close your eyes.

real.
is shit.
don't act as if you know me.
don't ever.
if you don't know my story,
don't ever.

judge.

♥ 5:23 PM

FUCKING FUCKITY FUCK FUCK FUCKING FUUUCK FLIPPING PANCAKES
FUUUUUUUUUUCKING HELLLLLLLLLLLL.

/pant pant pant

i keep disconnecting.
/cry

♥ 4:38 PM

1. Felluhs, asian girls LOVE taking pictures. So expect alot of photoshoots of you two. Don’t worry, you’ll like it

2. Asian girls are most likely to have a blog, if its a blogspot, or a ~~tumblr~~ (haha everyone knows blogspot is better). So if your girl is not herself, try seeing those vents

2.5 if you did something messed up, then you better expect a thousand reblogs of her post of you being a fool, and all her ladies hating your ass.

3. Asian girls have asian parents. But don’t worry about their dad killing you, unless you are a jerk. First impressions mean EVERYTHING to them. If you can cook, then you are good to go, haha.

3.5 when meeting your parents, asian girls are very respectful.

4. If you don’t know what XXI is, you are about to be in a painful coma. Most asian girls practically live there.

5. Asian girls love talented guys. So show us what you got.

5.5 If you think theres nothing special about yourself, ask the girl and she’ll give you a list. Why? because shes your girl, and she knows what she is doing. If you were really uninteresting, she wouldn’t be there.

6. If you treat us differently with your friends, we’ll think you are a pussy. End of story.

7. Don’t you dare make fun of us on our periods, we will rip your eyes out, make you eat them, tear your tongue and hair and burn them, stab you multiple times, and throw you in a frozen lake so you won’t escape. (well, maybe not, but just a big warning, we will turn compleately incredible hulk on you)

8. Keep your promises. Its self explanitory.

9. If you make her cry, see number 7 for some details on what her friends will do to you.

10. Act like the man in the relatinship, if you make her do everything, you can kiss her goodbye.

this.
is.
truth.

♥ 9:59 PM

i should really start. -__-

AW.
PANNY IS CUTEEE. 8D

LOL. i love you , fatal & sung & tony. ;)
us and our sad romeo & juliet storiees. ahaha .
what a waste of an hour. ♥

♥ 2:13 PM

!
i'm a girl.
i care about my opinions.
i care about my appearance.
i care about you.

BUILD A DAMN BRIDGE, AND CLIMB OVER IT.
so sick of fakers.

-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
rather than that.
FIVE. THOUSAND. DOLLARS.

for my braces.
am i getting it?

FUCK NO.
are you serious? i'm like, DEAD here. = n=

i wouldn't be josie , without my messed up teeth, quite honestly. ♥

still have to do the damn comic.
learning SNSD's OH! dance. :)

so cuute.
i have an obsession with cute things, and.

i'm going to make a truth blog.
and you can't stop me.

♥ 11:49 PM

idk if i should dye my hair,

brown or orange..

i don't think blonde would look great with front bangs, to be honest. :)

CHYEAH,
I CUT THEM ! x)

by myself. i'm so prouuud .
didn't turn out as bad as i thought they would. ;)
watch me jynx it. /aha

&&,
ordering..
NEO CUTY BLACK, circle lenses ,
if they have it. :)

they'll look good with my hair , cause of doll look. x)
or maybe GEO ANGEL BLACK ( CM - 836).

anyway,
wheeeeee.
imma.. shower & . . do stuff.

♥ 6:54 PM

ugly people usually have an ugly attitude.
therefore they scare me.
):

anyway,
so tempted to do straight cut bangs. x)

ummmmmmm.. i forgot braces tmrrrr.
shhhhhhyt. LOL

♥ 7:00 PM

waaaah . i love this song. ♥

//////////////
just to make it clear.

i'm fucking back in the game.
which means, if you changed , or like, stole my friend ,

bring it on.
yeaah ,.
i'll make it perfectly clear. :)
JOYCE , SHIRLEY , BRENDA , HANNAH ,

are mine.
bitches.

of course, we share within our group. x)
boys can like , go jump off a cliff. besides cool ones, like ..
oh , daym you know who you are ,

;)

i seriously , seriously missed y'all. not trying to act suck-upish or anyway .

NO SCHOOL TMR . (Y)

♥ 4:17 PM

i am so done with gaia.
it's been fun.

thank god.
my homework and shit, finally up to date..
just handing in project late..

maple.
drawing.

that's my top priorities.

♥ 9:41 PM

wheeeeee
i have homework and im not doing it.

KAY SO WHATS UP Y'ALL? ;)
today was
L I N D A - D U O N G 's
frigging sexy birthday . ♥

*& then kevin li came along.
HE BOUGHT HER A PINK THONG. AHAHAHAHA.
BEST. GIFT. IN. THE. WORLD. no? ;)

& everyone totally like massacred her with hugs in the morning.
I CAN FINALLY GET HER SOMETHING.
BUT I CAN'T WRAP IT.

FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
anyway, i knew but i didn't know what she wanted and i was sick all weekend so i couldn't go shopping.
/tearrrrrrr
anywaaaaaay; :)

school was pretty normal , it's .. cold out.
and so like, i have a little cough.. /knock wood

but my voice and shit is healed!! (:

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. ~ rehersals.
i found out i was a.....
................... a what again?
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm...
oh yeah, a creature that the mountain summons or something?
/:s

anyway.
NOTE TO SELF: I HAVE TO DO A SEVEN PAGE COMIC
AND I'VE BEEN VENDING ALL NIGHT
/GONK

srsly.
i went from 2.1 m + RIGS AND SHIT = 3.1m
MINUS BUYING PETALS. = 1.8m.
LOL

♥ 8:18 PM

after a long while of laag.. :)

wheeeeeeeeeeeeee..

i feel a teensy bit better, nose is still stuffy as hell,

fatima & gerliee beside mee. :D

♥ 10:21 AM

i`m going to try to make a daily post every -day too :)

i'll probably fail butt...

I WANT TO WATCH DEAR JOHN. AHAHAH.
so my last two posts count since.. well ish
i stayed home today :/

blech
i hate being sick.. i have to get well for tomorrow. FRENCH & STUPIDFFKING MUSIC. X(

btw, ask me anything.(:

♥ 6:03 PM

k so i came home, had a WONDERFUL nap ヾ(＾∇＾)

so anyway
my first dream. . o__o

it was like, what, FOURTY DEGREES outside ? like, spring too.
I WAS WEARING EXTREMELY 'HOMFGIWOULDNEVERWEARTHATINMYLIFE' shit.
polkadotted tanktop, AND LIKE, BRIGHT RED SHORT SHORTS.
HOLY SHIT.
the funny thing is, i never even noticed until in my dream, i went to change. O 0O

and like, a lot of people came to my house and shit, and we were just chilling..
because my home was empty. o;

and then!
people started acting weird, like not themselves, rude and shit..

so i went to like sleep for some reason, and then i woke up. o__o

LOOOOOOOOOL.
strange dream, also people were playing truth or dare, crushes and all, and people i hated was at my placeeee.
R E T A R D E DDDDD.

xD
kay so i woke up and i felt like just laying there all dayyyy..

didnt work cos it was really dark at 4 so i woke up /tear

♥ 5:42 PM

i thought i would be able to go to school today
I DIDNT EVEN LAST THREE PERIODS. ):

new seating arrangement too mhan.
so fucking.. eughhhhhhhhhhhhh = n=

on the upside, i get to stay at home, eat and chill. c:

♥ 2:49 PM

AHAHA.
i love youuuu guyss.

i do this everyday.

;)
yepppp . cos' im kind of really too lazy to put anything on.
LOL

♥ 8:07 PM

♥ says (5:41 PM):
*Ne, Josie? Would you rather be a conceited brat or a selfish loser? :3
♥ says (5:43 PM):
*Answer on your blog when you come back. ^^

================================================
o__o'
ehmmmmm..
Selfish loser. o:

is that the correct answer. ;d

♥ 6:22 PM

i just made a really big sneeze.
):

being sick is not fun.

♥ 6:06 PM

not such a great idea

its 8:37pm
i got out of bed
i was bundled up in blankets
I USED UP LIKE TWO TISSUE BOXES

im drinking milk right now .

i'm pretty much like
it hurts to get up
:/

typing this is exhausting. i dont know; but i know one thing!

sorry to everyone. ):

/DYING

i hope you all are doing better than me. ;/

♥ 8:37 PM

i ate a box of noodles, chicken noodle soup, a box of fruits.

I.
AM.
STILL.
HUNGRY.

..
i have strep throat now :/

♥ 7:38 PM

kevin li has this amazing strong ass asian scent.
everything he touches, IT SMELLS LIKE HIM
D8
AND NO, I WAS NOT SNIFFING MY TABLET PEN FOR MINUTES LIKE A MENTAL RETARD.

so..

VICTORY IS MINE!

I GOT MY TABLET BACK ! :)
please ignore the retarded like 10 minute doodle.
need to get more used to it.
now the buttons are flashy and it scares me. D8

so like.. eh..... I SWEAR HE BROKE SOMETHING T-T;
but yeah..
going to work on the weekend .
nts ; redraw rima
===============================================

CECILIA VS MARIAM = BEST. ENTERTAINMENT. EVER.

i swear, i love you guys.
i felt like shit when i left the school . (:

library.. waiting for call . :)

=========== must do.

- set up a library cardd
- borrow "private" serie novels
- BUY THE TWO ARTS [ sixteen dollars ]
- draw references!!111

♥ 4:18 PM

here is the longlast awaited picture ! whee
it's so gorgeous. /sniffles

so worth twenty three bucks

anyway.
i noticed im a weather person.

if its sunny outside my day will be great, slash i'll try to make it great.
if its rainy and dark, i will be the most depressing thing ever. i swear. :/
THANK GOD WE HAD SWIMMING AND IT WAS SUNNY
I ACTUALLY TRIED
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

i dont know why.. :/ weather affects my family greatly.

♥ 8:13 PM

i completely forgot i owe stephen diep twenty three bucks
LOL

damn
oh well
41 / 100

keep on waiting mommy
LOL oh wait thirteen days :)

♥ 7:35 PM

AWWWWWWWWWWW
WAHH. HER CHEEKS WENT WOOMP WOOMP. O UO

click

I LOVE YOU TOO

♥ 10:46 PM

/breathe in breathe out

its okay
you're gonna die sooner or later

------------
mariam , anwar.

.__.
you really, really ...
I CARE FOR YOU. .__. BUT I REALLY THINK
YOU SHOULD GET THOSE WORDS IN YOUR HEAD. SERIOUSLY. :/

i know it's easier said than done.
but;

just realizing, how it feels.
i wake up, every day, first htings i see?
my stick hands.
they're small. and breakable.
i wonder why i'm so short.

i don't think i drank enough coffee to cancel out my growth spurt from drinking my milk.

i know some people who don't participate in shit.
they're still taller than me.

interesting fact.
daniel was 4'6 and turning 13.
he's 14, and now 5'4.

hm.
eight inches over two years.
this is what puberty does to you.

you know what,
i was a fat child. but i was never criticized or anything.
yes, there were people that were really skinny in grade 1 - 3.

hell, they're still as skinny.
i don't know who would call someone in their face, fat.

except, seriously, polly really kind of scares me .__.
in both ways.

i will never call someone fat,
unless they're polly size and trying to fit into size zero skinny jeans.
that would be the most horrifying sight, ever.
.-.

anyway.
the point is.
i will never, understand why girls call themselves ugly and fat.
never

ugly maybe, but like not together , like [ugly cos` im fat]
well.. this is the last time i'll say it.
forever.
when you tell me the next day, the next month, the next year?
you: i'm so fat..
me: oh yes you are.

got it? so unless you want to be stricken with those four words.
do, not, say, you're, fat, around, me.

capiche?

oh yeah. goal !
i'm going to always try to tell the truth.
usually when people ask me questions, i do like 99.99% of the time
i just mean like, when im going somewhere.. i'm going.. /gulp to tell my parents the truth
probably not going to last but
/gulp

♥ 7:57 PM

lately i've been feeling more narcissistic and shit
i have to admit, when i smile, i do kind of seem cute. [closed smile course']
; -;''
anywaaaay..

good afternoon.
best. math. class. ever.

mr holker is evil. he gets paid to eat chocolate and watch parody videos.
fffff.

anyway. (:
not my fault of teachers read my blog.

♥ 4:42 PM

i think i have h1n1.

- sore body all overr
- runny nose, stuffy nose, itchy throat
- cough
- extremely tired

or maybe i have a fever.
my brain won't do what i want it to do. :/

♥ 6:07 PM

my legs have been very sore lately..

my walking pattern is strange now. :/

if this keeps up.. i`ll have to go to the doctors.
maybe lack of exercise.

♥ 7:28 AM

i woke up,

my glasses were gone.
HAD TO PUT ON CONTACTS
BURNED EYES

found glasses.

/ffffffffffffffff

I FORGOT TO SAY BYE WHEN THINOBA LEFT D8

♥ 9:58 PM

you smell. srsly. c:

using me to webcam with teresa.
have yo uno shame?
LOL no worries, im kidding.

kind of creepy.
it's not like what had i seen in you but,
why i will never see it again. :)

D8 can`t believe i fell asleep
OTL
my body is sore.. :/

♥ 6:21 PM

my hair has been hating me. (:

♥ 7:36 AM

THINOBA UPDATED HER BLOGGY ! /TIM ETO LINK

kay so
i miss my tablet i:
i have great ideas and shizz yno
and and im sketching out with a relaly think marker on pitiful paper

i need to shower
but instead im doing this damn migrations question shit
fuck
):
yeah
a lot of random crap
my life is boring. srsly. i want it to be exciting but not deadly
ha..
ha

cant fucking wait for spring / summarr

♥ 7:46 PM

my internet dies from 12:30 - 3:00..

....
i just realized that , my left eye, looks really fierce and retarded.
my right eye../ is really powerful and big, kinda normal.

= =

♥ 1:03 PM

blantly disgusted with my face.
clipping bangs up for the time being nowadays. (:

trying to look more , "cutesy"
and wear bright colors, etc etc.

donate clothes to goodwill / haiti..
and.. yeah.. :U

this is what i meant by half assed answers.
he's not worth it.

♥ 12:04 AM

OTL
there are two random spots / zits that appeared on my face out of nowhere.
/tries to keep skin extra shiny now

SHOWERING. FFFF

♥ 9:14 PM

KAYSO
today was.. "awesome" O:
SPECIAL THANK YOU TO KEVIN , TIMMY , STEPHEN , AND CALVIN ! :)

same old same old..
science of course, just chillin .
======= before that. gaia just reminded me.
this stupid bitch copied my avatar. WTF?

yes. i care. and then my morning wasnt great.

til school' fucking awesome !
afterschool , kevin, timmy, stephen and calvin and I went pmall.
you know what that means..
ARCADE AND FRIGGING YUTOPIA BITCH.

and timmy kinda pissing us off ,
whenever me & kev are close or something , either PUSH or go
"AWWWWWWWWWW"

fucking piss off. seriously. if you're reading this, fucking don't do it.
but yeah, overall fucking good day .
STEPHEN BOUGHT ME A TOKI DOKI BAGG. IT'S SO ADORABLEEE.
pictures later. c:
ummmm.. yeaaaaah.. i`ll owe him back when he needs it most. (:
THANKS AGAIN ! ♥
and then , we went home, and . .LOLOL

-opens the door-
moms face: >:|
-sees friends-
:)
LOLOLOL. then she didn't bitch at me at all LOLOLOL.
but then my dad did.
so hysterical. seriously ; -;
my mom and dad switched bodies. ahahahaha.

♥
great day. C:

♥ 9:05 PM

kso i hate the class.
ahahaha.
thinoba's reading my blog.

MAKE ONE PLEASE. -HEART

♥ 1:58 PM

okay.
new wishlist. like, fuck. LOLOLOLOL
after browsing through a million doll pictures ! LOLOL. (:

- FAKE EYLASHES
- FAKE LIP PIERCINGS
-STRAWBERRY PIN / CLIP / HAIRTYE
- maybe that fake tongue stud. I'd like to see how it looks when I cosplay OC! 8DD !
- before that ^ dye hair blonde ..
i'll do it by grad. /shrugs
- pink streaks again.
that picture of me hugging kev? best picture of grade seven. ever. c:
[had pink streaks AHAHAHA]
- tokidoki bags ◠ ◡ ◠
OR WINNIETHEPOOHBAG
- new wig for sofia? ; -;
- NEW CAMERA FOR NEW PICTURES / NEW PHOTOGRAPHY
- NECKLACES. a whole lot of them
- AVIATORS
- black skinnies
- clips / headbands. a LOT of them.

BWAHAHAHAHA
im drawing my oc right now. Let's see you picture me in this mmkay? (:
(by summer)

Long layered blonde hair up to chest area, pink bangs, no makeup, fake hoop lip piercings, grey contacts, peach tokidoki hoodie, navy short shorts / light colored ruffled skirt, grey converse / white nike hightops, RAINBOW SOCKS/LEGGINGS♥♥♥, winnie the pooh backpack/tokidoki handbag. (:

LOL, i can imagine that, just not me in it. LOLOLOL.
AHAHAHA. this will be fun.
okay.. to be SUPER HONEST that I have PERMISSION to get:
everything besides hoodie, short shorts, hightops..

well i have like, dark blue / black / white / pink / yellow shorts..
a lot of hoodies.. just probably going to buy ten dollar ones. ♥ AHA
converse.. IMMA SEE IF THEY STILL FIT.

yeah. o__o;
oh blonde dye? SHE AGREED TO IT BEFORE, I SHALL MAKE HER AGREE TO IT AGAIN!
or i'll do it for my grad and never ever take it off.
or use the ice cream brand. ♥

SOOMPI PERSON HAS WINNIE THE POOH BACKPACK FOR SALEE
SHOULD I BUY? x|

♥ 9:31 PM

kso,
last night , teresa slept over.
chyeah, it was a school daay. (:

pretty.. fun.
and failish . i feel guilty. Dx
but w/e. thanksagaintomymommyyy. .-.

so right now i am sooooo tired.
i don't feel like doing anything except falling asleeeep.
chyeahhhh. (:

and drinking ice cap.
after i shower course.

♥ 4:26 PM

XD
kay so today was gooood..
and teresa's at my place..
it's like.. 10:47..
my mom knows..? probably not..
my grandma says its okayy..
just webbing with "people"

and like , we're playing would ja rather..
and yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..
LOLIMKINDASCAREDBUT
IMPRETTYSURE
SHESHALLSTAY.ISWEARTOGOD.D8

♥ 10:45 PM

nani deska ?

teardrops.

rolling down my face.
i can't believe what i just read.

11:11.

♥ 11:09 PM

twenty five thousand six hundred miin-utes.

i lent my tablet,
right when i have inspiration.

practice with copics,
(:

♥ 6:27 PM

today was gooood.

damn, for my audition i should've said
i laugh like a seal
and im a fail asian. ;D

dammit.
anyway, it was all goooooood.
I NEED TO RECUT BAANGGS. when they grow long -heart-

mmmmm
no homework -hart-

♥ 5:47 PM

I know you can't do that but,, (x
hm,
the more time we spend as friends, the more comfortable i feel.
no lovey dovey shit , and just for that timmy ,
fuck you.
seriously. （￣～￣;）

OTHER NOTE !
LIBRARY WAS FUUUUUUN.

bianca , kevin, kevin, kevin, phillip, kenneth, timmy, stephen, halu, farabi, and i
were playing truth or dare ! and spin the bottle (dares) :)

aha , it was really fun.. until we discovered phillip had a condom.
i personally don't mind, but bianca was so scared. >:
kinda felt really bad fer her , but like, ehhhhh.. ಠ_ಠ

argh. ):
oh well, we all left but it was seriously fun . /♥ c:
kay so . o__o
i'mma do this:

- homework & BLOG LAYOUT
- clean tablet for kev
- charge batts, & .. yeah.

♥ 5:59 PM

i'm insomnic.

so i was in bed for four hours.
just rolling around. trying to sleep.

fuck.
whenever i hear,
love
it reminds me of kevin.

-sigh-
i keep living in the past.
whenever a song comes on, it relates to my past.
i even tried to turn off the music.
ROLLED AROUND FOR HALF AN HOUR.
SO MAD. ARGHH!
i'm usually exhausted at this time.
i don't know why.. too much is on my mind.

and then i totally became a creep and started remembering the pictures of my mom when she was younger.
/SHE WAS SO PRETTY D8

fffffff.
kay yeah that's kind of creepy yes.
I DON'T KNOW WHY
EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF HIM
IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY. argh.

fuck.
fuck.
fuck.

yes, being the crazy person i am, i was imagining myself blogging this too.
and.. here it is:

I want to know,
do you think of me, as much as I think of you?
Probably not.
But it's killing me to find out. -twitch-

/so mad. not even funny.
= n=
but i'm not grumpy or whatever , just feeling tired, drowsy, AND I CAN'T SLEEP T____T

oh yeah.
ITS FOUR AM.

♥ 4:03 AM

i hope my hair will be sane tomorrow.

trying to do a visual representation of me tomorrow.
trying.

♥ 10:34 PM

it can either mean..

you're fat and ugly and you'll never get a boyfriend,
or it can mean,

they're not good enough for you.

/:

i sit here, at my computer, typing this out, eating green tea ice cream..
thinking about life.

♥ 9:19 PM

OKAY.
FROM THIS MOMENT FORTH.
I LOVE SOL.
LEAVE ME ALONE NOW.
D8
sol's going to kill me . LOL

//////////////////////////////////////////////
if i seem cold, or acting bitchy,
i have a cold.. i'm not very happy.. i had a nightmare D8

i kinda wish i would stop hiding.

and.
i still love him.
:/

♥ 10:41 PM

his necklace is too pretty.
i can't take it off.

♥ 5:23 PM

i had that dream.. again.
except, she was with him.

i always get what i want, in terms of objects.
i have great friends. [real life AND online]
but i always seem to be alone.

nothing can make up the feeling for being alone. understand?

this is why i hate girls who are so..
"Oh, my life sucks, I need a guy to make my life so much more better."

everyone is human.
i dislike being dependent on someone,
especially because throughout my life i've been independent.
of course, i mean like, struggling - rough times wise.
i'm useless when it comes to physical things. (:

i seem to be loving myself more and more each day.
and the strange thing is..
i think i'm eating less and getting skinnier.
my appetite is smaller.

hm.
i should consult a doctor. =/

nts: -fake lip piercings
- eye lash curler
-fake eyelashes.

i did a pretty cute look yesterday. c:
i found foundation too ! C:

♥ 2:03 PM

i regret not getting that really cute ruffled pink top.

geez.
i'm allowed to buy anything, besides clothing.

... like.
wtf?

my mom would rather me buy headphones than a shirt.
....
-sigh-

♥ 8:28 PM

my mom misheard, and scheduled it on the fifteenth.
she said she was busy. so we booked another one on the twenty ninth.
as we were coming back,
"OH CRAP, I DON'T HAVE WORK ON THE FIFTEENTH"

woooooooooooowww.

♥ 5:57 PM

with big curly locks.

so pretty. * A*

♥ 2:25 AM

don't feel like drawing.

because somebody doesn't understand what "seriously. stop fucking bothering me." means.

note to self.
new layout.
new SHOPP!
new braces.

chyeah, getting them tomorrow. :x

♥ 11:38 PM

okay.
today, thank god it's the "weekend".

i woke up at about 7:52.. yeah.. D8
I ran to school, and as I was running, I forgot my money. DAMN
so I ran back, and tripped, near the subways stairs. like, the last one. D8

So when DPA came, we were in the small gym playing, basketball.
Timmy Le , "accidentally" whipped my back.
Calvin Halu, "accidentally" hit my head.
Timmy Ma, "accidentally" threw the ball at my chest.

Then he got hit in the face.
/so happy at that moment.

Lunch time. I was at my locker, and my lock scratched my finger.
SHIT.

Library time, Momna dropped her books on my hand.

Eatons , elavator.
Almost tripped. "second step, took it as third."

Coming home.
Doorknob gave me a fuck hell of a big shock.

...
working on shop now.
;________;

♥ 7:57 PM

i don't know why,
but i don't feel so dead anymore.
but apparently.. everyone else is. :/

♥ 7:41 AM

today.
i went to the mirror, and decided,
i actually look cute.
not like.
"OMG YOUR SO UBER KAWAIII ~ n wn"
but like , cute enough for my standards.
i finally realize,
my true nature looks best.

but one day, i seriously, SERIOUSLY wish to have the chance to express my style.
i've wanted this since forever. okay? i am not a wanna-be, scene, blahblah.
might sound scene, but i've wanted this forever.

i swear. ever since i`ve heard of , gaia. [or probably avatar talk]
long, straight hair. blonde, with pastel color rainbow streaks.
snake bites, *not studs. shorts , huuuge / longg hoodies, and flats , converse, sneaker, warm fur boots.

since forever.
now let's try to imagine me in that..
oh, yeah, hell yes. i'm keeping one piercing.
..
kay. can`t imagine me in that.
it would be hell of a dream, if one day, i would work hard enough for all that.
/of course, outfits in winter for outfits in winter, yeah.

i've always been a fan of shorts.
never, eeeeever, jeans.
starting to dislike them again.
baggy / trackpants / shooorts !

i still think my nose is way too huge though.
/sigh

oh, what i currently look like ?
black hair, gold streaks.. medium long? planning to grow to the waist.
hoodies, shirts, all plain, whatever, trackpants.
so the main thing that changes?

the freedom to be able to buy what i want to wear, without being criticized, judged, or stereotyped.

note to self: buy fake snakebites.
&modem tomorrow afterschool w/ calvin & sammi.

no homework.
yay. c:

by the way,
right now, i'm proud of being short. :)
if i was taller, i wouldn't be so much as cute.

:)
that's me trying to be positive. :)
btw, glasses / contacts / face / braces
no matter.
:)
i think i`mma get braces on saturday though.. this shall be most interesting. ^^

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stolen off teresa & cecilia 8D

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Low
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	Low
Pride:	Medium

weird. i was expecting envy to be my highest.. c:''

♥ 4:59 PM

this ruined my day.
it was pretty live too.

grade eight graduation,
is in the fucking morning.

oh you people might be like, "so what?"

1. WE CAN'T DO OUR HAIR.
2. WE HAVE TO WAKE UP FUCK'N EARLY.
3. WTF WE HAVE A BOAT CRUISE IN THE AFTERNOON AND THAT MEANS
WE HAVE TO BRING SPARE CLOTHING.
4. OUR PARENTS HAVE FUCKING WORK. DUMBSHIT PRINCIPAL.

holy shit man
ruined my day so badly.

===========================================
"peter" "PAN!"
LOL.

♥ 4:02 PM

but of course,
i still don't know the truth.

however, i don't want to kill him now.

♥ 8:23 PM

because i didn't want you to purchase me a $150 abercrombie & fitch jacket with no hood.
but you bought me a $130 doll and $268 itouch.

yes.
i'm a bitch.

///////////////////////////////
itouch handy?
agenda for it .
nts ; buy router / check from calvin h.

////////////////////////////////
doll handy?
once i get a new camera, or get my old one back, imma photograph around with my saved up money. yeah.
////////////////////////////////////

[as always , chill between minutes]
5 - 6 = math
6 - 7 = eating
7 - 9 = science
9 - 9:30 = french.
thirty minutes to chill ; w;)b

♥ 4:47 PM

dying on the bed now, and on the day school starts..
slash tomorrow , imma dress up really really cute and childish.
why?
I feel like widening my eyes the whole damn day & just ignoring everyone to smile.
teehee.
im such a nice person .(: 0

♥ 10:47 PM

she bought me an ipod touch
hahaha , peer pressured by bianca and reilly LOL

;)
imma be a good girl this year..
nah, just kidding. (:

/fails to understand why her wi fi doesnt work ):

♥ 9:43 PM

addicted to it.

eugh.
i hate my voice so much.
/thank god i`m still growing. ):

♥ 9:42 AM

but ..im so addicted to you..
coffee...
aah...

i might try playing basketball . -twitch-

♥ 2:00 AM

O2O11O PHIL & VALERIE FOREVER ♥
O2O11O PHIL & VALERIE FOREVER ♥
O2O11O PHIL & VALERIE FOREVER ♥
O2O11O PHIL & VALERIE FOREVER ♥
O2O11O PHIL & VALERIE FOREVER ♥
O2O11O PHIL & VALERIE FOREVER ♥
O2O11O PHIL & VALERIE FOREVER ♥

there's a reason why i'm married to Solley yno? (:

♥ 12:24 AM

so this post was supposed to be posted at like what..
2:30PM?
Well now it's 2:30AM.
*yeah, so instead of waking up at 11, i woke up at 2. :(

HAWAHAWHAW . i love my day ! :)
kay so , Teresa came over at like 2:40 , and then Kevin & Claire came over at like 3:20.
Then we were waiting for Jason.

We were talking, chilling , eating, chyeah. FUN. :)
Then we actually went to Nathan Phillip's Square / City Hall.
It was soo loud, and pushy, and everything.
But fun ~ :D
We were being grinded, and we grinded people. TEEHEEHEE.
LOL, and then the countdown was fun. teehee
10
9
8
7
6
5
4
3
2
1
HAPPY NEW DECADE - 2010 ! WHOOOOOOOOOOO
and then PRETTY FIREWORKS WENT BOOOOM
c:

WHEEEEEE, me & teresa & yuting kissed people on cheeks. TWAS' PLENTY OF FUN.
THEN.. WHEN WE WALKED BACK..
i got lost from everyone.
after like 10 minutes, and identifying yuting's pigtails and skirt,
I FOUND TERESA, & YUTING & JASON.
and kevin apparently already left for Teresa's sleepover.. soo..

and as usual.. I couldn't go.
but now in a way, i'm glad to be home, cause I was like "OOH I WANT TO SLEEP SO BADLYYYYY and like maple and rest and shit".
(:

but, now i`m here, webbing with them , blogging with you, eating an apple..
YUMMY YUM YUM.

there was a whole shit load of people that were flirting with yuting. srsly. LOL. (:

HAPPY 2010 !

♥ 2:28 AM