god fuckit , i know you're always at work.
you
know the answer already, yet you always keep asking me !
are you okay? because' i'm always at work.
you know, i don't want you to feel alone,
you have grandma .
--
have you turned bad?
because i haven't had time to give judgement because of work ?
but that's why you should focus on your studies and you won't have to work as hard as me, spend time with your daughter.
well, i don't
have a daughter !
and of course i feel
alone . i still remember the words that will scar me for life .
you've spoiled me . but' if you think about it, you've never spent any time with me, the starting of this year. that's why you let me go out with my friends, so i don't feel "lonely" no more .
bullshit .
i don't care that you have work, i KNOW you care about me .
but it's obvious that i
am lonely without you .
you come right home, then you go to sleep ! i NEVER can talk to you .
and when you ask me these stupid-ass questions ;
-- are you mad at me ?
-- do you have anything you want to talk about ?
it makes me wonder, why am i still here.
you've hurt me enough.
stop bringing memories back .
i don't want to share anything with you.
i don't want to look at you.
♥ 4:18 PM