i'm insomnic.
so i was in bed for four hours.
just rolling around. trying to sleep.
fuck.
whenever i hear,
love
it reminds me of kevin.
-sigh-
i keep living in the past.
whenever a song comes on, it relates to my past.
i even tried to turn off the music.
ROLLED AROUND FOR HALF AN HOUR.
SO MAD. ARGHH!
i'm usually exhausted at this time.
i don't know why.. too much is on my mind.
and then i totally became a creep and started remembering the pictures of my mom when she was younger.
/SHE WAS SO PRETTY D8
fffffff.
kay yeah that's kind of creepy yes.
I DON'T KNOW WHY
EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF HIM
IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY. argh.
fuck.
fuck.
fuck.
yes, being the crazy person i am, i was imagining myself blogging this too.
and.. here it is:
I want to know,
do you think of me, as much as I think of you?
Probably not.
But it's killing me to find out. -twitch-
/so mad. not even funny.
= n=
but i'm not grumpy or whatever , just feeling tired, drowsy, AND I CAN'T SLEEP T____T
oh yeah.
ITS FOUR AM.
♥ 4:03 AM