so today
i didnt get into deep shit
meh

yesterday jason , kev , teresa , tim , calvin , angy and i
went to pmall !
super duper fun , did all the usual things.. eating..
more eating.. spending money on useless crap..
YUTOPIA ! :)

and on the way home, we saw yuting! :D
my camera is being a bitch atm. it wont work when i try to upload it onto comp
freaking fdsksdgkdsjgsd! D:

anyway
its just basically what we usually do.
joke, talk, be retarded, eat! :)

lol, and by being retarded, we were playing like, cootie tag.
reminds me of being like , 6 yrs old. :)

and then we ate some goooooood food
i spent like fifteen dollarh total

so, everyone went home, and calvin angy and i didnt sleep over at timmys
i almost did.. but it was kinda boring, and besides, i kinda would've got killed.
when i'm ready to run away from home..

and when i got home
jason made me cry. U:

yeeeeeees.
i'm soft. and not mean, and like, recently.. i've been less mean. :)

KEVIN BROKE MY GLASSES
FFS
)':

psht
i don't really care.

btw.
the blind side.
i cried. D:

kso
sorry for ditching jason , kev, teresa & tim
and thanks for waiting tim :)

okieeee
today angy , jason , kev, teresa and tim went to pmall.
finally saw jason for the first time
after like wut, 5 months? D: {
and today he feels like being a prick. .-.
[he said so himself. ]

so anyway, pretty damn live.
i'll spare the details FOR NOW

uhhhh..
my mom didnt come home.
-YES-
so she didnt look for me, YES :D

That there's odours in my room.. let's just start with the beginning.
Warning: Long ass blogpost.

Today was a decent day.
I couldn't wake up at all today. I knew I had to put my contracts on.
I woke up, got dressed, ate, and then I put my contacts on.
One was adjusted wrong, but they were both hurting me like biatches.
Smart me, I had them on for about like , 4 hours. -.-"
So first period, Music! Funn, discussing about how Stephen got Calvin and Sammi lost yesterday.

I almost cried man! / I live in regent, and I've never been so scared in my life - Calvin H

AHAHAHA. ♥
--
HOOOOOOOOLD IT THERE. >:)

Okay. I used to HATE Calvin H. He used to bully me. U: so here's the story:
Calvin H and I had a crush on eachother , K?! on the first day. For like, a few days? weeks? iunno'.
Then I realized he was LD. .__." but , I really liked him , but... Evan & Alex.
[REMEMBER. LAST YEAR . TO THIS YEAR. HUUUUUUGEASS DIFFERENCES.]
which brings me to another thing.
Kevin Li and Evan, HANG OUT.
Yeah, I remember last year..

"You're dating Kevin Li right? Fat guy?"
"Why are you dating him? He's so fat."
"Just like a hippo."

Yeppppp . ♥ there is clearly friendly connections there . ;)
Evan is super nice now though.
It's scary. .__." Maybe because Evan + Alex hate eachother? 'iunno`d though.
ANYWAY--

So I eventually stopped liking him, he started liking SAMMI.
before meeting Sammi , {and still} I thought she is UUUUUBER CUUUUTE . :)
I was totally like stalking them though, because I am just that nosy.
-- Evan just totally msged me on msn. {distracted. ANYYWAAY}

...
...
OH YEAH! I found out lots of things, and soon eventually..
met Kevin! But that's another thing.

CALVIN H started bullying me, like right after he started crushing on Sammi, this and that,
MADE ME CRY AND HUMILIATE ME IN FRONT OF THE WHOLE FUCKING CLASS.
Yeah.. threw a basketball at my face.. kicked a soccer ball.. denied.. lied.. shit like that. :D

Now we're.. friends. Maybe close? Iunno.'
But I guess, with friends, comes enemies. ;___;"
this went around for the whole school year, until like. summer. :)

SO THAT WHOLE STORY =
ME BEING SUCH A HUGEEEEE HYPOCRITE.

Swore to him that I'd kill him one day..
actually I did that to Timmy Ma.. and Nitheisan as well...

WOW THAT WAS HUGEEEEE. KAYYYYYY ANYWAY;

Second period, third period..
THIRD PERIOD = SCIENCE.
OH MY GOD I LOVEEEEEEEE SCIENCEEEEEE ♥♥♥♥♥
MR JACKSON IS REALLY AWESOME . I LOVE HIS TEACHING WAYS, maybe i'm just good at it or something , but whatever he says, I get in a SNAPPP . ♥
I occasionally have a question, but usually about something else.
Also I love how his eyes are like a frigging bright blue.
SO SEXY.
his eyes, not him. -flutters eyes-

kay, soooooooo LUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUNCH !
So Patcharida, Michelle, Timmy , and I went to Tim's house for lunch. :)
When we were walking, something really.. "flattering" but AMAZINGLY SCARY HAPPENED.
I SWEAR TO GOD.
I WAS JUST LIKE. REALLY. REALLY PARANOID.

"OH MY GOSH SHE'S SO CUUUUUUTE"
"I KNOW MANN , I'D LIKE , RAPE HER RIGHT THERE"
- Patcharida + Michelle

and then, I was clinging onto Sammi.
"OHPLEASEDON'TLEAVEME." ;__; - in my head.

and she left me. OTL

... yeah... I kind of.. walked a large distance away from them.. ;__;
then , Tim's place, eating, chatting, fixing contacts {thanks Patchie o wo)b}


so then.. GUIDANCE.
Guidance is always fun eh?
Mr. Holker is a blast! He's always telling us hilariously sad stories. ; u;
♥ much looooves.

kay so anyway, after that class. French.. we were just on the computer, listening to music..
MAN , ONE TIME IS STUCK IN MY HEAD NAO.

kso , Math period..
OH YEAH. I should write this down.. I will! I learned:

radius x 2 x π = circumference
diameter x π = circumference
diameter divided by 2 = radius. :)

I'M SO SMART.
BWAHAHAHA..
I hate algebra. It hurts my head. It reminds me of how I used to think
n + 1 = ?
was hard. .__." kaaysoanyway;


After school, Kevin L, Timmy L, Sammi and I went to Sammi's place. :D
I LOOOOOOOOOOOOVE HER WHITE ROBE . ♥
so like , we were listening to music, talking, helping her with the maple thingy, {which I still have to do.. oh.. a lot of-- anyway.} and CAMWHORINGGGG. ♥♥
yes my idea, i love the camera kay?
so , taking pictures, blaaah, after that I left.. :)

I went with my mumsy to go eat pork chops ~ SO YUMMY.
twenty dollars. so worth it chyeah? :')
i ♥ her..
i hope she puts my grandmum in a helping home soon. = n=

kayso.. got home.. NOSE STARTED BLEEDING BECAUSE IT WAS TOO COLD..
I was like, scratching it too. I ALSO FORGOT I WAS WEBCAMMINGGGGG.
HOW EMBARASSING. TT nTT''

kay, so now.. after finishing homework.. partially done helping sammi.. I have this to do.

: HELP SAMMI
: TEACH CALVIN HOW TO TV
: HELP OLIVER FOR A LONGGG WHILE -.-"

-
PLANSSSS;
- PMALL TOMORROW AT .. 12? -confused-
- GOING TO SILVERSNAIL FOR BUNNY / PANDA HAT ♥



...
most of this convo was about Calvin.. OH YAY I REMEMBERED. ♥
this will be more serious..

-----
Friends talk about each-other behind their backs.
I'm a "fly on the wall." [Mr.Holker's reference]
Even best friends, good friends, or acquaintances.
It's almost impossible not to.. unless you're Madeline.. but anyway.
I want to know.. what would people say about me?
I don't know very much about myself regardless, I just know.. I'm weird, I accept a lot of things, I believe in justice, peace, karma, and I have spiritual beliefs..

:/
Tell me.
If I was being backstabbed.. what would it be for?

i know what it feels like.
= n=

so right now it's about 7
i'm eating a chewie bar and blindedly typing on the computer.
= n=

hope today's a good day..
ttyl?

i`m whining right now.
I WANT AN ASIAN CUT NOW ,
BANGS , {SIDE & SHORTT }
LONGG , THIN AND LAYERED.
BUT LONG TO MY WAIST FOR GRAD. SOMETHING LIKE :

SNSD member.

so yeah.. brown hair. >:D or like .. mahogany brown. >:)
or black, and streaks ..
I WANT MY PINK STREAKS BACK MON .

LIKE THIS :
in grade seven.. when HE was totally not rude and obnoxious. U:

yeah, i'm so over him. /rolls eyes.
.. i'm so in denial.
i was foolish to believe there was true love, especially when we' are both so naive and young.
there's only one person in the world out there that truly makes me smile.
we don't talk, nor they know it. :/

"probably the same reason why you broke up with me"
"actually idk why"

...

i'm going to ask if my cousin can help dye my hair for me. .__.

man , i love mariam & cecilia . :)
they are better than TV .

so we're all coming home , and then they start bickering about the most stupidest things ,
i reeallyy started L O Ling when mariam was like ,
"VERNOOOON"
and cecilia was like ,
"ABIILASHHHHHH"

i couldn't stop.
it was waaaaaayy too hysterical. :)

bwahaha. if anything really ever happened between our whole friend group , i'd be super sad..
i've known mariam for so longggg .. yet , i feel as if i have a lot more to learn about her. :)
i 'm excited..

OH SO WE WERE PLAYING Cat's Cradle (2 player, + fingers only)
(so no putting the hand through and stuff)
we got to like, this level where there's a diamond with two X's , but then I got confused,
It's a mathematical formula, i know that much. :DD

I played until like 4, at Ceci's building =P

Today was fuunn.
LOL SUBAN VS MS KADY IN ARM WRESTLING

Ms Kady won. ;D

you're not my friend anymore,
are you?

on another note.
nts; linda

i fucking love gay guys.
no offense, straight people / bi / lesbians.

♥

patcharida and michelle just called me.. i think they're lost. =P
i'm making some asian spring rolls.. mmm oily and yummy >:)

then i have chicken noodle soup..
tonight's going to be a good night..
warm night.

chyeah

god.
regardless to say, i hate it when people don't admit to their fault.

more bloggers.
♥

and raped my room man.
smells terrible. U: <

i sweeeeearrrr , he better not break my keyboard..

today was an okay day.
I AM ANNOYED AT HOW MUCH CONTACTS HATE MEE
]X
I LOVE YOU THOUGHHHHH.

as day gets by, i'm being happier, more tired, and still think life is a waste. :)
hm.

it only took me about ten minutes to put on mine now. :DD

okay, so today i have a feeling will be an OK day.. :D
i did all my homework.. gah.. no more going to tims house.
always late. U:
-stares at patch and michelle-

before i sleep..

there are a few people I want to get give gifts to.
like, BIIIG gifts. ^^'

waah..
okei im tired
i cant wait to just snuggle and sleep ~

OHYEEEAH.
came back from fairview mall + sm auditions w/Michelle !

it was like, nerve-racking / boring / exciting / funny. XDD;;
i hate my voiceee.

i swear, there must've been about 800 people auditioning. :/

anyway, i plan to just rush my graph
and chiiiiiiiiiiill :D

i wonder if Teresa's still awake..
LOL

me and michelle were practicing for SM :D
for 3 hours LMFAO , starting from 12..
man.. her voice is so awesomee.. just like patchies > w<
mine. = wtf? >__>
im kind of nervous, not really, i want to try for fun. :D

remember to bring
- C ON TA CTS !!
- Necklaces for Michelle
- Mascara [ two ] and base,
-

wearing;
- Abercrombie Plaid shirt
- Abercrombie yellow under shirt
- Skinny jeans
- Converse
- Brown bow clip
- Either lock / ribbon necklaces

i made someone happy.
that makes me happy. :DD

nts;
pay dad five dollars. LOL

lol bianca got me hooked on this wordd. :)

so after reading
- Yuting's
- Peiyi's
- Alliyah's
- Linda's
- Cecilia's
- Sally's
- Rachel's
- Lisa's

wishlist!!

I decided to do a better version than the one on fb.
You know, make it all pretty and everything. :DD

One thing will never change.. MONEY!

As you should know, I am OBSESSED with money. For these reasons!

• My mom LENT me $80 for my pullip doll.. (Sofia).. I don't regret it. (but I do have to pay her back at christmas *due date.)

• If you don't know what to get me, money is best, because that way I can get what I want, by myself. ^^

• I want to buy another pullip doll ^^'' (Papin :) )
  

• I want to buy more contact lenses. :D (my prescription is -4.25 / -4.50 btw. ; u;)

• Remember, since Christmas is coming up, I don't want to be dead-broke before paying my mum back. )X But I want to get gifts for everyone! ^^' at least I'll try..
  

Cosmetics

if you get me cosmetics, make sure it's stuff I can wear.
i'm a very neutral person, so nothing like bright cyan, or hot pink. :D
Neutral tones like peaches, brown, slight reds, and maybe soft SOFTT pinks. o:

Clothing.
If you get me clothing, please note!
I love colorful and bright clothing, but at times, I can't be bothered to dress up and I throw whatever NEUTRAL is on. So my range goes like this.
Rainbows on great days {happy happy}, monotone / brown on tiring slash GTFOUTOFMYFACE days. :D

BUT! If you get me gifts, I will wear them! :)

• Headbands

LOL ~ I love headbands. :) cute, classic, bright, ANYTHING! ^^ I love them ~

• Shorts / Jeans

I need more shorts.. for like the summer, or jean shorts. :)
+ I need more skinny jeans, I only own 2.. (I like them more now. :D) I'm a size zero. :)

• Skirts

I love these, I want to wear them in the winter! :D
I only have three. D: and my mom put them away.. /roar

• Leg Warmers

I looooooove these things kay? :D

• LOOOONG socks.

It's cold out. I want to be able to wear shorts and skirts in the winter. >:)

• Stockings (?)

Okay, I had a rant like a few months ago on how much I hate these, along with skinny jeans. D: nevertheless, i'm a hypocrite. I still don't really like how they feel, they aren't as snug as skinny jeans, but I can bare it, it's actually really warming. ; u;

• Arm Warmers

I love the decora / harajuku style, (as the people should know. :D) so.. yay! :D

• Necklaces

I love these. :D

• Earrings!

LOL! It seems like I'm the only one who can wear these out of everyone's I read. ;]
I like! I'm not alergic to anything so you can get me plastic earrings too. :D

• Bracelets (?)
  

I like them , but they tend to bother me when I try to write. D:
You don't know how much problem I had on halloween ;__;

• Hats

I love these! teehee :D

• AVIATORS

Okay, as you know I recently got contact lenses, it's been like,
forever a dream to be able to wear aviators! (stupid glasses.)

I hope these give you an idea. :)
^^
Off to do Oli's work.. ~

i'm being a bitch
:/

i forgot to ask Teresa.. well
if i could use some of the solution, before leaving..
well, i didn't think it'd be that smart.. iunno, i used a lot. DX;;
+ i need to buy my own.
then i remembered for tomorrow. FML.

my mum called me a prostitute.
Fuck you mom, fuck you.

I was explaining how our place is so old and dirty and shit, like really..
and she replied. *to my grandmom
"I bet you when she grows up she'll meet a guy, that guy has a nice house, and stay with him forever"
I was fucking pissed.
LIKE REALLY.
WHAT THE SHIT IS WRONG WITH YOU?


GOD.
FML.

=====================================================
TODAY.

I woke up at 6AM, learning how to put the contacts on.
it took me thirty minutes for each eye.. .__.
But I got it !I was so proud of myself..
my prescription is 4.25 and the lenses are 4.50.. fuck.
Oh well.. my eyes are pretty much 4.50. xD;; + just need for school, so yahhhhh..

kay anyway.
went to school, blahg,
many people were like, LEMME SEEEEEE.
/stares deep into your eyes.
/stares deeply back so i dont feel awkward. :DD

Sister 2 Sister, fuuuuun.
took pictures.. left camera at Sofia's... blech :P


OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
Timmy gave Sammi solution that burns eyes.. by accident.. :/
She end up like, crying the last time I saw her DD:
Timmy feels really guilty.. bleeeeeehh........
;___________________________________________;

but before that
Teresa, GRRRRRRRRRRRR she makes me jealous!
it only took her like 10 minutes to put it on, and i was like. DD:! so fasttttt
Michelle took .. long. about my time,
because she "never touched her eyeball" and she was afraid to.
me and patcharida are like... "/facepalm ITS NOT SCARY!"
xD she eventually got over her fears and did it! yay her. /clap clap clap
Sammi got hers tooo... {yeah this part is before she goes home with .. damaged eyes? ;-;}
purple, blue, & grayy. !

bleeeeeeeehhhhhhhh ~ it was fun todayyy...
BAWHAHA Sofia's so funny.

can't wait to lure her to mr. lui. :D

hehehe.
took a shower, ate yummy dinner, wahaha.

nts;
NEW MOON TOMORROW. {11 - 2}
BRING CELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL.

got my contacts
they hate me

i broke three nails
and they're bleeedingggg

fk.

i did rachelles, teresas, and mine. DX

ttc worker
god
FYUCKING

there's nothing to do besides school..
i don't want to go pick up my contacts anymore.. :/

No. I don't.
I have migraines, but I don't.

This.. is recent...
I kind of lost track of who I am.

I am always so constantly busy, I don't even do anything for myself anymore.
Procrastinating = not for my benefits.

Idk.. I just feel.. really weird.. I don't know who I am anymore.. like.. yesterday.. at Mariam's place..
They said that Kevin changed me.
I have a feeling..

I've been hiding and using that as an excuse, but i'm not entirely sure, of who I am..
By the way, this is not puberty. -__-

Anywhut, I used to use maple to escape real life, and be someone that I could never be.
It's changed. I act the same as always.
I'm sweet and bitchy.
Contradicting? I know. >__>"

I used to care about how I looked.. just slightly, if I was unappealing or not.
I don't really care anymore, I can't be bothered, I'm too lazy.
I enjoy looking appealing once in a while though. ^^

Am I over Kevin?
Am I over MYSELF?
Can I ever forgive myself?
Is it my family?
Stress of the workload we're always being piled upon?

What the hell is wrong with me?

I'm not bandwagon.
In fact, I kind of despise it.
Except when I actually think the product is worth it. ( EXTREMELY RARE )


In my perspective, this is extremely biased, if you can't handle my shit, skip this please.
I don't find a reason to care about weight at OUR age.
I know you might say "That's how you think, because you're a stick". CORRECT.
That is how I think, because I've never experienced being fat, WELL PARDON ME.

Kay, so, I don't find A N Y O N E fat.. besides Polly.
Sorry Polly Nguyen. You're overweight. .__."

People that keep telling me they're fat, or they've encountered the fact with me,
(Mariam, Angy, Teresa)
YOU ARE NOT FAT. KAY? AVERAGE. A - V - E - R - A - G - E.

As well as, when you actually admit you're average, and you want to lose even more weight.
.__.
It's not my pet peeve or anything, but I seriously think this is a huge problem in our female society.

Mariam.
You're amazingly academically talented.
As well as being amazing in the performing arts.

That's like, +500 compared to that like +1 of weight.

QUITE FRANKLY
I rather be an ugly fugball, WITH FRIENDS, and be amazingly smart.
I just said fugball. ;_______;"

/sigh

I need a therapist. Really.
I kind of want to tell my mum.. but I know she'll be like "Why are you thinking so much?!"
.______.;

It hurts when you don't know who you are..
:'(

nts
do music
if not, i'll fail it . shiiiit

i'm failing french. woooooow.
♥

kay so.
Today was fun, fast, and easy.
.WAAHAHA I don't have school tomorrow ! BOOYEEEAH. takethat k?

more details later. O;
I saw Vivian & found her blog! :)
.. i feel so stalkerish. >:D

I only got like, 4 hours of sleep? ;__;
and some maybe crappy pictures of Sofia?

she looked really pretty under the lighting, so I was like. OKAY, A MIDNIGHT PHOTOSHOOT :D

result:
MEHHHHHHH
=__________________=
| |


oh well.
had no hmwk anyway. ;]

josie. I can't describe it, you're just one of the most important people, one of the people I haven't lost trust in yet. You've never really hurt me, and never use me. ty for being thar when I'm down and for understanding my feelings when no one else can.

this.
made.
my.
night. ♥

i can say the exact same things back.
;__; ilutessy.

I hope to seriously, take off the "yet".

s`way cute.
anywaaay

so mariam told me the obvious,
they were annoyed that i was pretty much ditching them, not mistaken
i felt pretty guilty about it too.. T__T
but.. not just for him.. for my "new" friends.. x3
oh well.. i changed...
idk if its for the worst or for better.. like now :P
hehehe
ooh my copic marker is really pretty. :D
.. sowwie
kay anywaay.. im glad she told me
that way i didnt have to be like "they took it really well.." :P
i still love you regardless.. :D

-------------------------
wow i'm such a player
like really.. compared to my friends from rose.. like mariam, cecilia and whatever,
i'm the ugliest of them all.. yet people like, ACTUALLY LIKED ME

right now
i cant not go look in the mirror and be like "BLECH -.-" "
i am ugly. i feel ugly.
i don't care..

its so strange.. really.. :/
i havent realized if it was a big deal or whatever..
but cmon,
i got my first kiss in grade ONE
majority of my friends didn't even have theirs yet.. T_T

i feel slutty
yeah
shut up, this is my blog
]:

well.. life is boring atm...
/knocks on wood
i like it this way
just not so much work please? )X

Weird.
Yesterday, the whole internet connection went strange and confused.
At like, 11:30 - 2 ? :|

anywhat.
Today will be a day, where I won't care.
Just.. not care.
Drift away..

and
IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO SAY, PLEASE AND THANK YOU? D:
/pet peeve rant.
I hate it when someone doesn't say please and thank you. ;__;"
Idk why, but I find it like they aren't grateful, no matter what the amount is.
[ but i know they are ]
Yesterday, I helped my DAD with a lot of shit, and he doesn't say one word of thanks.
I was peeved.
-__-


===============
and what the hell is Cecilia + Yuting arguing about?
Whatever it is, it's cracking me up. :D

you're the only reason that i ever believed in love.
you actually made me value you more than teresa at that moment.
i wanted to tell her.
but i thought you would keep your promise.

whenever you try to piss me off,
i can't help but wonder, why did i ever fall in love with you.

that is what is holding me back.
i can't move on.

i miss you.

you're an idiot.

today my day was
W E I R D
like really weird.

morning was like,
"YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEES"

everything's dates got extended til' like, wednesday. :)

yes!
afternoon.
we were doing the lame dance. /fail

okay.
i ended up staying until
FOUR THIRTY doing my frigging brochure.

the printer worked for Thinoba and Suban.
It hated me.
I'm going to rig it one day. D:

ffs.
i hate my grandma -.-"

who wears short skirts,
wears high heels,
that bitches.
that's not afraid to take a chance,
not afraid to step up her game.
not afraid to be a slut
not to be afraid of life.

I want to be that girl.

That I was happy to go to the dentist.
My dentist was so sweet, and so polite, it was so cute. > w<
She made : "Your teeth are horrible" into "You shouldn't worry or let it upset you, your teeth are fine, you should just brush a little longer." /smiling

bwahaha . C:
but, man, subway = packed.
I'm glad to be home now.. -pats Sofia-

A doll?
A hundred dollars?!
Are You Crazy?!

I end up getting the doll. -- excuse me, her.
:)
---------------------------------

A nice and warm day.
9:30 AM.
Staring at pictures of Blythe Dolls.

At first, I thought I would walk home with either a Blythe doll, or nothing.

Stared at pictures until 12.


DARN.

But then, I remembered, I had to get a gift for Bianca , so I went anyway!
after arriving at the shop, and spending about twenty minutes picking her gift,



-Gets lost for about an hour w/ mum ;__;-

-arrives at shop-
"Excuse me miss, do you sell any ball jointed dolls?"
"No sorry.. we don't, but we do sell Pullips and Blythes, which are pretty similar--"
"Pullips?! May you please point to where I could find them?"
/points
"Thank you very much!"
/rushes over.
After a long ten minute decision between two other Pullips with hideous clothing
"This is the one mom!"
"Are you sure? It's $107.99, maybe there is something less expensive?"
/rushes over to the counter.
"Please reserve this for me as I go look for some Blythe dolls"
"Okay, the dolls are upstairs"
"Thank you very much!"
/rushes upstairs
/sees SCARY BLYTHE DOLLS
"Ah! Forget it, these are way too scary!"
"Agreed. I'll lend you money for the Pullip instead"
"OMG, thank you so much mum!"
/leaves store with a Prunella Pullip.

HAHA!
Okay so you're probably wondering why the hell I haven't posted this right when I got it?
I was busy taking pictures and choosing an outfit for Sofia.
C:
Sofia is named after my "role model" Sofia. C:
harhar. As cheesy as it sounds.. but she does look like a Sofia! see:
clicky here for her bio!

Well, time to sleep. Goodnight guys! C:

harhar.
I woke up today, and got on the computer, as usual, feeling mellow, finally the weekend !
Teresa invited me to go swimming with her, Sally, Rachel, Aliyah, Thomas, and some other dude? at our school pool, because we have free swim on thursdays and saturdays. c:
So I was half an hour late. BOOOOOO. )x;
I kept running back and forth.. oh well. Then I saw Dasha at the station! We went all the way.. only to discover, IT WAS CLOSED. D8
but then i saw Teresa, Sally, and Alex (Sally's brother)
so Dasha left, and we all walked to chinatown.. and waited for Aliyah, and then we went to Withrow park to take pictures, talk, etc etc.
I think I caught a cold.. mm..
I went home, feeling hungry.. so I bought Tim's ! yaay. :)
and now i'm here writing this . XDD;;

- do teresas layout
- movies w/ my mum tomorrow ^ u^

behehehe
more later. i just feel like .. talking and.. yeah.

so, today was a really .. "good" day.
FINALLY I HAVE NO MORE HOMEWORK.

I went home, decided to take a little "nap".
I was awakened by finding out Patcharida and Timmy were here.. I was like.
FASFJSDKJFS WUT
THIS CAN'T BE HAPPENINGGGGGGG.

/extremely messy in my room, + i had lots of shit out everywhere. god.
LOL they came over for food, and I was like. HMM. what the hell do I have. o.o
So, Timmy had like, fried rice with lots of other stuff to go with it, like tempura, eggs, etc.
Patcharida had curry.. and noodles. ehhhhh.. nothing else better to eat. :3
chicken is yummy though. ^^

And so we were just doing homework.. talking.. phoning with Patrick .. LOL.
ahaha. i'm definitely "awake" now.

Yes I do act different at home rather than school mk? T_T

you know who you are.

so tegan came to our school right ?
why do we get all the shitty people? - -"
obviously, tegan's awesome , (or so to say ;) ) so she transfered into kev&bianca's class.
damn it.
i hope she doesn't become two-faced . like the first five seconds she arrived,
she's going to lunch w/ them already.
like seriously , the fuck?!

well . whatever.
people will set her straight . (:
winchesters ! ♥

---- i swear to myself after 7 i will work til i die.
KK SO;

TODAY WE WENT TO WUT , ESSEX ! WHOOOOOOOO
it was a skilled trades showcases, AND H O M F G .
CENTRAL TECH LOOKS SO FUCK`N AWESOME !

they have, cooking course, cosmetics, fashion designer, OH EM GEEEEE.
I WANT TO GO GO GOOOOOOOOOOOO
idk about jarvis atm mhan..
acedemics--

i totally went afk for about 5 hours
did my homework
and shiiiiiiiit
finally done math. YAY.

music.
ohshit

patcharida and patrick are back together .' (:
how cyuuuute .

♥

they do make a good couple though. ^^
...
it must be awful to love someone who doesn't love you back..

i'm going to overload
implode ,
blow everything off.

people are asking me to help them with surveys,
and i as well. :) so now, i'm amazingly ticked,
about to tear,
all i can feel is the anger and frustration right now.

read my rant.


yes.
okay.
online relationships = BIG DEAL TO ME.
ESPECIALLY WHEN WE'RE FRIENDS. KAY?
SO GET THE FUCK OVER IT.

and yes, btw.
I'm waiting to hear Karen's side of the story.

SO.
IAN IS QUITTING, BECAUSE KAREN WAS.
okay, i'm going to be biased, warning, I DO love her. k? w/e.
BEING . REALLY. WEIRD.
okay, so shes abusive, yes, ian doesn't like that, ian questions her,
IAN SUPPOSEDLY MADE A MISTAKE AND UNINTENTIONALLY HURT HER.
yes.
EVERYBODY MAKES A FUCKING MISTAKE.

and he's quitting.
BECAUSE HE THINKS
OUR WHOLE SERVER IS PRETTY MUCH HOPELESS {inference}
WITHOUT HER.
BULL.
SHIT.
EVEN THOUGH SHE'S OBVIOUSLY IMPORTANT,
WE'RE NOT GOING TO GO CRAZY, IF THE SERVER ISNT ON FOR AN HOUR
IF IT'S STARTING TO LAG,
ITS A FUCKING GAME
you know what?

Being a GM is all about the community.
WE'RE TRYING TO "HELP" THE COMMUNITY. K. YEAH. ITS SHIT. WHATEVER.
THE POINT IS,
OVER THREE PEOPLE HAVE TRIED TO CONVINCE IAN TO STAY.
BECAUSE OF ONE PERSON,
ONE.
FUCKING.
HUMAN.
BEING.

EVERYBODY LOVES IAN.
HE'S NICE, HE'S FRIENDLY AND HELPFUL.
NO JOKE WHATSOEVER.
HE'S ALSO A PERSON WHO "WANTS TO HELP" AS MUCH AS HE CAN.

SO WHAT DOES HE DO?
HE FEELS ALL GUILTY FOR NO FUCKING REASON
HE MADE A MISTAKE.
HE'S HUMAN.
HE DOESN'T WANT TO MAKE MISTAKES,
HE WISHES HE CAN TURN BACK TIME,
WELL YOU KNOW WHAT?
IAN IF YOU'RE READING THIS
YOU FUCKING CAN'T.

GOD.

...
rage more later.

/tries to blog.
I love Karen and All,
but what Ian is telling me, I'm on the verge to kill.
D:

Argh.
Help me. T_____T


I forgot what I was going to blog about..
._______."

Shooting the messenger.
Really minor, but whatever.
I hate it when somebody gets blamed for delivering a message.
I really do.
Not literally though.
I wish I could shoot people in the head.
I hate so many people, it's not even funny.

On another note,
Come back Bunny Doll . ):