teresa is really beautiful.

♥ 11:47 PM

THINOBA.

possibly?! D<
you must come.
or else i'll hunt you down. srsly.

♥ 5:23 PM

She couldn't help thinking that there was a little more to life.
Somewhere else.
After all it was a great big world.
With lots of places to run to.

reminds me of alice in wonderland. (:

♥ 2:46 PM

2 more days.

& aay , shopping w/ fatma-thinoba-gerlie tmr. (:

♥ 1:46 PM

i realize the halo effect does show in flash.
so i shouldn't wait for super size nudy.

-sigh-
what to do.
i'm not sure whether my prescription is either -4.50 and -4.75 or the other way around. (left and right).

+ i just spent my like, thirty dollars. -super twitch-
i think i'm recieving 70 though..
so, this 20.. i'll get it from daddy. ):
anyway. i'll just wait.
==========================================
it'll damage my eyes, but i'm testing out my contact lenses, until nine oh clock, to see if something is uncomfortable or not. O:
it's blurry but,comfortable :3

♥ 8:24 PM

josie's got new glasses ! and lenses too! :)
and i have those uber cute ones i wanted. :D
kekeke.
camwhoring like a nerd later.
nerds don't wear makeup.. right? :)

i kind of want white eyeliner. but current balance.
$0.
thats right. i went from approximately 30 to 0.
why?
17 (glasses+shirt) + 1(ice cream) + 6(solution bottle)
ordering prescribed nudy grey. :)

♥ 5:55 PM

so i asked her a bunch of questions about appearances and whatever.
i asked her about piercings and other stuff.

me: how would you react if i came home with a lip piercing?
mom: nothing. probably be a little upset but whatever.
i'm telling you now.
you can do whatever you want. you can go get piercings, dye your hair,go rip your clothes apart, glasses style, contact lenses, all those useless accessories, WHATEVER.
but when it's time to get a job.
you are turning back to normal.

8D;
good enough for me ! 2 - 4 years of freedom. WHOOOOT. 8D

♥ 12:48 AM

- geo nudy lenses <- CONFIRMED | next week
- new haircut. CHOOSE STYLE ! :| <- CONFIRMED | tomorrow
- new COLOR. x:
- new glasses. <- CONFIRMED | tomorrow
- new solution bottle .__.

current balance; $29.75
+ 70. [hopefully! (: ]

my mommy saw my reportcard.
maybe it's good that she's so busy now. :D''

♥ 11:05 PM

we went to the science center .
and yes
neutral feelings + learned stuff. yeahyeah.
funny picture of iman's reaction to the reproduction film.
heh.. heh.
k so.

highlight of my day?
patcharida sitting on me, and going 'yeah, she's "developed"'
i was like. :U :U :U :|

D8
/headdesk.

+
honesty thing afterschool.
have i changed? xD
i think i know why.
then i burst into tears, and i couldn't find a reason.. o__o'
i think i'm slightly mental.

LOL; MY MOM'S OKAY WITH ME DYING MY HAIR, CUTTING IT, GETTING PIERCINGS, AND LIKE, BUYING ACCESSORIES, CHANGING MY FRAMES TO NERD ONES.
AHAHAHA.

ilh.

♥ 10:24 PM

before my mom failed trying to park her car; again.

she walked in,
and asked if i was dating kevin.

i burst out into laughter.

people are so slow nowadays.

♥ 11:27 PM

a LOT of people are having strange dreams lately.
i dreamt ms mould / our acting principal was a serial murderer.
i can't sleep until my mommy comes home now :(

♥ 10:49 PM

i'll never be sick of this layout.
:)
my birthday is in five more days..
almost four.

i don't think i'm going to celebrate it.
saves people money for gifts. :)
i seeeeeeeriously want those glasses though.

♥

i'm confused about my feelings.
how should i know how to feel?
-sigh-
I didn't even eat yet.

I hope Kev's hoodie isn't too dirty. ;/
btw;

blackhead pimples. --" gross !
healthy clean skin diet , starting tmr . (y)

♥ 9:06 PM

IS SO FUCKING WARM.
DAMN GIRL HOODIES FOR BEING LIKE, WHAT. 80 BUCKS?
(at least TNA WARM ones. :/ )
& like, guy hoodies are simple, plain, AND LIKE 20-40 BUCKS.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.

not a camwhoring mood in the night,
but this hoodie is so warm. :| oh my godddd.
i'm wearing like shortshorts & ankle socks. teehee.
forget makeup.
forget my face.

i'm focusing on my style. :D
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack. ♥

i found black booty shorts. LOLOL. (:

♥ 9:48 PM

we're smiling about the past.
smiling about the present.
smiling for our future.

we're sharing giggles, laughter, great times.
even though it's over;

it's not.
♥

friendship really does conquer love.

♥ 11:07 PM

countdown.
almost six more days.

waiting for my mom to react to my .
fifty eight.

thank god it's in gym.
cos' i can honestly do much better than this. :)

btw.
clickhere.

♥ 10:32 PM

i want it . fffffff.
i seriously want guy hoodies ,
why must girl hoodies be so ugly ? >__>'

looked so cute on sammi ! :)
harhar.

back to my tomboy phase .
shorts, guy hoodies ,
gonna cut my hair i think . o:
ummm. probably going to change my glasses into prescribed;

i'm not even kidding .
i tried them on , I SERIOUSLY LIKE THEM.
now here's my "HELP ME OTL" details:

I really want to go to RCI.
I think I'm moving to the broadview district though.
So i'm going to list some pro and cons about RCI & JCI.
:/

RCI
(o = pro , x = con)
kso.
o semestered school.
o not as rough and rowdy as jarvis.
o most of my friends i met this year, are going.
*been really close , because we always hang out.
o most likely less druggies / smokers
o NEW HOUSE :|
x have to move, and pack a whole lot of fucking shit.
x moving away from Sofia.. :/
x moving away from my other friends that are going to JCI as well.. :/
o probably won't get ninered.
o if i dress FOB, nobody will look upon me strangely.
o RCI offers photography :D

JCI
o attend with Mariam, and a few small amount of other really nice RAPS people
o some of my friends i met this year (in class like thinoba & fatima) are going.
*don't hang out too often. :(
o hopefully i will do better.
x or maybe i will actually fail more. :(
o much closer, and i am not required to really move.
*huge bonus for money.

/sigh
i'm worried.
rci - 8 pros // 3 cons.
jci - 4 pros // 1 con.

ACH.

♥ 7:40 PM

ganji style !
that's what it is .
/adds stuff onto wishlist .

-bright caps
- NIKE DUNK SHOES .
fffffffff. ^

pink + black ,
i have nothing pink mang .
wy'd i get these shoes again ? --"

♥ 10:28 PM

this bra,
is so freaking comfortable. :|

ONLY TWO DOLLARS.
HAHA.
8D

talk about bargain shopping.(:

♥ 9:36 PM

:)
seriouslyyy .'

you inspire me .
♥

♥ 6:34 PM

but i typed blogger. o:

so,
me & bianca & kev & linda went to eatons .
to shop for angy's gift.
wheeeeeeee. five hours of eating, doing nothing, walking around . etc etc.
-sigh- it's so beautiful nowadays.
it's almost spring ;

♥
i want a new layout .
btw ;
messy bun obsession . (:

♥ 5:02 PM

everyone's asking me to go somewhere.

should i go? @__@"
i'm like , even broke.
but then again, what to do at home.
i plan to come home early and do homework anywaay.
.....

goodness.
jason's downtown today.

♥ 12:09 PM

i feel like camwhorrrring .
+contacts, & nerdyshit .

it`s gunnah ' be a good nightt.
♥

♥ 6:42 PM

okay .post while my bleach is loading . (:

SO I WENT TO WATCH, ALICE IN WONDERLAND ~
with claire , kevi , meghan , reilly .
didn't really spend all that much time with meghan and reilly but.
MOVIE WAS AWESOME.
i give it four out of five stars though , especially for the leaving the mad hatter ! ):
the red queen . ♥ ♥ ♥

okay so, JOHNNY DEPP . ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ;
omgsh . absolute love of him playing the mad hatter.
alice , .. anne hathaway ? not sure, but oh my gosh, greatactorrr.

looked cuter in the past.
but anyway, i loved it! i never knew about the jabberwocky . ehehe. :D

----------------------------

i .. forgot really important parts of the movie. OTL
but starting on monday, i'm going to annoy everyone in my class and start saying;
'are you mad?' :DD;;

it was so epic . ♥ im so glad i went to watch it!

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harhar. then me & claire & kev went to the beaaaaaach.
walked along, skipped on those rocks..
i was like, practically crying because I forgot my camera. OTL OTL OTL
would've done some beautiful photography..
-sigh-
okay so anyway.
it was a long while, talking, reminiscing of how i hate big unstable surfaced rocks..
then we went to mc donalds.
(i think i have like these spots, because they're not really pimples, i think its from my junk food :/ ) but yeah.
♥

then we went to claire's stayed for a while , and then i went home !
talk with bianca & sammi ,
and now time to watch my bleach ! :D

♥ 12:52 AM

that out of all my cousins
im like the ugliest
then again, ones 20 something, ones turning 18..
/biiiiiig shrug

-.-

♥ 12:01 AM

there's something about Thinoba that makes me smile.
i can't quite put my finger on what it is.

♥ 12:54 AM

that felt horrible

but im so exhausted..
gomene..

♥ 11:17 PM

fuck off.

T, N.

one has to get a life, change their personality,
and stop perving and annoying people.

the second one.
usted necesita aprender a decir lo siento.
Me doy cuenta de que odias lenguas extranjeras.

♥ 10:51 PM

I'll admit, I had a crush on her.
Am I jealous right now? o__o

Meh.

I'll leave it at that.. ~

♥ 7:26 PM

I'm probably not taking acne so well right now.
BUT IT FRUSTRATES ME, WHY IT'S THERE.
I WASH MY FACE 4 TIMES A DAY. ): ):

ITS OKAY.
I WILL BE FINE.
...

♥ 11:47 PM

got onto my forehead, like out of nowhere . IT'S DISGUSTING. EUGH.
i wonder why i got it. /;
I MISS MY ALMOST PERFECT SKIN. OTL OTL OTL

reference. ):

argh. it's not exactly uncommon to see pimples but.. -shrug- ARGHH.
IT'S PISSING ME OFF.

anyway.
i dress so fobby nowadays.
time to get back to my converse , sweatpants & hoodie phase. :)
i think i'm going to do pigtails for tomorrow. teehee.

after my long ass shower .
my hair better be silky and smooth and beautiful! ):

=================================
people have really got to stop pulling up , over-the-shoulder tops .
hence the name. seriously. :/

and i am so tempted to tell him.
but he's in my class.
which will make it terrible .
his world will come crashing down.

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i'm gonna make a tumblr too . (: for quotes & all .

♥ 8:47 PM

with lei , xanath , & kev is fun. :D

♥ 12:05 AM