and that's how it started. I'm reminscing to my past now'
okay, so i have been telling you about life shit, and i forgot to go back to maple news.
i'm very late, but this is how i reacted when i found out "angy" was really sunny.
... -dies a little-
yeah i exaggerated, who gives a fuck?
so the story begins.
I was recommended by Sunny to become a GM, I was insanely happy and proud.
Angy was' kinda like' my "mentor" ? Iunno. anyway-- ' i know that "Angy" was never born, but i'll be using that name just, to remininsce further.
Soon after, I tried to talk to Oliver more, and get to know him better, because' we obviously needed to know eachother right? To be honest, everytime I talked, I was really nervous, to screw up my words or whatever, to both angy AND oliver. and to some other old GMs I can't really remember. :/
Then that day, Angy asked me "are you afraid of me?" I honestly wasn't until she asked.
Iunno why, I felt a lot of pressure coming down. but ' he'd always been faithful, and so I was honest and said no. and i have to admit, a LITTLE bit of doubt in my head. sorry for telling you' over on my blog. i'm pathetic, yeah. :)'
As I got to know Oliver more, he was like, typical. & then I think we just, yeah. friendship officially started. because of Angy which told me to just be yourself.
I always tried my hardest to be myself. Then one day' my stupidity went goodbye , and I realized if you TRY to be yourself, you're not being yourself. & I finally just, let go.
Still, my actions were careful as I didn't follow too much of something. I'm dumb, ok? we ALL know that. :|
Angy was very hmm. whats the word.. okay i'll say awesome, because, like, very very good friend. Then I found out Angy never existed, and it was a man, named Sunny.
I thought that was brilliant of him, and I'm not afraid, at least he was honest because of Janet.
So , in summary?
Thank you so much, to Angy / Sunny or whoever. :)
I've learned a lot. I'm sorry for the times, that it just felt "fake."
I realized it too. just never really bothered to care.
Thank you.
♥ 9:47 PM
this morning was very pretty and sunny. c: i could' tell today will be a lazed out day.
i'm at school, computer lab, sitting next to ruby. D: and she's trying to edit my posts. .__.''
PSST: hur hai hou sew.
{ COUGH SAW COUGH }
-- -okay so she just totally published. D: so editted.
i'm done my geo. & so i ' supposedly have "free time" whoot whoot. :)
music was free time too !
and if we worked well this period we can have free time next, which is math!
plus we're staying with our homeroom teachers the wholee day. :)
soo . yeaahh. :) ruby just read my post where I said she was a flirt.
and its so totally true mhan. ;)
.. yeaah. imm boredddddd i guess i'll blog afterwards the pretty, sweet, and quiet ruby was--
♥ 10:46 AM
okay so i'm 3O% done my blog layout . n.
too lazy to fix coding ♥
:| i should "wake up" soon. ^ U^''
anyway. i'm still procrastinating on teru teru bozus.
i'll try to get it started today.
nothing really new, and whenever i want to blog, later i lose my train of thought.
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EXCEPT FOR SMSERS.
PMS IS COMING ♥
{ LOL PMS :D }
POKEMAN MSSS ♥♥♥♥
whoo !
everyone's getting back together i hope.
i hate aj & apoka.
what freaking no-livers.
:) kay. anyway, i'll be back ! ♥
♥ 12:56 PM
please, and video tape it. -__- you guys are assholes.
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1. I'm cute when i'm mad? Go fuck yourself and be amazed as I turn ADORABLE.
2. Trying to guilt Fatima by saying you'll suicide. Oh please, i'd LOVE to see that happen.
3. Trying to act like as if nothing happened by saying it was all a joke.
"You're single and desperate." Oh pu-lease. go fuck yourself . HARD.
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I don't know what the HELL you have against me, but whatever it is.
1. Who cares if 3D Glasses were "so last month". Judging us on what we wear, ? That's just dumb.
Just fucking dumb. You can have the greatest clothes but be the dumbest and meanest alive.
-cough- I'd rather be nice and smart. -__-''
2. Don't believe any of it? K, did we really need to know that?
IF YOU HAD NOTHING GOOD TO SAY, DON'T SAY IT. -__-''
3.
The most dumbest reason of all. I literally laughed so hard that I fell off my chair. | Copying the game, Chubby Bunny. Okay, what the FUCK? I learned this game last year, because of John { my awesome man idol * U*<3 }, and I never got to do it because I was lazy.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING COPY A GAME.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING COPY A GAME.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING COPY A GAME.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING COPY A GAME.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING COPY A GAME.
YOU CAN'T FUCKING COPY A GAME.
/end rant.
uh yes, i take this seriously, go fuck yourself and video tape it for me.
♥ 11:30 PM
NEW LAYOUT COMING SOON.hopefully .__.''sunday. ~ watched up. aw it was so sad. ); but so cute ! ♥ 8)
& got nerd shadess, holla. :)
umm. okay so i had a shitta load stuff to write about
but now im blanking so.
im waiting for the washroom to de-stink.
TO DO LIST ;; // GAIAPROFILE[100%] // BLOGLAYOUT [5%] // GAIAPOSTSTYLE // CLEANING MY ROOM // GEOGRAPHY
faiiilureez. :)
today was pretty fun, ruby is a flirt.
i love her though. :)
rawr im strange. yeaah okay im totally blanking.
... yeaahhhh.
oh yes ! i might take babysitting courses in the summertime. :)
just because I LOVE CUTE THINGS. * U*'
-yes you are so cute, *rubs cheeks*-
yeah i completely am blanking . so.. :)'
catch my gaia' :)
♥ 8:03 PM
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k whatever, it's not old news baby.
i REALLY need to change my blog layout & song & shit .
cause' yeahh. ' i'm just gay. don't worry.
no seriously, i'm bi.
i don't know if i'm strange or not.
k you know, i feel drunk.
its 11:55pm.
i'm supposed to be asleep. x[
stop half-assing my boyfriend.
please.oh god how i miss you so.
everytime you type something, it kills me inside.
and i want to be a target.
emo? not really.
bored and well
tomorrow
--download sms
-- change blog layout
-- cry.
♥ 11:55 PM
that's a wonderful quote.
i miss sydney ms. ♥
should i go back?
ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i did promise janet and angy. )x'
ifail@life. (8
you're romantic.
you're cute,
i just never knew you were serious
;)
♥ 11:53 PM
today was pretty fuunn. :)
@ tim's was hilarious !
should've taped the whole thing, so sexyy. ;)
but omfg.
MASON MUN IS SO CUUUUTE !
he co-stars in a movie, "baby and me" !
he's so freaking adorablee ! ♥
i just want to eat him upppp.
okay yes, end obsessing but omg he is SO CUTE !
he's only TWO years old.
8| i envy the girl who gets to marry him when he grows up.
k now i swear. end obsessing. ;)
umm. nothing too new lately.
i hope me and all my "cories" end up in the same class in gr 8.
we dominate next year, whoo ! ♥
ummmmmmm. kbye. ;)
shut up about me not updating
caus'youknowi'masexydamnliar.kthxbai
i mean blog layout.
i will do it.
just.. not now. maybe in 1 week, month, 10 million years. :D
♥ 10:17 PM
kso. firrsst .
going home . holy shit.
that guy was wearing all orange, no shoes, he was probably Jamaican { no fucking racist =__= } and like fricking long dreadlocks.
woah. first thought: RUN RUN RUN -he was across the street-
& then.
TIMMY AND KEVIN ACT LIKE NOTHING HAPPENS
my god, i'm a fucking fraidy-cat. 8|
won't change my thoughts though. woaah, just.. dayum scary. ):
and so then !
i'm done writing my contract ! :D
❝As of Tuesday, June 2nd 2009, 8:28PM,
I, Timmy Ma agree to all the rules and conditions below declared by Josie Nguyen Truong (due to Timmy Ma's own request.)
I must be approximately 2 metres away from Ruby Yu, I shall give no physical contact (Touching, holding hands, etc.) unless declared by the teacher stating event or at Ruby Yu's own will.
If I fail to do so, (stating all the rules and conditions) Josie Nguyen Truong has permission to kick me in the testicles (not severely) and/or physically punish, due to Ruby Yu or Josie Nguyen Truong's own will.
I agree to these terms and conditions.
x ___________________________ <- signature here
If this contract is to be damaged in any way, the effect of the contract will still be stable, until Ruby Yu's decision or comment.
- (c) Josie Nguyen Truong of Bestest Friends c.
(Anti-Timmy bodyguard of Ruby Yu.)❞
that's just plain sexy.
i know you love my sexiness at being professional at the stupidest reason EVER. (:
kanyway.
also ! working on new blog layout & updating moar.
kinda' abandoned my gaia b/c interest.
but still loving gaia. ♥
super sexy avatars ftw , !
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i love you. ♥
J&K forever.
♥ 8:38 PM