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innocence.
sup.'

josie is this "cute" little fourteen year old girl everybody believes who always has a smiling mask on her face. she kisses the stars, makes a wish on 11:11 every night, and this particular special day, march the sixteenth. born in, living in, attending in, toronto ontario, a middle school, somewhere over the rainbow. she likes getting personal, she's one flirtacious short person , short as 4'8, one of the reasons she suffers from bipolar, paranoia, heartbreak, and several other illnesses. believes rainbow dinosaurs are real, has the most craziest friends ever, believes she's half icecream and whippedcream, likes being crazy, downtownerr, bisexual, a little too light as 72lbs , talks a lot, loves to interact, can't achieve anything higher than a seventy. work wonders with a camera, and therapy with other people, just not herself. loves photography and photoshopping, manipulations of course. she's also spazztastic & is proud of having a messed up smile.

11:11 ♥

money
♥ cute / fobby trucker hats
new contacts.
♥ striped shorts.
♥ oversized superman top. (:
discover who i want to be
black&white nikes.
♥ FOBBY long necklaces.
SLR camera
save up more more more money. (:
♥ lots of baggy hoodies
♥ black converse.

hearts talking.

mm, be right back . formspring hacked. :/

alternative exits.

andric arnie ani brenda breana bunny doll cecilia class 85 diana daniel eugene haley janet joyce kathy kevin khashi lea lei lee ann linda lisa mariam michelle tanallover teresa thinoba peiyi sally samiha shirley sung rachel reilly ryan timmy timmy valerie xinyi yuting zuzu

my days, not yours.

April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010
February 2010
March 2010
April 2010
May 2010
September 2011

thank you.

editing; yours truly (:
basecodes; Kary-yan/Missyan.
hosts; x o x

Wednesday, September 30, 2009


stating out the obvious at the right moment will make people smile. :D
like how i'm blogging right now.
8DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

It's true, Teresa and Chyzu are THE definition of love right now.
It's awesome. :)

I kept saying LOL today. even in class. D:
what's wrong with me . T_____________T

Looks like I studied four to five hours for nothing mhan.
I rushed the test because Ms.McKaiver went "TEN MINUTES LEFT"
When I flipped the page.
%@#%@#%@! !$@$! !!!

-
GAIAONLINE HAS TWO NEW SHOPS .
OWNED BY CARL AND JOSIEEEE. (:

WHOOT . :DDDDDDD i'm so nerd in it right now, everyone's going back to P
but i suck and i'm not . T________T

Which reminds me.. science title page.. frigging..
tonight.
copics.
omgggg.
LOL that sounded funny ^ 8D

.. i need a life. .______.
I was reading my past conversations with Kevin.. :/
argh. TT nTT'

i feel like cuddling up in a ball and rolling down a flight of stairs now. ; u;''
^ will never happen . 8'D

WELL.. time to draw + do my science title page.
/cough in half an hour .


10:24 PM



I SWEAR TO EFFING GOD.

I spent four - five hours studying and doing my god damn frigging' math homework yesterday.
IF I DO NOT ACE THE TEST, I WILL KILL SOMEBODY.

I'm so tired and ready. @_________@
{ special thanks to Kevin T and Sofia C } 8DDDDD


7:18 AM


Tuesday, September 29, 2009

the title of my blog post is:
Complications. @!$# .

I'm seriously hoping this blog post will be long.
After this, I gotta cram / study.
I'll blog for like an hour.
I'll try. :)
Basically these are all rants. If I put it in proper grammar, it means either I care, and I'm trying to be serious, or I just feel like doing this. :D


rant number ONE.
friends forever. ; u;
(sad rant. T__T'' .. i don't feel like typing "Like this anymore.". )
/sigh . i know i'm acting paranoid.. :/ i think. x:

grade seven was seriously my best year , EVER.
the pressure was off, we had our friends, our group, and i had kevin. ; u;

now this year,
the pressure is ON. our friend's got split into two other groups, and he left me.
but come to think of it, my home problems last year were terrible. hm. :|

Bianca, Kevin Tieu, Thich, Farabi and I always hang out after-school now.
Bianca became like, my best friend.
It's not a bad thing ~ but I miss hanging out with Teresa and like, Kevin, Claire, Angy, Linda, Sally, Rachel, Peiyi, etc etc. TT______TT

I'm a stupid person. :/
I'm like that awkward little girl that joins in a conversation, when everything becomes quiet, she just stares at you. 'because she has NOTHING to say.

So it's not just Kevin I miss..
It's everyone. ; u;
Obviously we talk on MSN and stuff, but .. I hate how I'm so awkward irl..
Which brings me to my second rant.

--
rant number TWO [ this is annoying .. ]
The internet me. The IRL me. @_______@
I'm kinda pissed at myself.

I've heard it once before, and i'm not going to deny it.. this time. :|
I THINK I act different from me being online, to real life.
I'm really social online, .. not so much in real life.
:/ plus my mouth keeps blurting out strange words that I don't even think about saying in my head, and i'm so awkward in real life.. T_____________T
I would usually go "hi" in a group of like seven or eight friends, they're all talking, and once it's quiet, I stare. WHAT THE FUCK. @_________________@
I'm so.. strange. :/ I've tried being myself. IT'S. NOT. WORKING.
I need a psychologist. T_____T


-
and my god number THREE rant
I AM NOT DATING HIM OH MY GOD.

Timmy is a touchy person.
(Timmy Le oh my god never Timmy Ma. D<) He admits it, but you annoy the frick outta me' even though I've said it once a million times too many.
YOU ARE ALEX RYAN. / SASHA / WHATEVER THE FUCK YOUR NAME IS.
well DUH i'm afraid to say that to your face. :|

I don't hate you, quite frankly if you want me to hate you I DON'T CARE. I STRONGLY DISLIKE people who pick on others for no frigging reason. Why the hell would someone do that?
Yeah, you're stupid you admit it, so let me try to put this in a way you will understand.

TIMMY
NOT
DATING
ME
GET THAT INSIDE YOUR EMPTY HEAD
2+2
YOUR FACE. :|


which brings me onto rant number FOUR.


-

MISSING A DAY OF SCHOOL WHEN YOU'RE SICK.

It's hell. You've already fell behind like a week, you don't know how to do this equation and whatever, and people treat you like you're one of the stupid children.
(No offense intended). @__@" Honest.


argh. seriously man. I missed FOUR things.
- Geo quiz { forgot to study } WHAT THE HELL IS POPULATION DISTRIBUTION ; n;

-MATH QUIZ TOMORROW <- thank god i'm studying / cramming tonight.

- Science quiz YESTERDAY <- But since Mr.Jackson is super nice, he let us take a day and study because we were absent ~ > w< - Science Title Page <- Due in two days. :| MUST. FINISH. TOMORROW ! which leads me to my other rant.
STUPID BRAINS.

I must've forgotten a million things on my test. Like seriously,
YES I'M BLAMING MY BRAIN. T 0T

So after I finally got GCF // LCM down, WE SWITCHED ONTO THE NEXT TOPIC. T__T
after the trees and shit, WHEN I FINALLY GOT IT DOWN, WE SWITCHED IT ONTO THE NEXT TOPIC.

+ Timmy Le told me there was a geo quiz yesterday.
/face palm. I suck.


MORE TO COME LATER. T________T


6:08 PM


Monday, September 28, 2009

- find new blog layout
- REST AND RECOVER T-T
- fix art block
- fix avatar block

T_________________________T
and of course, teresa's layout.
btw if chyzu reads this, PLEASE GIVE HER THE PICTUREEEES. D:<


11:15 AM


Sunday, September 27, 2009

I'M FUCKING SICK. T-T
IT HURTS TO SNEEZE. T-T
ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

nts;
stay home from school
do blog layout for teresa
FRIGGING GET WELL BETTER


8:55 PM


Saturday, September 26, 2009

all night long.

i just forgot that this blog doesn't display titles.
ANYWAY.

MARIAM'S PARTY WAS LIIIIIIVE.
it always is.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIAM !
I gave the shittiest gift, I tried to make a card, but messed up like, F**K.
Like, GOSH.
But it's the thought that counts.. right? T______T"

-- updated.
-- i think i'm making teresa a blog.

-- correction.
I AM. xD; can't wait to try it out. 8D


9:53 PM



yes.
copic. ciao. markers.
OH YEAH BBY.

getting six more tomorrow.
(:

i'm so spoiled . .__.
these were. . $13o. :/
right when i found a photoshop brush that resembles the style.. oh well :3


yaaaaay.
♥ set C colors include :

B02 B12 B60 B63 E11 E31 E50 E53 E71
Y21 YG00 YG23 YG63 G000 G07 G14 BG05 BG34
R05 R11 R22 YR16 YR23 YR31 YR61 Y11 Y15
BV13 BV23 BV31 V000 V06 RV000 RV06 RV13 R00

(:
yes i am showing them off. i don't care if you don't care.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARIAM..
ish. well tomorrow but ..
party is in approx. two hours. (:


2:24 PM


Friday, September 25, 2009

kay below post is evul (:
no worries.

after school was FUUUUUUUN. :)
So me, bianca, farabi, kevin thich, kevin tieu, jane..
Argh I'll call Kevin Thich Thich caus' they're both K.T's. )x

We were all chillin' at the library. :)
Doing homework and shiiiit . While Thich was watching porn. LIKE, /scoff

LOLk anyway, Jane came later and her and Bianca were originally planning to go to the park, so yeah, we all went to the park after ~
LOL This "fat lady" librarian went to our table and complained that we were too loud,
and thich was like, talking back at her LOOOL and he's like, IDGAF. XD
so funny.

So we were all at the park, talking, making jokes, LOL @ Kevin's cousin:
"So I have this like, eight year old cousin, he went to Canada's Wonderland, he went on ALL the like, extreme rides, one roller-coaster, and when he went on the merry-go-round, he started to cry."

I couldn't stop laughing. LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL.
yesh i'm evul . ; u;
/pat pat Kevin's cousin.


anyway. it was very fun ~ oh which reminds me, picture day:

Calvin: /shows pink elastic on braces
Timmy: EW You have pink elastics?!
Calvin: What's wrong with pink?
Timmy: Pink and black don't look good!
Me: /looks down. -wearing pink sweater and kinda-blackish skinny jeans-
- face goes : O 0O /points to self "AHEM. !" D:
Timmy: What? o_O
Calvin: DRY LOOOOOOL /starts bursting into laughter


LOOOOL. hilarious mon'
i was likeeeee, OMGSHT-T /corner

anywaaaaayyyy . updating laterr.
yay.. Saturday! :)


6:23 PM



Even though I'm not yours anymore, I'm still jealous.
It hurts.


6:20 PM


Thursday, September 24, 2009

In greek mythology, it's said that humans were originally created with 4 arms, 4 legs, and a head with two faces. Fearing their own power, Zeus split them apart and condemned them to spend their whole lives searching for their missing halves.

- Joyce's blog.

I thought that quote is amazing. :)



10:37 PM



i just uploaded like a shit tonne of songs onto my blog.
i feel awesome. 8)

- I Don't Care - 2NE1.


10:28 PM



yeeeeeah.
"i hope we can still be friends"

hm. this has been a valuable lesson. :U


8:09 PM


Wednesday, September 23, 2009

At these times, I feel suicidal.


9:59 PM



Picture day.
I wore a pink fricking tight but cute abercrombie and fitch sweater,
black tight, un-breathable pair of skinny jeans.

in the result, I was so glad to take it off.
I looked good though. xD;;

And I forgot to un-tie my hair when we were taking pictures.
aaaaaargh .


the bet.
me and mariam and cecilia did a three way bet.
If one of us does the following , we have to pay five cents to each person.

Mariam is not allowed to make sarcastic remarks (meh) or mention the Jonas brothers / Demi Lovato /Selena Gomez (hmm.)

Cecilia is not allowed to pat anyone , mention any drama related info, stuff such as that.

I am not allowed to say the word "like".
I'm allowed to type the word, write the word, just not to say it.
I would say i'm off to a bad start.
I already owe them 25 cents and it's not even one hour into the game. :|
Well so far I'm doing good, maybe because I'm typing this takes off the pressure.

Argh.



no. current. crushes.
lol i'm serious. x/ -- kinda dared to say that // I am DONE with boys.. for now anyway. :/
and.. i'm kinda not over Kevin. :/
correction: NOT OVER AT ALL.


4:22 PM


Tuesday, September 22, 2009

okay so i'm trying to make this post long..
but my hair is itching like fuck.


- one. : tired of feeling sorry for yourself.
i just don't understand it anymore. why people feel sorry for themselves.'

like, over the days, i've felt extremely upset, but never so much that i'd like, what? suicide?
i remember the past, when i said all these bullshit things, that are really not likely to happen'
because you have SO much to live for, why live it in fear or depression?
i'm not saying it's a bad thing, but i'm not encouraging it either, but it's just .. strange ..
my heart was broke in half, . . four times.
four times.

and before that' i used to treat dat --
oopsie. well i got distracted because someone asked me for help on math ~ -- back to what i was saying.
i used to treat dating like .. for play . like, iunno ' if people liked me, people would like me, then they could dump me . I guess you could say that was shallow. :S
But obviously I was dumb, love is a precious thing that comes around once in a life time.
well , not once, maybe . . if you're lucky, you'll find it young. :/
Until I met Kevin. We were SO in love with each other, until the summer's end really came..
I knew it was going to end. There was no point in denying it. :/

but . . you have to realize, love is basically like love.
it can make you, or break you.

i no longer feel sorry for myself, and curl up in bed.
except when i'm sick. NEXT TOPIC.


two. being sick and being forced to go to school.
sucks.
asian parents don't understand that being sick is a terrible thing.
right now in middle school, you do not want to miss a day of homework that you have to catch up on. but i feel TERRRRIBLE MHAN. :|
argh. i feel like . . . resting now. : U
on to my political discussion


three. the government can fucking kiss my ass.
"We asked for funding so we can get organized and to ensure medicine, hand sanitizers and other preventative kits were in place, but instead we are shocked to receive these body bags," Chief Jerry Knott, of the Wasagamack First Nation, located north of Winnipeg, said in a statement.

Can the government be any stupider? This is clearly not a legitimate "MISTAKE".
They didn't even get ANY - funding . WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH THEM?
The Ottawa government can kiss my ass if they think we're going to panic that badly, there still hasn't been a clear answer about why they delivered them here, or whether it's a mistake or not.
Grim or not grim, that's terrible news. I felt amazingly pissed after reading this.
I. HATE. H1N1. GEESBUSCHRISTMAN.

kay anyway next discussion.


uhhhhhh . ..
o_____o oaky so MSN + TV = DISTRACTING.
i fail at multi task.
when i remember what i'm writing, i will resume.


6:20 PM


Monday, September 21, 2009

okay so . i'll try to keep this post long. (:

today . was. not . my . day. );
'like it ' was okay .
i've had better though. /rolls eyes

anywut .
so today i was craving bubble tea.
ALLLLLLLLLL DAAAAAAAYYYYYYY.
the day went by pret-ty quickly .
considering its been three weeks already. it just feels like the first mhan.
i have homework, not a lot . not that i want a lot. i'll do it in a sec' after this blog post.


i think i'm in love again. ♥
shhhhhh.
for people who actually read my blog, keep this to yourself.
(:
ask me irl and i'll deny it !
slash MSN. i will not provide any details whatsoever.
uh . i'm .. totally over kevin. /rolls eyes.
i think i'm actually going to try to make a conversation with him.
he only talks to like, them and it annoys me. :|
no, who the hell is them ?
annnnnnnnyyyywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy.

when i got my bubble tea...
it was all chunky .:|
LIKE, CHUNKS OF ICE . ARGHHHHH . and then like, i'm still trying to eat the tapioca balls.
too lazy to put the ice out. T______T

i think i'll quit facebook as well ..
i did for like, one month, but got seriously bored. :/

hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.
nts; do homework, shoppu, ... read?
do you know how much damn times on my notes, to do list, says SHOPPUS? OR SHOP OR WHATEVER.
LIKE 50 TIMES . I SWEAR IF I DO NOT SET IT UP I WILL KILL MYSELF.
oh plus i need to do my nails .. they matched my outfit today. (:
i should wear jeans more . but i hate them. like, freaking uncomfortable shit .

i h ate you.
roar. ♥


lets see ...
hm. i should've.. brought.. guidance.. home.
/face palm.
holy shit. - -

jane is awesomeness.. :)


3:59 PM


Sunday, September 20, 2009

today was .. fun ? XD;
Teresa and Amy came over. :3
We were talking, ~ finishing homework ~ anddd , going to knock on Nick's door LMFAO.

i`ll keep this post short, i'm supposed ta' shower. (:
but today was really fun. :3 I'm tired already ~ hehehe.

-- i'll edit after i shower .
i loove phoning with bianca. :3


8:29 PM


Saturday, September 19, 2009

my smexy blog layout is finished . ! ♥

yes. aha.
(:

listening to this song, makes my heart ache.
but makes me breathe.

why do i procrastinate on my shoppus but not coding. :c


7:26 PM



it's talk like a pirate day!
...

happy talk like a pirate day. o uo


i seriously can't cry anymore.
when he broke up with me, that was it. i just teared up.
and now, i'm teared out. even if i do want to cry.
:|
i'm not even trying to hold it in, but i just can't. D: <
like, today, i ran around my small place, i hit the floor, the wall, the sharp edge of my desk, and i felt like, nothing.
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME. T....T'

but i have heartache. || argh . :)'


5:29 PM


Wednesday, September 16, 2009


is the only thing good about this week.

homework is okay too .
suppppppper easy.
i'm not so efficient anymore. T_____T

nts; clean room!

I WANT SNAKE BITEEEES.
iunno' right now i'm in pain.. duh.
i'm pretty pissed off right now.

eugh.
"are we still friends"
why don't you answer that for me?
like seriously. you don't even say HI, when i do.
you just like, ignore me.
what the fuck ?
and i know all the like.. facebook shit is about me.
i'm not pissed that you're hiding, maybe that's the way you are, but seriously.

you ruined it.

/END RANT.

omfg you know hwat i've noticed?!
THE A'S WHEN YOU DO ITALICS ARE LIKE THOSE REGULAR A'S 8D
and the non-italics are like, classical a's . ♥

anyway.
..... dammit i forgot what i was gonna say.
omfg i have to stop doing that, like, SERIOUSLYYYYYY.
UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH ANNOYINGGGGGGG.
hmmmmmmmm.. :|
uhhhhhh . shiiiiiit lol.
i was just talking to teresa and now i forget.
oh well :|

it was PRETTTTTTY important.
...
nts: sign gym form. LOL


9:25 PM


Monday, September 14, 2009


soon.
i will implode.
i can't stop smiling.
but when i do.
i will shred.
i don't really care about how he's feeling right now.
sorry.

boys, suck.
chyzu was closest. ' i.. actually thought that as well.
whatever. i'm trying to get into riverdale to be with friends, not for relationships.

eugh, why won't you take back domo? );
he's very lonely sometimes.
makes me wonder if you even read my blog.
whhhhhhhhhhhatever.


anyway, today was a completely tiring day ~
i woke up at effing five thirteen AM. I was like, WTFS?!
stands for what the fucking shit. 8D;
ARGH. It was pitch black and I was just like, holy shit mon. I can't see anything !
When we got there, I was informed we get a regular stupid boring schoolbus.
THANKFULLY THEY WERE WRONG. ♥
We got a greyhound bus WHOOOOO HOOOOOOO (:
So it took us 2 hours and thirty minutes to get there. euuuugh.
approximately .. more like.. two hours and twenty eight minutes LMFAO.
But it was pretty fun, would you rather with Teresa, Rachel, Rachel, Saja, Calvin H.
He kept kicking my seat, and now I can't sit up straight eh? ):
So first we went to build our shelter, I couldn't close the door so I didn't even try D: <>hours minutes.

LUUUUUUUNCH TIME.
I forgot to pack my cheese sandwich. Oh well 8'D
So after that, we were all just like outside taking pictures, tonnes of them, talking, and yeahhh. :)
Then, PREDATOR AND PREYYYYY.

I was a small herbivore. I always am. )x
I got 4 lives taken from me, ITS A NEW PERSONAL BEST. AHAHA 8'D Last time I only had one live left.
It was painful and fun. )x.
I like, first I tripped over a huge ass branch when I was running down the steepest fucking hill I ever saw, and I fell face forward, then a couple more times I kept tripping over the little ones, because I didn't even bother to care. T__________T"
I end up getting like 7 cuts on my leg. ONE LEG ONLY. /face palm.
♥ perfect isn't it? :)

So I got home, bought Original Bubble Teaaaa... yummy > w< ♥♥♥ -- oh yeah nts; Timmy owes me one dollas :D Bianca owes me $3.75 :D LOL ^ XDDDDD. Hey, asians gotta' have their bubble tea yeeeeeah? :) Well I should probably log off now. but oh yeah :DDDDDD Chat with Chyzu xP

I am a mother of four azn mexican kiddos~ says (11:45 PM):
*I miss Chyzumo-domo-san... );


jgy. says (11:47 PM):
*Even though he causes you pain? ]:
*Kevin won't take .. Kevimo-domo/MYNAMEODOMO back. T__T
I don't know why, he won't take anything back.


I am a mother of four azn mexican kiddos~ says (11:48 PM):
*I'll take him o:
*and name him..
*some..
*wicked awesome name, yea?


jgy. says (11:50 PM):
*LOL
*;D If he likes you, yes.


I am a mother of four azn mexican kiddos~ says (11:51 PM):
*Psht, he'll love me! x]
*Jk I don't know if he will....
*He might.. shun me... ;-;
*and steal my bed..


jgy. says (11:52 PM):
*LOL.
*He might kill Chyzumo.
*:-O


Self-esteem level = 10.5% ;D says (11:53 PM):
*D< *He better not *or I'll feed him to Chizu *>3


jgy. says (11:53 PM):
*D:
*XD You should let Teresa keep Chyzumo
*and take mine and name it Ter..
*...
*Teresomo-Domo?

LMFAO


Self-esteem level = 10.5% ;D says (11:55 PM):
*Teresomo-domo...


jgy. says (11:56 PM):
*LOLOLOL A HAHAHA
*XD
*It's so.. unique 8'D


Self-esteem level = 10.5% ;D says (11:57 PM):
*I like it x3


jgy. says (11:57 PM):
*/puts on blog

we both love teresomo-domo yes.


11:45 PM


Sunday, September 13, 2009


boys can't be trusted.

tbe T__________T''
with details.
its 10, gotta get up at 5 tmr.
:)


10:10 PM


Wednesday, September 9, 2009

i'm more efficient and positive irl. but something .. irks me.

you haven't spoken to me a lot.
usually we just see eachother and hug. :/
you kind of like, avoid me, sure we say hi when we're in the hall and shit
but what the hell? it's so distant. like cmon' you didn't even ask me anything. -__-
and you STILL haven't given me a direct answer..



you think seeing me makes our relationship?

hate to say it'
kinda. >__> '' i don't want an internet-only.-- and besides
you don't even talk to me online >__>;;

i feel like crying, even though it's retarded and pathetic.
eugh. natural things suck. must suck it up and grow out of it.
lol like today, "it just happens"
grade eight vs grade seven. XDDDDDDDDDD ^
anyway.

kk

not even a proper goodbye.
>__> yeah.

i am not a promise breaker.

basically.
it's one move.
i'm doing this because of you.
if you do, then it's fine
i don't understand
i'll hate myself.
but you get the point.
>______>

riverdale.
jarvis.
// face palm. //


10:52 PM


Monday, September 7, 2009

because i just killed a bug
and yeah.
I SWEAR IT BETTER HAVE LANDED IN THE TOILET BOWL, I DIDNT SEE T-T

NOT EVEN KIDDING @____@ IM LIKE TERRIFIED T-T

10:24 PM



you will be the death of me.
/gaia nerd
1.4m left and i feel poooooooor.
oh well, not ever going on comp anymore - -


so school is tomorrow.
:/
i ' m so freaking scared to find out what class i'm in
i'm going to cry if' i'm not in kevins. ):
arghhhhhhhhh.













so i'm bored
everyone is busy
and sad..
:|
for their own reasons
i feel bad )X


9:17 PM


Friday, September 4, 2009

so after tagging about 40 pictures on facebook, time to blog about yesterday.
the plan WAS originally;
Timmy was to come to my place, and leave at 3:30 for Lion Dance.
Amy was supposed to come to mine.. whenever, and then we'd head over to Teresas.

but then, change of plans ! 8'D
Amy and Teresa was SUPPOSED to come to Rose, because, Timmy wanted to go to Tessy's.
BUT THEN, Amy and Teresa were heading to fairview, me and Timmy wasted like effing twenty minutes running back and forth, turns out they were at the subway. :|

Timmy went to my place, yeah, until the girls convinced him to go fairview altogether.
I was debating whether to go or not, and I ended up going. It was a lot of fun, we took like 110 pictures at the mall ~ We met up with Jason and we all got miccy dee's. :)

I'll probably go into more details latour buttt.
School starts in THREEEEEE more days ! THREE? CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?
Last night I was up writing notes and I fell asleep :X
I finally downloaded music ! which reminds me, left to download is
G-Dragon : Breathe
Party in your Bedroom - Cash Cash
2NE1 - I Don't Care

anyway, i'm so prepared ! I got new binders, pencils, cases, etc etc ! :)
Me and Mariam and Cece is probably still going to go school together again. :3
you know what i've noticed?
The first term, I wrote A LOT of notes, but then in second term, and third, I stopped. :| Dear god.
I CANNOT BE LAZY /rawr
I can't believe highschool is after this year. I still look like ten years old. ):


5:03 PM