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innocence.
sup.'

josie is this "cute" little fourteen year old girl everybody believes who always has a smiling mask on her face. she kisses the stars, makes a wish on 11:11 every night, and this particular special day, march the sixteenth. born in, living in, attending in, toronto ontario, a middle school, somewhere over the rainbow. she likes getting personal, she's one flirtacious short person , short as 4'8, one of the reasons she suffers from bipolar, paranoia, heartbreak, and several other illnesses. believes rainbow dinosaurs are real, has the most craziest friends ever, believes she's half icecream and whippedcream, likes being crazy, downtownerr, bisexual, a little too light as 72lbs , talks a lot, loves to interact, can't achieve anything higher than a seventy. work wonders with a camera, and therapy with other people, just not herself. loves photography and photoshopping, manipulations of course. she's also spazztastic & is proud of having a messed up smile.

11:11 ♥

♥ money
♥ cute / fobby trucker hats
♥ new contacts.
♥ striped shorts.
♥ oversized superman top. (:
♥ discover who i want to be
♥ black&white nikes.
♥ FOBBY long necklaces.
♥ SLR camera
♥ save up more more more money. (:
♥ lots of baggy hoodies
♥ black converse.

hearts talking.

mm, be right back . formspring hacked. :/

alternative exits.

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editing; yours truly (:
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Friday, June 26, 2009

and that's how it started. I'm reminscing to my past now'
okay, so i have been telling you about life shit, and i forgot to go back to maple news.

i'm very late, but this is how i reacted when i found out "angy" was really sunny.
... -dies a little-
yeah i exaggerated, who gives a fuck?
so the story begins.

I was recommended by Sunny to become a GM, I was insanely happy and proud.
Angy was' kinda like' my "mentor" ? Iunno. anyway-- ' i know that "Angy" was never born, but i'll be using that name just, to remininsce further.
Soon after, I tried to talk to Oliver more, and get to know him better, because' we obviously needed to know eachother right? To be honest, everytime I talked, I was really nervous, to screw up my words or whatever, to both angy AND oliver. and to some other old GMs I can't really remember. :/

Then that day, Angy asked me "are you afraid of me?" I honestly wasn't until she asked.
Iunno why, I felt a lot of pressure coming down. but ' he'd always been faithful, and so I was honest and said no. and i have to admit, a LITTLE bit of doubt in my head. sorry for telling you' over on my blog. i'm pathetic, yeah. :)'

As I got to know Oliver more, he was like, typical. & then I think we just, yeah. friendship officially started. because of Angy which told me to just be yourself.
I always tried my hardest to be myself. Then one day' my stupidity went goodbye , and I realized if you TRY to be yourself, you're not being yourself. & I finally just, let go.
Still, my actions were careful as I didn't follow too much of something. I'm dumb, ok? we ALL know that. :|

Angy was very hmm. whats the word.. okay i'll say awesome, because, like, very very good friend. Then I found out Angy never existed, and it was a man, named Sunny.
I thought that was brilliant of him, and I'm not afraid, at least he was honest because of Janet.

So , in summary?
Thank you so much, to Angy / Sunny or whoever. :)
I've learned a lot. I'm sorry for the times, that it just felt "fake."
I realized it too. just never really bothered to care.
Thank you.

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