That there's odours in my room.. let's just start with the beginning.
Warning: Long ass blogpost.

Today was a decent day.
I couldn't wake up at all today. I knew I had to put my contracts on.
I woke up, got dressed, ate, and then I put my contacts on.
One was adjusted wrong, but they were both hurting me like biatches.
Smart me, I had them on for about like , 4 hours. -.-"
So first period, Music! Funn, discussing about how Stephen got Calvin and Sammi lost yesterday.

I almost cried man! / I live in regent, and I've never been so scared in my life - Calvin H

AHAHAHA. ♥
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HOOOOOOOOLD IT THERE. >:)

Okay. I used to HATE Calvin H. He used to bully me. U: so here's the story:
Calvin H and I had a crush on eachother , K?! on the first day. For like, a few days? weeks? iunno'.
Then I realized he was LD. .__." but , I really liked him , but... Evan & Alex.
[REMEMBER. LAST YEAR . TO THIS YEAR. HUUUUUUGEASS DIFFERENCES.]
which brings me to another thing.
Kevin Li and Evan, HANG OUT.
Yeah, I remember last year..

"You're dating Kevin Li right? Fat guy?"
"Why are you dating him? He's so fat."
"Just like a hippo."

Yeppppp . ♥ there is clearly friendly connections there . ;)
Evan is super nice now though.
It's scary. .__." Maybe because Evan + Alex hate eachother? 'iunno`d though.
ANYWAY--

So I eventually stopped liking him, he started liking SAMMI.
before meeting Sammi , {and still} I thought she is UUUUUBER CUUUUTE . :)
I was totally like stalking them though, because I am just that nosy.
-- Evan just totally msged me on msn. {distracted. ANYYWAAY}

...
...
OH YEAH! I found out lots of things, and soon eventually..
met Kevin! But that's another thing.

CALVIN H started bullying me, like right after he started crushing on Sammi, this and that,
MADE ME CRY AND HUMILIATE ME IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE FUCKING CLASS.
Yeah.. threw a basketball at my face.. kicked a soccer ball.. denied.. lied.. shit like that. :D

Now we're.. friends. Maybe close? Iunno.'
But I guess, with friends, comes enemies. ;___;"
this went around for the whole school year, until like. summer. :)

SO THAT WHOLE STORY =
ME BEING SUCH A HUGEEEEE HYPOCRITE.

Swore to him that I'd kill him one day..
actually I did that to Timmy Ma.. and Nitheisan as well...

WOW THAT WAS HUGEEEEE. KAYYYYYY ANYWAY;

Second period, third period..
THIRD PERIOD = SCIENCE.
OH MY GOD I LOVEEEEEEEE SCIENCEEEEEE ♥♥♥♥♥
MR JACKSON IS REALLY AWESOME . I LOVE HIS TEACHING WAYS, maybe i'm just good at it or something , but whatever he says, I get in a SNAPPP . ♥
I occasionally have a question, but usually about something else.
Also I love how his eyes are like a frigging bright blue.
SO SEXY.
his eyes, not him. -flutters eyes-

kay, soooooooo LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNCH !
So Patcharida, Michelle, Timmy , and I went to Tim's house for lunch. :)
When we were walking, something really.. "flattering" but AMAZINGLY SCARY HAPPENED.
I SWEAR TO GOD.
I WAS JUST LIKE. REALLY. REALLY PARANOID.

"OH MY GOSH SHE'S SO CUUUUUUTE"
"I KNOW MANN , I'D LIKE , RAPE HER RIGHT THERE"
- Patcharida + Michelle

and then, I was clinging onto Sammi.
"OHPLEASEDON'TLEAVEME." ;__; - in my head.

and she left me. OTL

... yeah... I kind of.. walked a large distance away from them.. ;__;
then , Tim's place, eating, chatting, fixing contacts {thanks Patchie o wo)b}


so then.. GUIDANCE.
Guidance is always fun eh?
Mr. Holker is a blast! He's always telling us hilariously sad stories. ; u;
♥ much looooves.

kay so anyway, after that class. French.. we were just on the computer, listening to music..
MAN , ONE TIME IS STUCK IN MY HEAD NAO.

kso , Math period..
OH YEAH. I should write this down.. I will! I learned:

radius x 2 x π = circumference
diameter x π = circumference
diameter divided by 2 = radius. :)

I'M SO SMART.
BWAHAHAHA..
I hate algebra. It hurts my head. It reminds me of how I used to think
n + 1 = ?
was hard. .__." kaaysoanyway;


After school, Kevin L, Timmy L, Sammi and I went to Sammi's place. :D
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE HER WHITE ROBE . ♥
so like , we were listening to music, talking, helping her with the maple thingy, {which I still have to do.. oh.. a lot of-- anyway.} and CAMWHORINGGGG. ♥♥
yes my idea, i love the camera kay?
so , taking pictures, blaaah, after that I left.. :)

I went with my mumsy to go eat pork chops ~ SO YUMMY.
twenty dollars. so worth it chyeah? :')
i ♥ her..
i hope she puts my grandmum in a helping home soon. = n=

kayso.. got home.. NOSE STARTED BLEEDING BECAUSE IT WAS TOO COLD..
I was like, scratching it too. I ALSO FORGOT I WAS WEBCAMMINGGGGG.
HOW EMBARASSING. TT nTT''

kay, so now.. after finishing homework.. partially done helping sammi.. I have this to do.

: HELP SAMMI
: TEACH CALVIN HOW TO TV
: HELP OLIVER FOR A LONGGG WHILE -.-"

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PLANSSSS;
- PMALL TOMORROW AT .. 12? -confused-
- GOING TO SILVERSNAIL FOR BUNNY / PANDA HAT ♥



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most of this convo was about Calvin.. OH YAY I REMEMBERED. ♥
this will be more serious..

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Friends talk about each-other behind their backs.
I'm a "fly on the wall." [Mr.Holker's reference]
Even best friends, good friends, or acquaintances.
It's almost impossible not to.. unless you're Madeline.. but anyway.
I want to know.. what would people say about me?
I don't know very much about myself regardless, I just know.. I'm weird, I accept a lot of things, I believe in justice, peace, karma, and I have spiritual beliefs..

:/
Tell me.
If I was being backstabbed.. what would it be for?