okay .so this will be a longgggg blog post .
I'M NOT GOING TO VIETNAM. T 0T;;
okay , in one way i'm super duper happy . because i won't miss my ani with my baby. (:
and another way; i'm kind-of choking as i type this .
i miss my grandmother's from my dad's side funeral . i was spending ALL night, editing, drawing and blogging my new layout, until my aunt called .
me : auntie are we going yet? oO; my dad hasn't called .
auntie: i don't know if you should go..
me : what do you mean? didn't you pack all my stuff already?
auntie: yeah, but what if it's too much for you? too scary ? maybe it's best if you don't go. do you want to go?
me : i don't mind . ( bad answer
)
-hangs up on me-
and i was like. O__O
homfg what'd i do? ! D:
then later. i had a long chat with my other aunt
about going or not, and about death :/
so. she's like, you're not going to come, tell your dad we're at the airport if he doesn't know where to find us.
:| AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i don't know what the crap is happening ! I'm not too young ! D:
:| so now im going to wait. >__>
♥ 11:38 PM