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innocence.
sup.'

josie is this "cute" little fourteen year old girl everybody believes who always has a smiling mask on her face. she kisses the stars, makes a wish on 11:11 every night, and this particular special day, march the sixteenth. born in, living in, attending in, toronto ontario, a middle school, somewhere over the rainbow. she likes getting personal, she's one flirtacious short person , short as 4'8, one of the reasons she suffers from bipolar, paranoia, heartbreak, and several other illnesses. believes rainbow dinosaurs are real, has the most craziest friends ever, believes she's half icecream and whippedcream, likes being crazy, downtownerr, bisexual, a little too light as 72lbs , talks a lot, loves to interact, can't achieve anything higher than a seventy. work wonders with a camera, and therapy with other people, just not herself. loves photography and photoshopping, manipulations of course. she's also spazztastic & is proud of having a messed up smile.

11:11 ♥

money
♥ cute / fobby trucker hats
new contacts.
♥ striped shorts.
♥ oversized superman top. (:
discover who i want to be
black&white nikes.
♥ FOBBY long necklaces.
SLR camera
save up more more more money. (:
♥ lots of baggy hoodies
♥ black converse.

hearts talking.

mm, be right back . formspring hacked. :/

alternative exits.

andric arnie ani brenda breana bunny doll cecilia class 85 diana daniel eugene haley janet joyce kathy kevin khashi lea lei lee ann linda lisa mariam michelle tanallover teresa thinoba peiyi sally samiha shirley sung rachel reilly ryan timmy timmy valerie xinyi yuting zuzu

my days, not yours.

April 2009
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June 2009
July 2009
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September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
September 2011

thank you.

editing; yours truly (:
basecodes; Kary-yan/Missyan.
hosts; x o x

Saturday, October 31, 2009

yaaayy . !
today was a great day ,
i went trick-or-treating with Yasmin, Teresa, Kevin, Angy and Claire! :)

--
We stopped at a house, where there was this man who live(d) in Japan that gave out snickers,
and so while I explained my costume (I was a harajuku girl and I explained around 5 times?)
he said I did a pretty good job. Whoo hoo! 8DDDDD
HARAJUKU .
yeah, decided to blog that out of everything first. :)

@cousins atm . o:

====================================================
me and angy went late, because i misunderstood that we meet at 5, and that we'd arrive around 5:30ish, but .. teresa left the place already, and then oops, we came later T__T;;
oh well.. on the way, we saw Kevin come out of HIC, and invited him , aha lool.
when we got there, chatter stuff like that , doing hair and makeup ,
TERESA DID AWESOME CURLS ON MY HAIR.
THEY'RE SO ELEGANT AND GORGEOUS C:
--not that i didn't love cecilia's curls , they were awesome too, and more.. "punk"-ish yno?
then Oreo, Nicole and Yasmin came!
Oreo is her super duper cute puppy, who's EXTREMELY active..

so anyway, we all left, Kev + Teresa ditched ACNMOJ , you should know what that stands for . srsly.

Then mid-way after, Teresa + I ditched ACMNOK
and then , Teresa + Claire ditched AMNJOK,
we kept trying to keep up with eachother .
YASMIN LOST HER GLASSES on the first street.
i was like , homg how does that happen?! D:

and wow, i can't find my bunny clip /worried face T_____T

-- anyway then we all went to like , a corner, started eating like pieces of our candy and "chilled"
LOL WE SAW THREE GUYS
dressed up as girls.
one was wearing a mini-skirt.
it was hot . :)

we went "WHOO , HAPPY HALLOWEEN" :)
bwahah, then sadly we started walking again T__T
but this was the last street! to 711
oh !--
second street was vernon's street. LOL we went to his door, but he wasnt home
what an ass. )X<

epic isnt it? :)
so then we all went back to Claire's lovely and cozy home :0
we all like , checked our candy and stuff, i got a bag full , pretty heavy -__-
i threw out like 25% of it though
nasty candy. :)

her mum made us alphabet soup! so yummy > w<
so we were "chilling"again, and just like , talking.. stuff, camming, blaahh.
we got back at claire's at like 9:30ish , and teresa's mum drove us home , so i arrived at my cousins at like 11:45
which ends my lovely halloween story.
last year..
anyway, next topic.

FML.
its continuous so..
okay so i arrived at 11:45 right?
my mom called and told me to go home.
she knew i was going to be spending the night here,
and she actually called to pick me up.
i was so pissed.
i was just like
what the fuck?

no. i'mstaying here.
i am NOT going home at frigging 12.
-.-"

and then , Carmen convinced her, yaay. ; u;
geez. -.-

bwahaha.
I don't care -2NE1.


10:45 PM



And mum, that's why you frigging ask.
/face palm.

You keep saying that everything is killing you,
It's getting to be fucking annoying.


11:26 AM



frigging wakes me up, tells me to go to sleep, and then makes a fucking smoothie
TURNED A BLENDER ON AT FUCKING FIVE AM.


4:52 AM


Friday, October 30, 2009

yepppppppppp
:)

8:27 PM



whipped cream + chocolate syrup is amazing comfort food.
:) ♥


7:44 PM



yes !
the dance was frigging awesome .

WHOOO
SAMMI + CALVIN :) ♥
that dance was waay too cute mhannnn . oh and ;
JESSE + MING. ♥
k so like you know ,
ming and jesse both have a crush on eachother
for like a frigging year now
and he finally danced with her, for like 3 seconds
because linda took a piccy )x
k a w a i i ,
HEY , JESSE. A GIRL CAN'T WAIT FOREVER.
speaking of which,

is Yong Zhu {or however you spell his name} really dating Patcharida?
Probably not. :)
They slow danced next to Sammi and Calvin though, I thought it was cute
because i think sammi and calvin danced AFTER patcharida and yong zhu started, so they won't be.. "afraid" :)

/sigh
to be really honest, I am so not over Kevin.
I kinda' wanted to ask him to the dance.. as friends though.
But I think it'd make it awkward afterwards, besides
I was chicken to be rejected . .___.

can't believe he's hanging out with Evan though..
either Evan changed, or he did.
But I never see Evan hanging around Sasha and them anymore, so..
hypocrite.
hippo, fat kevin, why are you dating him?
geezus christ . :/

changing blog layout . ♥
after maplingggggg..
and i think timmys coming over?
iunno though.


I got so many "you're so cute!"s
on my harajuku outfit ~
i .. hear jesse--- LOL anyway

I kinda always wanted to dress like that, but I have to admit, freaking bothersome.
IT MADE ME SWEAT, AND ITS LIKE WINTER. /shot


5:12 PM


Thursday, October 29, 2009

did my poster,
clipped both toenails and nails
tried on outfit
looks frigging awesome . (:
just can't find a fcuking dress shirt
so i have to wear this like pinstriped one .
:/ bleeeeeeech.
w/e . (: i'm adorable ktx

.. ish . )x

anyway
i was working on commisions

pick up contacts.. soon
um , go to spadina with myrae , (meera)
and then pick up contacts for rachelle as well . baaaah.

xD


11:46 PM


Wednesday, October 28, 2009

you are one.

hypocrite.


-------------------------------------------
have a shit load of things to do.. :/
do music -> commissions -> poster.
bwhahahaha


4:15 PM


Monday, October 26, 2009

My hair, just got stuck on a comb.
Friends + Oil = Ftw.

I thought I would have to chop it off. /phew.

I want to cut my bangs though.
But now i'm afraid to use a comb.. :/

oh and.
YUTING IS BACK.


10:40 PM



sick of this blog layout now
ill change it when i have the time . >:)

ar ar ar
back to grade six..
should i get fobby bangs? ; u;
and curl the ends of my hair?
it's always been my "dream type of hair"
and i have to say, i looked cute with bangs.
but back then i had really short hair , bigger cheeks.
so iunno

i`m still the same height thou ' - -"

reading cardcaptors . (:


6:43 PM



has a lot of shit to do. :/

y`'re cute. figure it out .

mmmmmmm.
wants a fob cut.
a really , really fob style cut . (:
bwahaha.
"short" side bangss & layers + red dye. (y)


4:29 PM



for pulling an all nighter, that requires me to do stuff.
such as reading my old blog posts.


and I can only say,
oh wow.


2:46 AM


Sunday, October 25, 2009

bored of my layout.
pulling an all nighter w/ homework..
yeah.

6:30 PM



I'm over-reacting.

Stupid mum.
My treasoning is gone.


6:25 PM



i need some.
warning: extremely biased + hateful post.

today I went to k-town with michelle, kevin and jacky.
we were just basically walking around, trying to find trucker-hats + fooood.

i end up spending five bucks on my lunch at KFC.
greatttttt.
penny wars, stuff like the usual things you think kevin would do.
it was okay, everyone had fun,
when i twas time to go home,
i thought i would ask kevin to lend me a ticket, so I can pay him tomorrow right?
He told me he doesn't lend people tickets.
I was like, yeah you do..
based on what i know of last year, but i wouldn't think that would change like,
lending people tickets? o____o
he had five as well. I would've gave it back tomorrow, like, what the hell?
I just don't understand why the hell he wouldn't lend me a ticket.
IT'S A FRIGGING TICKET.
You would honestly leave someone out around in CHINATOWN when it takes them like, 2 to 4 hours to WALK back home?
Sorry, I'd have to say, (here comes the biased part)
You're cruel.

you would let a "acquaintance" of yours, stand out in the cold and WALK home?
What if that was you in the situation?

Did you treat me different because I was dating you?
I thought I was your friend.
I guess not.


Time to shower, get to work.
As well as, fuck you mom.
Fuck you. :)


5:50 PM


Saturday, October 24, 2009

i love it.
i wish i had a BJD to use.
but my lovely {four or six} years old bratz doll will do.



Jade.
gorgeous isn't she?
quite frankly, i don't believe it's the doll that makes the picture.
it's the photography.


5:23 PM



i had a dream that somebody made a rumor,
that i called kevin li a slut.
at this point, i started laughing and asking that person if they were joking right?
wrongg.

so obviously, i told the truth, NO.
some people believed me , some people didn't.
people knowing me for me, (ithink) i didn't really care as long as i was honest.
so i was thanking the people who did believe me, and i "acted" worried to the others who hadn't.
it got really big, and then that somebody wanted me to do a favour for them,
i didn't know who somebody was right?
i found out through a series of class switches.
IT WAS A FUNNY DREAM. AHAHA, just like clue.

i asked everyone individually,
and knowing kevin, he wouldn't tell the truth, so , bwaha.
and then i dreamt about doing a census for the whole situation.
argh.
i'm such a nerd , but anyway.
at the end, that somebody commit suicide.
:|

then it started to get pretty creepy.
but i found out who it was, and then i woke up.
strannnnnnnnnnngeeeeee.

:D


11:22 AM


Friday, October 23, 2009

i have like, seven assignments to do.

- poem | rewrite | be ready for making the poster
- math project to do soon
- music essay. .____." due monday
- music project - shit like, last priority for more time? -.-'
due really soon.
- brochure DUE ON NOVEMBER 6TH
- organizer DUE OCTOBER 29TH
- pick up contact lenses
- study for french test .(not really)
- study for science

holy shit.


4:23 PM


Thursday, October 22, 2009

I think.
I think it's just pretty.
I'm sure you won't mind. :)


10:43 PM



drama online = not so cool.
first ,
who the fuck are you to tell somebody how to act?

no
i didn't think so.
it's not a sign of respect towards anybody,
everyone has different perspectives.
just fucking ignore it,
you ugly bastard who thinks you're all gorgeous and pretty.
you're not.
sorry.


7:42 AM


Tuesday, October 20, 2009

and i still love you.
to mourn over her beloved, is who i am.
to think of her mistakes and regrets, is who i am.
to remember the flaws that he has, is whom i am not.


6:54 PM


Monday, October 19, 2009

i'm still taking pictures.
and playing TinierMe.

it's adorable.
i love it.


11:44 PM


Sunday, October 18, 2009

details of the party of course.

going to make sexy walls of text just like everyone.


me and amy both came in, and amy not knowing many of the people,
we were having an introducing game.. until cecilia came! :)
Cecilia was .. cecilia, to us anyway, (really kind) when she saw Amy ~
And we both told Amy, yeah' you know, no worries. :)
~ anyhooooooo
Later, Teresa and the others went to pick up Sally because she wasn't here.. T__T~
So yuting and cecilia were doing makeup.
It was the most fucking hysterical shit ever. AHAHA.
You need to upload that video yuting! you need tooooooo . (:
yuting like.. never put makeup on before
and she was like, AHHHHHHHHHH when cecilia was putting on like, eyeliner and such.
It's not painful if you're gentle! :)
I wonder how Teresa felt though when they were playing with her makeup.. ahaha
she has like, so muchhhhhhhhhh. @_@' i'm so jealous. U:
Cecilia did pretty good though, the eyes were.. "bold" C:
and, so on so on.

After they came back, they picked up both Kevin and Sally :3
We were like , HAI GUYSSSSSSS ~ o wo
-- Oh I forgot to mention.
TERESA'S MUM MAKES THE BEST FOOD EVER.
The dumplings.
Oh god.
THE DUMPLINGS. = w=
I ate a lot of them , but.. mostly the chocolate. ; n;
Cecilia and I have a passion for bubble tea, chocolate.. and candy? I don't remember. but'
Me , Amy, and Cecilia raped the chocolates mon' LOOL.
I ate like , eight of them . ;_______;
I'M SUCH A FATTYYYY.

anyway ~ they all came, we were all talking ~
frigging fantastic. :)
mmmmmm. then later, Kevin threw a pillow at me, and I threw one back, I got pretty frusturated.
And I started to like, launch pillows at him. :3
AND CECILIA'S LIKE "TO THE RESCUE!" X3
BUT TIMMY SAT ON ME.
I WAS LIKEEEE
WHAT THE HELL, I OBVIOUSLY DON'T STAND A CHANCE.
i got so tired after that,
and then Sally, Cecilia and I were playing around with the hair curler,
and Cecilia decides to try curling my hair ~
I turned out really awesome.
:3 Sally and I are such great teachers now aren't we?! >:))
next! how to make pancakes. >:d
.. im hungry now.
anyway ~
They were webbing with Vernon for like, a loooooong ass time.
Whenever someone went in the room, they were talking to vernon, haha, cecilia kept trying to avoid the webby cams.
i wonder why.. ;]
anywaaaaaaayyyyyyyy.
we all started playing truth or dare, it was fun ~
until Cecilia had to leave, I had to leave as well. T______T

OH OOPSIE I FORGOT.
but iunno what part this is..
Sally was getting her eyes done, and--
hmm, that sounds funny. :3
Teresa was doing them ~ she put mascara on, and OH MY GOD.
SALLY'S EYELASHES ARE SO FREAKING LONG.
like, oh my god O__O
I was like, O 0O
woaaaaah!
But long eyelashes are gorgeousss ! ♥ soo . :)
hehe, we kept watching Teresa do people's makeup ~ she's awesome at it! >:)

Argh.
Okay.
Well , the rest is blurry, or little details..
but i missed everyone as i left. T_________T

♥ Teresa, Aliyah, Claire, Angy, Sally, Peiyi, Kevin, Timmy..
.. I think there was one more person.. /knocks head.
but i got a hug from everyone! yaaay. i miss that ! our hugs..

I CAN'T REMEMBER. T______T
please, that person, don't kill meee.
--
woooooow.
IT WAS YUTING I WAS MISSING.
/FACE PALM
HKGDSJGHSJGSh
i hate myself.

anyway.
IT WAS SUPER DUPER DUPER DUPER DUPER FUUUUN.

this is not a sexy wall of text.
but it'd help moar if i had the pictures.
/stalks angy

UPLOADDDDDD ~

.. back to making tissue signs >:)


10:18 PM



yesterday was soo fucking fun.
Sally, Claire, Alliyah, Yuting, Kevin, Peiyi, Angy
ended up sleeping over.

I`m so jealous.
Fuck my life.
argh, but all in all, we had a lot of laughs,
lots of action going on ~

AHAHA That sounds so wrong. :3
My finger started bleeding after getting home. T__T
Karma?
/stares at Kevin

I couldn't have any of the cake.. /wah. T__T
You know what's strange? I had a dream of the next day (today)
and found out they were eating chocolate cake like late at night..

I was just like, uh, wtf happened? :|
Maybe i'm craving chocolate cake. ; n;

I knew it.
Me and Cecilia both wanted to stay.
Ughhhhh.
f**k my life.
oh well, think of the bright side.

If I pretend to very much love my mum today,
I will get my dress.
I MUST GET MY DRESS. /bawls


9:52 AM


Saturday, October 17, 2009

i'm a hypocrite.
what the fuck is wrong with me.
but
my mom is the fucktard.
she almost made amy cry.
fuck it.
she went back on her word.
really, it's her fault.
....
so why do i feel so guilty?

you know what?
maybe she was right.
i am a waste of a life.

but on the bright side.
thank you so much for inviting me.
i had the greatest time.
when i left, it was like stepping away from heaven.
- from me & cece.


9:45 PM



my mom's going back on her word.
we were just talking about how it frigging sucks to have your hopes let down

wtf do i do..?

4:30 PM



i started at twelve. ended at two thirty.
man i must love her. :|
i hate animating.
NEVER DOING IT AGAIN ~
shhhhit.
the file is so big that blogger's taking a long time to accept it.
apparently it won't animate.
SO I'M UPLOADING IT ON TINYPIC.
GOD MY HEAD HURTS.


+ file too big so.. press this . x
for teresuhh; ♥




2:36 AM


Friday, October 16, 2009

she left.
T__________T

we all will miss you very muchies yuting ! ~ ♥
i was never really amazingly close with you , but you're such a funny and great friend. :)
as well as perverted x1oo. (:

♥ we will miss you!
i can visit you like , any day though. :D
i hope to do it soon ~ (:
♥ i am making you and teresa a card..
(: right now
digitally ftw ! ♥

anyway,
oh perverted, funny, amazingly talented, kind, tall, crazy
friend of all of ours ~
we wish you'll have a great time at deer park !
we'll miss youuuuuuuuuuuuu. (:


11:23 PM



i wuv chu .

BWAHAHA.
i made this dedicated to you .
not rly.

HAPPYBDAYTERESALAITAKIMARU!

you know we all love youu. :)
i promise.

i will try to get you a chyzu-fied t-shirt . )x
yeah. i`m going to eatons , and then that place in broadview . (:
mmmmmm okie .

eatons from 11 - 3 .
teresa's party 4 - like.. 10ish?

for tomorrow ~


9:07 PM


Thursday, October 15, 2009

does it make me a slut if i'm comfortable wearing tank-tops, straplesses and short shorts in my own place?
i didn't think so. you over-sized hypocritical bitch.


8:22 PM



need | lace headband? { maybe } bows, DRESS , black and white long pearl necklaces, face powder, makeup..

my plan? to look like this.

yeah. except, black curls, { obviously. }
and those sneakers = converse. (:

.. you can rock elegance. it's possible.


watching youtube tutorials on makeup and contacts.
frankly, idgaf if you don't like me without glasses.
I HATE GLASSES.
I DESPISE GLASSES.
that's why i'm getting contacts. :)


6:21 PM



lately i've been having strange.. dreams.
they're strange and not scary. :|

like, today i had a dream that I was on prank patrol. wtf. :|
as well as a surprise party..
and a rollercoaster..
anyway.
a particular someone is always in it. :| no matter how strange the situation is.


7:45 AM


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

instead of ranting to kevin tieu about it.. LOL

SATURDAY - TERESA'S PARTY
OH MY GOD I HAVE TO GET UP EXTRA EARLY FOR GIFTS. OH GOSH OH G--
TIEU'S BIRTHDAY IS ON 18! NTS. BUY. GUM. LOLOLOL
and a card, yeah whatever ANYWAY

SUNDAY - MOVIES W/ JASON AND PEOPLE
if we can find , / ask bianca / kevin t

SUNDAY { MAYBE } SHOPPING WITH BIANCA.
IF SHE SAYS NO, WE ARE ON OUR OWN, AND I SHALL SHOP AFTER-SCHOOL !

uhhhhh.. okay then homework homework the wholeeee freaking week.

WEDNESDAY 28th - pick up contact lenses from Alexandra !
Bring $35.

Current salary: $32 .
I CAN NOT KEEP SPENDING $4.50 EVERYDAY D<

got to save up to at least 50
oh god oh god oh god time to stress out


10:21 PM



i think i just ordered prescription lenses.

.. without my mother knowing .
i hope i don't hurt my eyes.. T________T"

wow . i think i'm going to construct my face.

a) contacts.
b) braces.
c) piercings.

ho shit .


10:02 PM



I think I know exactly what type of makeup to wear for halloween.. ♥
Bianca's not a Lolita anymore, so I'm on my own.. :(
She's being the girl who always had a ribbon around her neck.

Scary story.
Anyway, sooooo .
- Black Lacy Dress
- BEGGING MY MUM FOR CONTACTS.
- Makeup { face powder, { if i'm white }
if i'm pink, lots and lots and LOTS of blush, red lipgloss, mascara,
black eyeliner, and.. yeah.

Accessories - tonnes. :|
Bracelets, { black and white }
Lacy and frilly things
Ribbony things

Probably curling my hair as well..
> w< ♥

In total cost:
A LOT. THANK YOU MUM ; n;


7:54 PM


Tuesday, October 13, 2009

it's 11:18pm

i'm fucking tired.
but i can't get off.
iunno' i feel.. empty and missing..

i need to cut my nails.. but tomorrow, not now..
i feel.. empty.


11:17 PM



As Katie was walking out the door, Kaitlin didn't hold it and the door slam shut.
Her smooth maroon braids became a tangled broom.

"OWWW. KAAAAAAITTTTTLINNNNN."
She was the last person to leave the school, everybody stared at her crumpled hair.

Katie ran to her class's line, and went up to Kaitlin and gave her a mean glare.
Kaitlin understood, "You bumbling idiot, you ruined my hair AGAIN." Kaitlin was the type of person to never apologize, Katie understood that. Whenever Kaitlin did something like, trip her over on purpose, or when Katie dropped a pencil and Kaitlin stepped on it, broke it.. Kaitlin would end up being silent for the rest of the day, until Katie talked to her.
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry!" Kaitlin had a frightened look in her eyes as she said it.
Kaitlin was amazing at acting, she aced all her drama classes, but Katie could tell she was being sincere.
Katie gave Kaitlin a weird glare, and Kaitlin understood. "You? Say sorry? Woah,' when did this change start happening?"
Kaitlin gave a friendly smile and offered to fix her hair. Usually she would mess it up even more, but she made it prettier than it was before.
"Thanks.."
Katie gave a suspicious look at Kaitlin. Kaitlin just gave a friendly grin.

"False alarm everyone!" The principal yelled on the bullhorn.
"Aw, drag." Hannah approached Kaitlin and started talking to her, never said anything to Katie, even though she was right next to Kaitlin.
"I wish that was real, then I would've got to skip school for about a week." Hannah smirked.
"Tch, that's nothing. One time, these guys blew up our science lab, and blamed it all on me and Katie, can you believe that?!" Kaitlin acted "Kaitlin" again, with all of her attitude.
"Who's Katie?" Hannah said obliviously.
Kaitlin pointed to Katie, and seemed very obscure and brought on her attitude.
"Uh, are you blind? The pretty red-head right next to us, duh?" Kaitlin seemed really ticked off when Hannah asked.
"Gee, sorry. I didn't really notice her, STANDING BEHIND you.
Whatever, no need to get all, shing shing on me."
Hannah gave a obnoxious face and turned away.

brrb to be continued and edited laterr


7:23 PM



"I wonder if this year will be any more different." She thought.
".. nah, probably not." She carefully unbuttoned and took off her new Forever21 sweater, looked in the mirror.
"Still nothing.
Yep. This year won't be different."
Slipped into her grey Abercrombie sweater that her mum had sent her for Christmas, brushed her hair and tied it up in two long pigtails.

As she opened her journal, she had noticed the words "REMEMBER! 2:30!"
"Eh? What the hell is this..?" Ignored and it started to write.

Dear Diary,
Remember these things for me.
- Summer's over. <- BOO. :( - Mum's still in Africa - Dad won't do crap - Oh and buy Kaitlin her birthday gift. Please and thanks! Everything is still the same as always.. boring. Actually, I'm glad it's boring. I kinda really hope it never changes. Oh, it's 8:15, time for school. xox Katie. ----------------------------------


Katie sat down at her desk, took her pencils out , and heard a scream.
"Alexandra", she thought. She was right.
A tall brunette with a purple backpack came running in, and started bragging about all the things she was wearing. Kaitlin walked in and shoved Alexandra on the backside.

Alexandra scoffed, continuing to talk to her friends.
"Anyway, forget those losers. Did you hear? We have a new student! Except she's not like any of "us". Remember that book we read? Different? She's like Hannah in that story!"

Kaitlin interrupted, "Yeah, uh, hello? We're right here." rolling her eyes.
And as usual, Katie just nodded and sat listening to Alexandra and Katie bicker.

A short blond girl came in, black backpack, white and pink flats, holding a pair of new sneakers everyone had rushed to the store to buy , with a checkerboard shoelace design, a light-purple jacket with fur, red plaid skirt, and wearing a dark purple pair of aviators, slammed the door open and closed.
"THESE SHOES WILL BE THE FRIGGING' DEATH OF ME."

Everyone stared as she tossed those new sneakers in the garbage, and strut out the room.
Almost everyone jumped out of their seats and dived into the empty garbage to grab those sneakers, everyone except Katie.

Katie just sat there and kept reading her book, "Do Not Disturb". She had read that book a thousand times, she would never get tired of reading it.
As the bell rang, a rush and scatter came to the hallways, everyone got settled as the teacher came in.

"Good morning class. I hope you had a great summer!"
Summertonne was a anti-homophobic school. Almost all the teachers were openly gay, including the vice principal. Mr.S was openly gay as well.

"Today we have a new student from our class, please come in, er-- what's your name again?"
The blonde girl walked in, with a smirk on her face.
"I don't have a name." she said.

Everyone stared at her like she was a crazy maniac.
"Oh. Well what did you register as then?"
"Hannah."
Everyone stared, and burst into laughter, remembering they read a book, that had the exact same personnel as "Hannah" in the story, "Different".

"Ah, would you like to give a short introduction about yourself, "Hannah"?"
"Nah.. not really."
She calmly said.
Everyone stared. "Um, okay, since you KINDA don't really have a choice here, missus, please give .. even a made up introductory."
"Gee."
She blankly said, took a breath, exhaled, and started.
"Kay, as you all know, I don't have a name. I don't have a story about not having a name, but you can call me Hannah. I just find that name really darling. Don't you?
I came from Toronto, Ontario, Canada. I moved because, it was really boring in my hometown, won some tickets, and my father left me. I live with my mum at the moment, and I--"

The fire alarm set off.
"Phew, saved by the bell." She quietly said.

Everybody rushed out the door and into the hallway.
"Hey Kate, don't you find something fishy about Hannah?" Kaitlin nudged, and gave a wink.
"Um. Is that a trick question?" Katie questioned.
Kaitlin giggled all the way into the hallway.


Oh my poor time. )X
oh and , three more days. ♥ (:
dammit i have to get you something amazing . D<

andd . um, 'wut lyk i think its five moar daays fer uz?
LOOOOL . ^ yep anyway
♥ GOTTA GET YOU SOMETHING GOOD TOO.
/COUGH.
gum. ; u; ♥
you can't go wrong with gum ! (teehee bee) n un)b


5:55 PM



good morning you beloved' stalkers who read my blog
you creepos youu > w< ♥

i had the strangest dream . o_o
my mum for all of a sudden, forbidded me to use msn , blogger, facebook, etc etc.
iwaslyk, 'wut you say woman.

then i woke up, seeing that i was in my own room, checked the time, got up. hm :|
how scary.
/shivers

today is another daayyyyy.
ooh i have mascara.. >:D


7:05 AM


Sunday, October 11, 2009

thank you teresa + angy !
and sorry teresa + angy . X)

- for inviting meeee
- for annoying you on the way home . ( paranoid & stupiid )
- ... for giving me bottled water of lemon splash
its my fucking favourite drink now ! :|

you guys are awesome , have an awesome dinner ! :) ♥


---
today i originally was planning to go to eatons with bianca , / gsquare
it was "too far" according to my mum anyway
so i saw angy online, and we started talking , and she and teresa invited me to teresa's house ~
i didn't know there was going to be a thanksgiving feast, how sweet of her ~
i wish i celebrated thanksgiving .. anyway!!! :)

so i went to teresa's house ~ again thanks angy for picking me up ♥
and we just did really .. "normal" things. like what we usually do . :)
1. teresa puts awesome makeup on us, awesomely
2. gossip kinda..ish
3. camwhoree~ ! like MHAAAAAAAD.

so teresa was talking to chy and doing games , i was just playing around with the makeup
trying to make a "smoky eye" and totally failed of course
angy was talking & doing her math hmwk

:3 it was very much fun
i wish i stayed for dinner , but my mom got pissed , and so i went , HOME of course.
again , sorry for not staying ! I'm so glad Angy did though! :) ♥

So weird, I feel like talking like this now. :)
Anyway, went home, got on the bus with a seriously creepy guy, when I got off he was like, staring at me , but he went another direction and i'm like "OMG /PHEW". ;3
i'm so paranoid ♥

and then i got home , my mum's pissed, duh
but she's ignoring me , so i'm like . /rolls eyes
i feel like typing like this again.. strange.

---
HALLOWEEN NEEDS AND WHATNOT
Angy and Teresa are also lolitas as well ! :)
Angy looked SERIOUSLY amazing with the makeup Teresa put on her > w< ♥
I can't wait to see both of them . ~
NOW IT'S WAR. MUAHAHAHA . MUST. TRY. TO. LOOK. BETTER. THAN. TERESA + ANGY
= josie = /FAIL xA BILLION

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hehe i'm just kidding . > w<
i want to at least be able to look in the mirror and go, "wow I look cute" though. :/
I'm not conceited.
I swear. :/

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Me and Bianca need to go shopping for stuff...

- Dress
- Frilly crap
- I NEED TO GO TO KOREANTOWN / JAPANTOWN / PMALL FOR CUTE ASIAN THINGS
- Of course, LOTS AND LOTS of lace.
- Shoes.. yeah.

I might' as well just buy a cosplay..
HALLOWEEN IS IN EIGHTEEN FUCKING DAYS.
Shopping.
Saving this week.
For sure.
$25 this week.
GO GO GOOOOOO.


8:40 PM


Saturday, October 10, 2009

yep .

farmerstory is on my mind now .
before meeting him , it was all i could think about. (:

my mind is clear .
& i wanted to say .
thanks ♥



i'm not a promise breaker. :)


4:06 PM


Thursday, October 8, 2009

seriously.
I'll be honest.

I can't even go on facebook anymore.



8:24 PM


Wednesday, October 7, 2009

Okay, i'm at least thirty percent better.
I just can't talk at all. :/
I'm going to a fucking whole week, to catch up.
HELP ME GOD HELP ME. ; n;

OR AT LEAST HEAL ME. PLEASEEEEE.

i will never ask for anything again. :|

/failure


.______.
I wonder how Bianca's holdin' ..


8:11 PM


Tuesday, October 6, 2009

i'm probably behind my work like..
two weeks now.. @__@


2:58 PM



I want school.

I didn't even get a chance to join student council. -_____-


7:49 AM


Monday, October 5, 2009

so why can't I turn off the radio?

-Neyo

Good golly gosh I love that song. >:)

.. Yeah I said GGG. D<
Anyway.

I'M SICK AGAIN. ARGHHHHHHHH.
But this time! I have yummy banana flavoured medicine that helps heal sore / infected tonsils.

I'm also very very very annoyed about when I wake up , because of my tonsils I can't go back to sleep.
I can actually feel my bruised tonsils. O_O

Well, staying home today again ~ arghhh.


10:57 AM


Sunday, October 4, 2009

for being the messenger.
you just can't.

It's unruly. Let's say someone was bashing about your comment because they hate Usher.
Someone tells you about their comment on your Usher statement shit.

YOU CAN'T SHOOT THE MESSENGER.
It's the same thing as saying "check it out".

@__________________@"


6:58 PM



so i went to the doctors.
"CLOSED"

so i went to the chinese doctors.
they told me, to drink that frigging black souped medicine.
and i can't eat anything cold, fruits, or drink any soup.

THAT BASICALLY MEANS I CAN'T EAT ANYTHING
i'm glad to be able to drink the stupid black soup medicine though
my throat is really killing me. x/


1:32 PM



i need to learn when to shut up
and when to voice my opinion in my blog.


11:41 AM



man i can't frigging swallow.
going to doctors today.. broadview.. X)
i dont like talking anymore. D<


9:27 AM


Saturday, October 3, 2009

i have a itchy / sore throat.

ARGH. T nT
i love my new blog layout though ♥

perhaps talking to kevin tieu and then jynxing myself isn't a smart idea.
U:

i'm an idiot.
i should also start using the labels crap.
oh well.

testing somethingggggggggg. c:
.. i have art and avatar block. u:


11:16 PM



yes.
you are crazy.

k?
NO OBVIOUSLY NOT. GEESBUS CHRIST MAN.

you blame someone for something, and i tell you it's freaking impolite.
then i say you are stubborn, and you start making me feel guilty.
I UNDERSTAND YOU'RE OLD
YOU'RE PROBABLY JUST A LITTLE INSANE
BUT IT'S ONE OF MY PET PEEVES
WHEN YOU BLAME SOMEONE WHEN YOU ARE THE VICTIM
I HATE IT
I HATE IT
I HATE IT
I HAVE LEGITIMATE PROOF .
i am not going to care.

sorry.
I just won't.


6:10 PM


Friday, October 2, 2009

i miss this.
so. much.
me + kevin + amy .


it's been a month.
why am i not over you?
i just realized.. it took me about a year to get over him
not so much of him though..
heartache..


--
nts; new blog layout ; u;


11:12 PM



ex-nay on the BLOGNAY.

if you understand what i mean .

someone was talking about teresa's blog today, and told reilly about it .
Dx;I was just kinda like, "THERE'S A FREAKING DISCLAIMER . T nT' "
god . i hate it when people don't read disclaimers and shit . ughhhhhh.

whatever.
SO ! I am.. 30% done on Teresa's awesome bannerrrr .
/cough cough. just waiting for chyzu and my inspiration to come .
waiting for sofia to give me the PSD.. but whatever :0

Teresa's hosting a part-ayyyyy ! :)
I know that totally makes me un-cool, but whatever. D<
Thanks again for the invite! :)

When you asked me if I would feel awkward if Kevin was there..
You should've turned it the other way around. .@__@
I am not awkward around Kevin at all. I act like my usual self. '
Which is.. awkward. ._____." Most of the time .
D:

whatever, I am so psched that I won't be staying home all weekend doing.. art.. T__T
I'm such a nerd.
But I've done 5 orders and earned 22K already! O UO ♥

-----------
I AM RUNNING FOR STUDENT COUNCIL!
I keep calling it leadership for some reason. /twitch
Here is my .. three second made up speech.

"Kay' i'm just going to make this short and sweet.
We are not here to eat pizza, we are not here to fool off, (sometimes) /winks
We are here to learn. The whole point of student council is to make this school a better place.
Fresh ideas to make the school more fun to be, organized.
Unlike, name whom I will not mention, I'm not in it for the pizza, the awards, I am here to voice my opinion, and change the school!
I'm not going to give you any silly bribery, like candy or no homework,
I speak the truth. Only, the truth.

Thank you for your time." /smile

AHAHA.


7:55 PM