people are asking me to help them with surveys,
and i as well. :) so now, i'm amazingly ticked,
about to tear,
all i can feel is the anger and frustration right now.
read my rant.
j - says (10:40 PM):
*Y'know what Ian?
*You're leaving because of one person.
*You're leaving because you've disappointed one person.
*You know what happens when you leave?
*You'll disappoint everyone else.
*All those four pages.
*FOUR PAGSE.
*Are all for you.
*But you don't apparently care, because of ONE PERSON.
j - says (10:41 PM):
*Because of ONE MISTAKE, you are willing to disappoint a few fifties, for ONE.
*I'm sorry to be, guilt-tripping.
*But here,
*LOOK.
*YOU.
*ARE.
*LEGENDARY.
*apparently,
j - says (10:42 PM):
*even Joyce was trying to convince you.
*Wow, HOW MANY PEOPLE WERE TRYING TO CONVINCE YOU IAN?
*YOU DONT' CARE ABOUT THEM , ONLY ABOUT ONE SINGLE PERSON, WHO DOESN'T EVEN ANSWER YOU DIRECTLY.
PizzaTheHutt says (10:43 PM):
*Sorry that you're ticked off now because of me :(
j - REALLY ticked off. says (10:43 PM):
*@________________@"
*But no seriously.
*I care, like.
*OH MY GOD.
*YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH I WOULD CARE IF YOU QUIT.
*I'M NOT JOKING.
*AND APPARENTLY,
*SINCE YOU SAID YOU ARE FOR NOW
j - REALLY ticked off. says (10:44 PM):
*You probably made, my heart shatter.
*PROBABLY , BECAUSE While i'm still raging, I can't feel any other emotion other than rage.
PizzaTheHutt says (10:45 PM):
*I made your heart shatter?
j - REALLY ticked off. says (10:46 PM):
*YOU KNOW WHY?
*BECAUSE SO MANY OF US
*LOVE YOU.
*LIKE.
*REALLY.
*YOU'RE LEGENDARY.
*YOU'RE AMAZING,
*AND YOU'RE QUITTING
*BECAUSE OF THIS ONE MISTAKE, ONE PERSON
*YOU CAN'T MAKE EVERYONE LIKE YOU IAN.
*BUT MOSTLY,
*EVERYONE ALREADY DOES
*D:
*ONLY ONE.
*SINGLE.
*FREAKING.
*PERSON.
*YOU LET THAT EFFECT HUNDREDS?
j - REALLY ticked off. says (10:47 PM):
*Plus, I would cry. After rage, yes.
PizzaTheHutt says (10:48 PM):
*No Josie, don't cry :(
j - REALLY ticked off. says (10:48 PM):
*First, I want to hear your response.
j - REALLY ticked off. says (10:49 PM):
*What the hell do you think i've been saying all along?
*FOR THE PAST TWO DAYS. D:
yes.
okay.
online relationships = BIG DEAL TO ME.
ESPECIALLY WHEN WE'RE FRIENDS. KAY?
SO GET THE FUCK OVER IT.
and yes, btw.
I'm waiting to hear Karen's side of the story.
SO.
IAN IS QUITTING, BECAUSE KAREN WAS.
okay, i'm going to be biased, warning, I DO love her. k? w/e.
BEING . REALLY. WEIRD.
okay, so shes abusive, yes, ian doesn't like that, ian questions her,
IAN SUPPOSEDLY MADE A MISTAKE AND UNINTENTIONALLY HURT HER.
yes.
EVERYBODY MAKES A FUCKING MISTAKE.
and he's quitting.
BECAUSE HE THINKS
OUR WHOLE SERVER IS PRETTY MUCH HOPELESS {inference}
WITHOUT HER.
BULL.
SHIT.
EVEN THOUGH SHE'S OBVIOUSLY IMPORTANT,
WE'RE NOT GOING TO GO CRAZY, IF THE SERVER ISNT ON FOR AN HOUR
IF IT'S STARTING TO LAG,
ITS A FUCKING GAME
you know what?
Being a GM is all about the community.
WE'RE TRYING TO "HELP" THE COMMUNITY. K. YEAH. ITS SHIT. WHATEVER.
THE POINT IS,
OVER THREE PEOPLE HAVE TRIED TO CONVINCE IAN TO STAY.
BECAUSE OF ONE PERSON,
ONE.
FUCKING.
HUMAN.
BEING.
EVERYBODY LOVES IAN.
HE'S NICE, HE'S FRIENDLY AND HELPFUL.
NO JOKE WHATSOEVER.
HE'S ALSO A PERSON WHO "WANTS TO HELP" AS MUCH AS HE CAN.
SO WHAT DOES HE DO?
HE FEELS ALL GUILTY FOR NO FUCKING REASON
HE MADE A MISTAKE.
HE'S HUMAN.
HE DOESN'T WANT TO MAKE MISTAKES,
HE WISHES HE CAN TURN BACK TIME,
WELL YOU KNOW WHAT?
IAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS
YOU FUCKING CAN'T.
GOD.
...
rage more later.