[ start MEANINGFUL rant ]
i`m listening to "Shut Up" - Black Eyed Peas ♥
and now i paused the music.

It annoys me when you sound annoyed.
I HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE GET ANNOYED AT ME FOR NO DAMN REASON.
Oh, if I ever seemed "rude" to you, it's because you pissed me off.
I HAVE NEVER bitched at someone for no reason. I might not have told you the reason, which i don't anyway, like 99% of the time. 1% = you're special.
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I hate people who are more annoying than me. ._____.
They constantly MSN you and go, HIIIIIIII ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
HIIIIIIIIIIII ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
AREE YOOOOOOUU TEREEEEEEEEE? ♥♥♥♥

like what the fuck is that all about ?
and yes, i kinda` hate YAWAS. :)'
& whatever. you know the last thing i hate about my life the most?


I hate being alone.
As an only child's perspective, it seriously gets boring, lonely, and scary sometimes >_>
I hate it when the one i`m thinking about the most, does not bother to talk to me.
:/ You ALL know who i'm talking about. eep. i resumed the music and it's Mad - Neyo.
"asking questions like you already know"
sound familiar?

-sigh- My heart keeps hurting.
When I feel sad, I want to talk to this one person.
i`m starting to tear. -.-'' that cares about me . and i know, they're thinking of me.
Now that I think about it, the others have, always. Just.. this once.
Is that being spoiled? Or common sense?
Oh my god my head hurts too badly. & I'm going to plead, that my wish will come true.
Love is a small thing, that blooms. Either beauti--
... i forgot i had farmville.. oops. / /whatever they all died anyway and i`m dirt poor
OOPS OKAY ANYWAAAAAAY BACK ON TOPIC !
Love can be two things.
Something that makes you. Something that is ORGASMIC to you. -cough- literally -cough-
You get my point. It's amazing, it's the only thing that keeps you from living.
Or it can break you. Make you feel like you're the only one living, in a lonely world.
I doubt anybody wants to be alone. Whether it's friends, relationships, or family.
Nobody.

Wow my "make or break" speech was supposed to be heart touching.
well, I did become dumber. Oh well. XDDD;;
okay lets try again.
Love is the middle. You either go up or down.
Love will kill you , if you don't make the right choice.
Or Love will make you feel like the most special--
oh okay fuck this i hate my life. i got dumber
anyway. the point is. I don't know where I am. I really don't
Why don't you guide me?
Oh and yeah.
it's not only this i`m getting so worked up about.
Think of me for once. As I wait here, in front of a computer screen, dying away inside.
I bet you don't even know how I feel. Oh yeah' I`m in tears by now.
I don't care if anybody else tries to make me smile.
I only want one person.
I am afraid to speak my mind. Very afraid. OKAY SO MY BROWSER IS LAGGING AND IM GOING TO SUBMIT THIS NOW.

in summary:
why won't you call..