i really want to sleep a proficient pace now . i slept at 8 but woke up at 10, because of a nightmare.
how wonderful is it not? it wasn`t .. so long that i forgot everything . there was just one main part.

forever broke.
and he got together with her.

i've been having so many dreams like that lately
am i being paranoid?
probably am. after watching the films and short clips about the movie :(
but.. i cant quite seem to put my finger on it.

:'/ oops . i forgot to go back to ventrilo n un;; for like 5 weeks.
mahbad . -rolls eyes-

i`m going to sleep at 12am today .
i`m going to his place tomorrow, god fuck it it better not rain. :/
i just HAD to wake up. the strange details were, literally strange.

I was dating someone, someone .. I recognize, but during my whole dream, all I saw was a shadow for his face. HOPEFULLY "HIS". @_@;;

and, me and A went to eatons together, A got mad at me, I saw S and K, and.. then we went shopping all together. but at the end , I saw him and her, kissing. It was like, christmas, we were all friends, and I just, froze. I managed to keep a smile on my face though. How strange. :/

Now we talk even less now . It worries me , I don't always want to say the first word.
But , I feel like I can't see through him anymore, he's just closed up.
It may be just me, but I'm definitely going to solve out why I had that particular.. nightmare?
Oh and all my friends saw too, and whoo'd . It would be a story too good to be true.
Then I woke up. Thinking, what the hell.