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innocence.
sup.'

josie is this "cute" little fourteen year old girl everybody believes who always has a smiling mask on her face. she kisses the stars, makes a wish on 11:11 every night, and this particular special day, march the sixteenth. born in, living in, attending in, toronto ontario, a middle school, somewhere over the rainbow. she likes getting personal, she's one flirtacious short person , short as 4'8, one of the reasons she suffers from bipolar, paranoia, heartbreak, and several other illnesses. believes rainbow dinosaurs are real, has the most craziest friends ever, believes she's half icecream and whippedcream, likes being crazy, downtownerr, bisexual, a little too light as 72lbs , talks a lot, loves to interact, can't achieve anything higher than a seventy. work wonders with a camera, and therapy with other people, just not herself. loves photography and photoshopping, manipulations of course. she's also spazztastic & is proud of having a messed up smile.

11:11 ♥

♥ money
♥ cute / fobby trucker hats
♥ new contacts.
♥ striped shorts.
♥ oversized superman top. (:
♥ discover who i want to be
♥ black&white nikes.
♥ FOBBY long necklaces.
♥ SLR camera
♥ save up more more more money. (:
♥ lots of baggy hoodies
♥ black converse.

hearts talking.

mm, be right back . formspring hacked. :/

alternative exits.

andric arnie ani brenda breana bunny doll cecilia class 85 diana daniel eugene haley janet joyce kathy kevin khashi lea lei lee ann linda lisa mariam michelle tanallover teresa thinoba peiyi sally samiha shirley sung rachel reilly ryan timmy timmy valerie xinyi yuting zuzu

my days, not yours.

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thank you.

editing; yours truly (:
basecodes; Kary-yan/Missyan.
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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

No. I don't.
I have migraines, but I don't.

This.. is recent...
I kind of lost track of who I am.

I am always so constantly busy, I don't even do anything for myself anymore.
Procrastinating = not for my benefits.

Idk.. I just feel.. really weird.. I don't know who I am anymore.. like.. yesterday.. at Mariam's place..
They said that Kevin changed me.
I have a feeling..

I've been hiding and using that as an excuse, but i'm not entirely sure, of who I am..
By the way, this is not puberty. -__-

Anywhut, I used to use maple to escape real life, and be someone that I could never be.
It's changed. I act the same as always.
I'm sweet and bitchy.
Contradicting? I know. >__>"

I used to care about how I looked.. just slightly, if I was unappealing or not.
I don't really care anymore, I can't be bothered, I'm too lazy.
I enjoy looking appealing once in a while though. ^^

Am I over Kevin?
Am I over MYSELF?
Can I ever forgive myself?
Is it my family?
Stress of the workload we're always being piled upon?

What the hell is wrong with me?

I'm not bandwagon.
In fact, I kind of despise it.
Except when I actually think the product is worth it. ( EXTREMELY RARE )


In my perspective, this is extremely biased, if you can't handle my shit, skip this please.
I don't find a reason to care about weight at OUR age.
I know you might say "That's how you think, because you're a stick". CORRECT.
That is how I think, because I've never experienced being fat, WELL PARDON ME.

Kay, so, I don't find A N Y O N E fat.. besides Polly.
Sorry Polly Nguyen. You're overweight. .__."

People that keep telling me they're fat, or they've encountered the fact with me,
(Mariam, Angy, Teresa)
YOU ARE NOT FAT. KAY? AVERAGE. A - V - E - R - A - G - E.

As well as, when you actually admit you're average, and you want to lose even more weight.
.__.
It's not my pet peeve or anything, but I seriously think this is a huge problem in our female society.

Mariam.
You're amazingly academically talented.
As well as being amazing in the performing arts.

That's like, +500 compared to that like +1 of weight.

QUITE FRANKLY
I rather be an ugly fugball, WITH FRIENDS, and be amazingly smart.
I just said fugball. ;_______;"

/sigh

I need a therapist. Really.
I kind of want to tell my mum.. but I know she'll be like "Why are you thinking so much?!"
.______.;

It hurts when you don't know who you are..
:'(


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