day one of being really emotional without him. ): so today is the day he packs.
i really thought i wouldn't cry. but' i did. in the morning. god. -.-'
today i was supposed ta' get a haircut.
but NOOOO. my mom ruined my morning, because of a fucking phone. so someone called, and i left one of the phones in my room for the whole night, but it still had battery, you stupid $#%#$ person. -.-'
YOU PICKED UP THE OTHER PHONE. UGH. so heres how it went;
(phone 1 was the one in my room.)
phone 1: -ring ring-
- i pick it up-
me: MOOOOOM, pick up the phone, its .. someone!
mom: okay. -picks up phone 2-
phone 2: -doesn't work-
mom: how come it doesnt work? omg you left the phone in here the whole night now it doesnt work!
me: WHAT THE FUCK? YOU PICKED UP PHONE 2 NOT PHONE 1
god you blame me for everything -__-'
and so now supposedly shes out to buy ''juice''. when she told me whenever she gets pissed or annoyed, she likes to walk for a bit.
i know it sounds utterly stupid. but the whole reason of my tears is that she can never admit her fault. **** you.
i eventually got a hold of myself though.
why cry? what would change? like'd she apologize at all. my life sucks. what would change? if i kept on crying, i would've went suicidal by now. but i'm not a quitter. i just despise stupid people. - -''
ugh. emo wanna-be signing out. >:
♥ 11:49 AM